Chapter 61:

On the fifth day of the fifth day, two days before the spring break, Wen Tong said that because of a change in work, he had crossed most of the countries early and returned to Anjiang. As usual, Xiao Wanqing drove to the airport to pick her up.
Every year, when Wen Tong returns home and returns, Xiao Wanqing acts as a driver to pick up and drop off. Compared with every time Wen Tong was sent away, Wen Tong's words stopped and the air pressure was low. Xiao Wanqing preferred to pick her up. Wen Tong's brow was soft and the smile was full of smile. Usually, on the way back, they always talk the most in a year, look at each other the most, and don’t run against each other.
However, today, Wen Tong was under pressure and got out of the plane. His face was also cold and grim, with no smile. When she saw Xiao Wanqing, she was keenly aware that Xiao Wanqing's spirit seemed to be a little bad. Wen Tong was too familiar with her condition. Despite Xiao Wanqing's delicate makeup and good cover-up, she suddenly saw her tiredness from her eyes.
"I haven't been there for a few days. After a year, why do you look so listless, do you miss me like that?" Wen Tong fled Xiao Xiaoqing's hand trying to help her with her luggage, frowned, and raised her spirit, To tease Xiao Wanqing half-truth.
Xiao Yuanqing listened to the familiar jokes of his friends, and the heavy tiredness that had stalked his heart for a few days was slightly lighter. She opened her eyebrows slightly, a light smile appeared on her lips, walked side by side with Wen Tong, looked at Wen Tong, but said helplessly: "You are beautiful. Do you think your face is as good?"
When she got to the car, she helped Wen Tong open the trunk and watched Wen Tong put the luggage in it. She was afraid that Wen Tong was worried and explained: "It may be that there will always be firecrackers and fireworks from time to time in the past few days. Not sleeping well."
Wen Tong closed the trunk and frowned. He doubted the letter: "Aren't the urban areas of Anjiang City not allowed to set off fireworks?"
Xiao Wanqing made a quick move, condensed his eyes, and gradually lost his smile. After a while, he whispered: "But I can still hear it, Xu is someone who has not followed the rules."
Fireworks and firecrackers are prohibited in the urban area of ​​Anjiang City. Except for the sound of firecrackers heard on New Year's Eve, in fact, later, it was quite quiet.
However, it was too quiet.
So much so that after nightfall, in the empty bedroom, she looked at the little Teddy left by Lin Xian on her bed, and she could always hear the sound of fireworks in her heart.
After every second of the ultimate splendor, what remains for a long time is the chaotic debris and the broken flesh and blood in the atrium.
Difficult to sleep...
On the way, Wen Tongzhuang inadvertently inquired about Xiao Wanqing: "Envy, this semester is the same as last semester, do you not stay?" She still remembered the strange crisis and provocation that Lin Xian gave her during the New Year's Eve.
Xiao Yuanqing's five fingers holding the steering wheel tightened slightly imperceptibly. After a while, her voice answered Wen Tong calmly as usual: "Well, it should be. Sister Zhou Qin said to me, Lin Xian Lantern Festival The school started two days ago, so it might come over on the 11th."
Wen Tong pondered for a while, and was about to listen to something more carefully. He suddenly heard Xiao Wanqing hesitating, called her name, and asked her: "Wen Tong... I... I ask you a question." She paused. I added, "I asked my friend."
Wen Tong's sharp eyebrows twisted slightly, and there was a sense of crisis in his already heavy heart. With some nervousness, she asked her, "What friend? Do I know?" Xiao Yunqing had any friends that she didn't know or knew. ?
Xiao Yunqing froze for a moment, bit her lip, and gave Wen Tong a dissatisfied look: "This is not the point."
Her face was so gentle that even such eye knives were so delicate and imposing. Wen Tong hasn't seen Xiao Wanqing in ten days. At first glance, she saw such annoying and pretty eyes as the person she likes, and she couldn't help but soften. She had been a bit tight all the time because of the next decision, but at the moment she was relaxed and brought unconsciously coaxing tone back to Xiao Yunqing: "Well, I'm wrong. You help your friend ask, small Wash your ears and listen."
After Xiao Wenqing received Wen Tong, he still kept pressing like Lin Xian, and it was hard to smile. Wen Tong is one of the people she trusts the most. She really can't help the troubles in her heart. She wants to use the name of a friend to ask Wen Tong euphemistically: if, if someone likes someone they shouldn't like, This person, this person is similar to the son of her good friend, is it very abnormal...
