Chapter 157:

"I'm sorry, sister, I can't promise you." Xiao Wanqing sat stiffly and replied hardly.
Zhou Qin seems to have foreseen that Xiao Wanqing could not immediately agree, and there was no great emotional fluctuation in her rejection. She just rubbed her temples, disappointed and tiredly asked her: "So what do you want?"
Xiao Wanqing could see her patience and boredom. Once she was close to her beloved and now she sees herself like this. Xiao Yunqing's heart is poked into a hole with a sword named embarrassment and shame, bloody. She knows how shameless and cheeky she is now in Zhou Qin's eyes. She also knows that she has no room for explanation. If she is an interesting person, she should take advantage of the Lin family's old feelings and give her down the steps.
However, she cannot withdraw. She straightened her back and promised Zhou Qin sincerely and solemnly: "Sister, I want to be with envy, I want to take care of her, I want to love her well."
Every time she said something, Zhou Qin's face grew colder. But she still looked at her as if to kill her, and finished her demands and promises.
"Xiaojun, do you think it would be ridiculous for you to tell me you love her? As an adult, as an elder, don't you know that if you really love her, you should leave her." Zhou Qin was unmoved, his eyes were cold, and he threw a sound.
"You said to me that you love Lin Xian. What you call love is at the age when Lin Xian is so ignorant, so accept her rashly and irresponsibly, or even have a relationship with her? When I gave it to you, Lin Xian was only 17 years old, and she was not yet an adult. She called you aunt. How did you succeed?" She looked at Xiao Wanqing's eyes as if she were treating a perverted kidnapper.
"I..." No, I didn't. In her eyes, Xiao Wanqing's throat was tight and sad, but she couldn't open her mouth to justify herself.
She and Lin Xian were almost discovered by Zhou Qin on the bed. In Zhou Qin's eyes, it was already a strong evidence. She could not explain to Zhou Qin that when Lin Xian and Lin Xian started, Lin Xian was already an adult. She couldn't tell Zhou Qin that she had never touched Lin Xian. From beginning to end, she left Lin Xian behind.
It sounds like a lot of sophistry, only to add fuel to the fire.
She is so much bigger than Lin Xian. She is the elder of Lin Xian. She said ten thousand and ten thousand. It is her fault to be with Lin Xian regardless of the consequences. She has an inescapable responsibility.
She swallowed all her heartbreak, carried all the accusations, and choked with apology: "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for your trust, sorry for you."
"But, sister, I didn’t do it on purpose. I was real, really, and I was in trouble. I knew it shouldn’t be. If I could, I wanted to stay away from envy, and I didn’t want to love her, but I Not possible."
Her voice was dumb and trembling because she was not crying, and she sincerely talked to Zhou Qin, trying to get a little understanding of Zhou Qin: "Sister, envy is your child. You must be better than me for how good she is. I know more clearly, how stubborn and stubborn she is, you must know. When I first realized this relationship, I didn’t try to leave. Sister, do you remember when I told you that I was going to transfer to the field before Qingming? At that time, I made up my mind to go, but my sister, envy moved me, I hope she would live happily more than anyone else, I looked at her crying desperately, I was so disheartened."
She wanted to tell Zhou Qin that the relationship between her and Lin Xian was not as sloppy and sloppy as she thought. "Sister, I am greedy, I am indulgent, but my heart, her feelings for her, the world can be learned. At first I just wanted to accompany the envy for a while, when she was tired of me, I left, but later, The envious action proved to me a little bit, she is more mature than I thought, she treated this relationship more seriously than I thought. At that time, I realized that I was wrong, I should not be envious At a young age, she underestimated the envy's determination and sense of responsibility. For her sincerity, it was a disappointment and hurt. Sister, envy is more mature than I thought, and it must be more mature than you think. Although she She’s young, but she doesn’t really know anything. Sister, I beg you to give Envy a little time, and give me a little time, let’s prove to you whether it looks good or not?

She said a lot, but it sounded in Zhou Qin's ear, but it seemed to only emphasize one sentence repeatedly: It was Lin Xian who started first, and Lin Xian took the initiative.
Is it to shirk responsibility? Zhou Qin almost laughed. Speaking magnificently and righteously, where can a teenager be mature again, and where can he mature?
She was a little excited, depressed the faint pain in her heart, stared at Xiao Wanqing, and suddenly laughed softly, and asked her, "Give you time, what can you prove?"