However, when Wen Tong interrupted her, she suddenly became clear with some confused thoughts. How can a person as sensitive as Wen Tong really fail to hear what he is saying without thinking.
Any questions? Taking out the position of the client and standing on the sidelines of the bystander, she asked herself: Xiao Wanqing, even if she doesn't consider the issue of homosexuality, if a man in his thirties is coveted by a good friend and a teenage daughter who is not familiar with the world, treat her Isn't the love of your heart even sloppy, is it abnormal?
She slapped herself hard in the heart.
Not only perverted, but also frivolous and shameless.
If Lin Xian knew his thoughts, he was afraid that he would spit it out overnight.
If, if Wen Tong knew, what kind of eyes would he look at?
Xiao Yuanqing violently covered his body with a throat, biting his lower lip fiercely, and stopped what she was about to say: "I suddenly didn't want to ask." She shifted the topic in a panic: "You said on the phone before Yes, what does it mean to be transferred at work?"
If it is weekdays, Wen Tong will surely ask Xiao Wanqing that he did not ask about export. But hearing Xiao Wanqing asked her about her work, her heart was heavy again, so she missed the well-known anomaly that Xiao Xiaoqing disguised.
With her deep eyes, she looked at Xiao Wanqing for a long time, for a long while, as if with some determination to break through, she said to Xiao Yunqing: "The company may have learned of my intention to resign, and it is considered that I upgraded my rank and transferred me. The branch company in Changze, next door, manages and develops the market. I accept it and leave in two days."
Xiao Wanqing couldn't help but turned his head to look at Wen Tong with amazement: "So suddenly, I haven't heard of you before? How long will it go? Then, will she stay there for a moment?" She forgets herself for a moment. The distress, in my heart, is the new panic and restlessness.
From the graduate to the present, I have known Wen Tong for ten years. The people around them come and go, stop and go, only Wen Tong, always, always, not far and near stationed in her life. The saddest and most embarrassed time was that she had not abandoned her and dragged her out of the quagmire. If overdose of sleeping pills was missed that time, without Wen Tong, she was afraid that she was no longer in this world. On weekdays, although she and Wen Tong are accustomed to abandoning each other, in her heart, she treats Wen Tong as a relative, confidant, or even a benefactor.
Wen Tong, he is finally leaving...
This huge Anjiang city, really, should we be left alone? She was in a trance.
But immediately, she realized again, relieved.
Originally, no one can stay with them all the time? There is no banquet in the world. She's used to it already, isn't she?
Wen Tong watched her look change slightly, a little panic flickered in her eyes, and there was a burst of warmth and joy in her heart.
She calmly replied Xiao Wanqing: "I was a little hesitant and didn't decide well. If it is in the past, I should stay at least for two or three years. Of course, mid-holiday will come back." She saw Xiao Wanqing faintly more and more. Depressed, a sly smile flickered through my eyes, adding: "Actually, I have been hesitating between the two options of job-hopping and staying. A headhunter contacted me at the end of the year and wanted to dig me to a new company under the Star Group. As the general manager of the small media company, Shi Jinglan said that Shixing Group had learned about some of the cases I dealt with. I appreciate my ability and named me personally."
Xiao Wanqing's unhappy mood has been sensiblely suppressed by himself. She cared indifferently about her friend: "Then... why didn't you choose Shixing?"
"The main business of Shixing has always been real estate. It has only recently entered the cultural market. It has opened and merged many small companies before. Now its rapidly developing Starlight Entertainment Brokerage Company has only begun to slow down in these four or five years. Slowly emerging. The newly opened company is still very attractive to say, but the business is very confusing at the moment, I am not sure whether it is optional in the commercial map of Shixing. Removable. Relatively speaking, it seems safer to go to Nagasawa."
Having said that, she raised her eyes and stared at Xiao Wanqing, carefully looking at Xiao Wanqing's expression. She expects to see a trace of reluctance over Xiao Yuanqing's face, and hope to see a trace of hope. Even, I hope Xiao Wanqing can leave her open and say, I can't bear you. With a little bit, she can convince herself to stay.
But no. Xiao Yunqing smiled and said, "That's good too. You didn't just say that there is no room for development here."
For a moment, Wen Tong even felt that Xiao Wanqing was too calm. She, didn't hesitate at all? Over the years, has she really not covered Xiao Wanqing's heart at all?
She spent the last expectation in her heart, looked at Xiao Wanqing with some suppressed tenderness and pain, and told her: "In fact, the most important thing is that there is a person in Anjiang City who has been in love with me for many years. .. I feel that I need to distance myself a little from her to give each other more space to think.".