Zhou Qin's tone Xiao Wanqing couldn't distinguish emotions. She thought that Zhou Qin was loose. She clumsily clung to her true heart and handed over the file bag to Zhou Qin: "Sister, I know that I am not the best person for Lin Xian, but please give me time to prove that I must be my favorite The man of Lin Xian. Sister, I know that Xian Xing is with me, and many things cannot be protected like ordinary couples, so after they are together, I have applied for bequest notarization and purchased insurance. Sister, maybe I have all Not many, but all the things under my name will be shared with Envy. This is my commitment and I will slowly transfer. I will work hard and live a life as best I can to give Envy a good life. Supporting Xianxian does not require any burden to do what I want to do. I made a good plan, changed my job, and prepared for the second half of the year. When Xianxian's driving technology was more reassuring, I bought Xianxian's car as a birthday gift. , I will change the house to a place where she can go to work...
Talking about material in feelings is secular. This is never the ruler Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian used to measure each other's feelings, but the empty-mouthed words are even weak and unconvincing. At this moment, Xiao Yunqing didn't know what she could use to prove her true heart except for such a clumsy and secular thing.
But before her words were completely finished, Zhou Qin interrupted her coldly. She stared at the file bag Xiao Xiaoqing handed out, without any sign of reaching out. She looked cold and asked her gently: "Xiaoxuan, are these things jealous?"
"Can the Lin family not envy these things? Are we asking for these things?"
Her tone was so disapproving, even with a little disdain, like drinking in the head, so that Xiao Yunqing, who had all the heart and sincerity, felt like a barren and ugly toad in a moment, shamelessly opened his tongue, and could no longer make a sound.
"What can you prove to give you time? Can you give Lin Xian a happy family of filial piety and filial piety? Can you give Lin Xian a bright and open social circle? Can you give Lin Xian a bright future? Can you?! All you can give her is to make her be criticized in school and almost be disqualified. Now this is already the case, what will happen in the future? Lin Xian will work in the future? As a woman, as an excellent woman You don’t know how hard it is to achieve success in your career? Don’t you know? And you, instead of helping her a little bit, will only become her inexplicable handle by others. Do you love her like this?"
Zhou Qin's questioning, the words poked the heart, Xiao Xiaoqing was speechless.
"But if Lin Xian was forced to be with someone she didn't love, she wouldn't be happy with it." Xiao Yunqing bit her lip and retorted with a pale face. She dare not say that Lin Xian may not want this. Ask yourself, if you can, who doesn’t want it. Lin Xian, really just to stay with her, was forced to give up these.
"Do you know that Envy left you, and you can only be with someone you don't love?" Zhou Qin raised his brow and asked sharply. "Not to mention Lin Xian at this age, do you really understand what love is. Even if it is love, Xiao Hua, you once loved someone hard and meticulously, now, you are not here to say love Lin Xian "Who really loves only one person forever in my life? Are we as old as naive?"
Xiao Yunqing's throat choked with pain, but he suppressed his crying. All the words Zhou Qin asked her were the words she had asked herself in the bottom of her heart when hesitated. It was Lin Xian's affection that made her persuasively difficult. But now, how should she persuade Zhou Qin? Zhou Qin did not even agree that Lin Xian was in love with her.
Is she naive? But she really believed in Lin Xian and Lin Xian's Pledge.
Shame and shame have long obliterated her heart. It is her love for Lin Xian and Lin Xian's love for her that made her come here and stay up to now. She dared not reveal her panic and fragility, afraid of being seen by Zhou Qin, she was exhausted and crumbling.
She looked at Zhou Qin's stubborn face, and a deep despair and sorrow rose in her heart.
How do you persuade a person who doesn't even recognize the topic?
She turned her eyes, and two lines of tears slipped in the corners of her eyes, hidden in the mask. She clenched her fists hard, her nails fell deep into her palms, clenched her teeth, gave up all pride and decentness, stood up, bent down a little bit, kneeling with tears, bowed her waist and knelt in Zhou Qin In front of the hospital bed, he choked and asked, "Sister, I know, I can't convince you now, but please, give me a chance, give us each other, give Lin Xian a little time, OK? I promise you, I'm temporarily gone Lin Xian, would you let her go to the exam?
Her voice cried cried grievously, distracted, hoarsely distorted:
Whether Xian Xian wants to go abroad or want to study in the future, she can’t lack these results, don’t... don’t... This breaks the envious retreat, don't do this..."
As soon as she knelt down, Zhou Qin straightened up in shock, trying to reach out and pull her. But in the end, her hand extended slowly. She looked at the thin and embarrassed woman in front of her, and there was pain in her heart, and she heard tears in her crying cavity.
Can think of Lin Xian, thinking of Lin Xian's future, she can only harden her heart, cruel to Xiao Wanqing.