Will she, will she be a little aware after all?
However, Xiao Wanqing just stared at her in shock, showing the normal expression that a good friend should have, surprised: "Well? You... have someone who has been in a crush for a long time? Is it... I know?" She carefully explored: "So, in the past few years, haven't you been able to have a long-term relationship?"
The light in Wen Tong's eyes gradually dimmed...
Over the past few years, where has she been, and whom have she been in contact with. Xiao Wanqing didn't even notice that her boyfriend who had been replaced one after another, in fact, never really existed.
For a while, Xiao Wanqing was nervous and nervous and was afraid of getting close to anyone who might develop with her. Therefore, in order to reassure her and to show that she was safe for her, she made up boyfriends one after another, and then only little by little took her defenses away.
Is Xiao Yunqing too accustomed to being by her side? I'm used to her staying in a safe and good friend position, so I never realized that they can actually go one step closer, right?
Wen Tong lowered his sad eyes and said in a low tone: "You don't know. She never realized that I like her. Maybe, it's my indiscriminate thought."
She waited too long.
It has been seven years since she saw Xiao Wanqing buying drunk because she broke up and realized that she likes Xiao Wanqing.
It has been four years since she couldn’t bear her parents’ marriage, and confessed to her parents that she likes women.
However, now, this Spring Festival, her parents have compromised, and only hope that she, regardless of men and women, find someone to live together. She still did not wait until Xiao Wanqing.
Blame her for being too timid.
She had seen many traders rashly express their feelings to Xiao Wanqing. After being rejected, Xiao Wanqing didn't even have friends with them.
Xiao Yunqing said that if you cannot be a lover, you will not be a friend. If she asks the other person to be her friend, she will only give others hope. Even if the other party really doesn't like her in the future and has a lover, knowing that her friend used to be the one her lover likes, she will be very upset, nothing wrong. Therefore, long pain is worse than short pain.
So she drew a lesson from it, and she dared not act rashly.
She had a delusion that warm water could cook the frog, and delusion could have a long-term relationship with her through her identity as a friend near the water tower. Today, many years later, she discovered.
It seems that it is too strict with its duty, and good friends have been doing it for a long time, it is really only good friends.
"I think maybe the distance to her is the best choice. Either she realized that my existence was irreplaceable after I left, or I forgot her existence in the drama of distance and time." Wen Tong gently said. This is the advice she gave her after her mother accepted her orientation and opened her heart to communicate with her.
Mother said: "Wen Tong, you are thirty-one years old, how many years can you wait? How many years can you wait like this?"
In fact, she doesn't mind waiting.
She was just afraid, so she waited hopelessly.
Xiao Wanqing didn't hear Wen Tong's out-of-string sound at all, nor did he even think that the person in Wen Tong's words was himself. She listened to the dumb "non-divided thoughts" in Wen Tong's words, but suddenly thought of Lin Xian's delusions, she felt a sense of empathy, felt empathy, and could not help but also fell silent.
After a while, she asked Wen Tong in a muffled voice, "Can you really forget if you pull away?"
Wen Tong turned his eyes back, his deep eyes were completely disappointed, murmured: "How do you know if you don't try?"
I don’t know if I’m talking to Xiao Wanqing, or if I’m talking to myself.
"Anyway, in fact, there is never anything, can't it be done by time, right?"
Every moment that was once unique was salvaged from the river of long time after a long time, but only a vague impression remained.
It may only take a second to like someone.
Forgetting a person, maybe, it takes a little more than a second.
But after all, it can still be done.
Like, she once loved Yan Jia and died alive.
Now, a long time later, she can't even remember it, and she fell in love with Yan Jia's emotional feeling for a second.
What is left is not a feeling but an impression.
In the impression, she loved a person, hated a person, and later, forgot this person.
That's all.
She lives to the present, she is very experienced in forgetting this matter, is she good at it? Xiao Wanqing asked himself.
She hugged Little Teddy and gently rubbed the soft fluff of the toy with her cheeks, sitting from the first glance of the sky to the deep night.
Finally, she touched the phone, smiling, and carefully looked at the last one from the first one. Then, pursing her lips, from the first to the last, she deleted the text message sent to her by Lin Xian.
Finally, kiss the big eyes of little Teddy with nostalgia.
Xiao Wanqing touched Zhou Qin's column in the address book and pressed the dial key to dial Zhou Qin's phone.
The author has something to say: Next, please enjoy Aunt Xiao’s magical skills to the full level
Lin Xian: I want to take back that teddy. (Sharpening)