She did not explain that Lin Xian was not absent, but only delayed the exam. Her voice was also nasal, and her voice trembled softly: "Xiaoxuan, as Lin Xian's mother, don't I know that this is bad for her? Am I breaking her retreat? Not me, it's you I also beg you, I beg you to give yourself a chance to envy, okay? You also walked along this road, don’t you know how difficult this road is. Envy is young and ignorant, So fearless, can it be? After she grows up, what should she do with regret? These missed years, missed opportunities, can you afford it, or can she afford it?" Zhou Qinhouzhi Afterwards, I finally understood what Xiao Xiaoqing was doing with her parents in those years, why was she expelled from the house, and why, Xiao Yunqing's grandmother did not want to see her again until she died.
She clenched her fists and looked away from Xiao Wanqing’s weak, trembling body, crying and stabbing her: "Xiaoyun, no matter how, I can’t accept you together. The old man at home knows this. You can’t imagine what this family will become? Lin Xian is destined to choose only one from home and you. Xian Xian hasn’t eaten since returning home. I know that she will choose to live for you now. Yours. But Xiao Wanqing, you used to die or live for someone, regardless of your parents. Now, do you regret it?"
Zhou Qin's sentence, like a sharp arrow, accurately and severely pierced Xiao Yunqing's already ragged heart.
"Did you regret it?" this sentence echoed in Xiao Wanqing's heart. This sentence, she also asked herself countless times when dreaming back to the wet pillow at midnight.
The nightmare of last night reappeared in her mind. Her eyes seemed to be boundlessly pale and scarlet alternately, the redness of her parents in the pool of blood, the dead white on their incomplete face before they were covered with white cloth, from the mother’s arms. The red and white of the blood-stained shrimp dumplings pulled out here are the paleness of the white cloth that she saw after grandma closed her eyes...
She didn't regret this sentence, she couldn't say it. Xiao Wanqing's tears rolled down.
"Xiao Wanqing, do you want Lin Xian to regret it as much as you do in the future? Do you want Lin Xian to be like you, and in the end his family will be ruined, orphaned?"
Xiao Wanqing hung his head, his spine curled up weakly, and wept silently.
Lin Xian, Lin Xian...whatever is the way to truly love you. Xiao Yunqing was crying until he was panting, and he couldn't bear to say that "I promise you."
Lin Xian is still persevering, she is reluctant...but she Lin Xian persists in such a way of hurting her body, she is also reluctant...Lin Xian will bear the regrets and regrets that she can never make up in the future, more It makes her feel like a cone. What exactly should she do is right.
Thousands of enemies were injured and eight hundred were damaged. The heart is full of flesh, Zhou Qin hurt Xiao Wanqing, looking at her mournful and helpless, the heart is as painful as it was torn, and can't stop the tears. But she had no choice. She couldn't continue this stalemate. She stepped out of the bed with bare feet, fell to her knees next to Xiao Wanqing, and choked with her sleeve: "You are also my begging, okay. Our whole family begging you Now. Leaving Envy is the best proof of what you call her love..."
When Xu is ill, Zhou Qin palely scared Xiao Wanqing. Having known each other for more than 20 years, Xiao Wanqing saw Zhou Qin's frantic appearance for the first time. During this half of his life, Zhou Qin treated her well, Lin Zhan treated her well, and the entire Lin family, Zhou family, treated her well.
She can't stand this kneel.
She can't stand it.
She looked up, but she couldn't force her tears back. She supported the bed and slowly stood up, then reached out to pull Zhou Qin.
There were still tears in her eyes, and she tried to calm her voice. She asked Zhou Qin hoarsely: "If I leave, I envy, and I still like girls in the future, you can let her free, don't you force her like that anymore?"
"Impossible, I will understand when I grow up, she can't." Zhou Qin stalked his neck and cut the railway.
"I mean if. If she grows up and is sensible, she can take it on her own, can you not force her?" Xiao Yunqing's eyes turned red, and he insisted seriously on Zhou Qin's promise.
Zhou Qin looked at her gloomy eyes. For a long time, she replied in a low voice: "If she really grows up, walks out of society, knows the world, and still likes girls, then I recognize it, I don't force her. "
Xiao Yunqing's lips pulled a bleak grin, covered under a mask, like mocking and self-pity, Zhou Qin could not see. Zhou Qin saw that in Xiao Qingqing's clear and clear eyes, the water was full of glory, as if it were sad, desperate, and relieved.
She lowered her eyelids, tears overflowed from her eyes, and her voice was as light as an illusion, and answered Zhou Qindao: "I promise you."