Chapter 74:
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For The Rest of Our Life
- Ran Min
- 2526 characters
- 2021-03-03 12:44:53
After Lin Xian answered Shiman's phone, he had lost his mind about taking a shower. Although her reasoning repeatedly warned her to calm her down, her mind was already irrepressible and flew to Xiao Wanqing.
She turned on the shower, used the fastest speed of her life, and even had no time to apply the conditioner, then washed her head in a hurry, and then, the shower gel was showered without squeezing.
She put on her pajamas and wrapped bathrobes, opened the bathroom door, and rushed towards Xiao Wanqing's bedroom.
She didn’t know what she wanted to do, and she didn’t think about what Xiao Wanqing wanted to say. She just had an urgent desire in her mind-when she saw Aunt Xiao, when she saw it with her eyes, she told her, Aunt Xiao There were so many tender feelings in her eyes when she looked at her.
She has unlimited cravings and eagerness in her heart, hoping that Shiman tells her what is true, and wants to believe that what Shiman reveals is true.
But she was too cherished, not what she saw with her own eyes, or what she felt by herself. She did not dare to believe easily, nor did she dare to act rashly.
She thought that as long as one of Aunt Xiao's eyes was certain, she would have great courage.
She walked anxiously to the door of Xiao Wanqing happily. For the first time, she was so rude, with a lingering affection that was too late to cover up, without even knocking on the door, she stepped into Xiao Wanqing's open bedroom.
In the bedroom, Xiao Wanqing was holding his hair dryer sideways, immersed in his own thoughts, blowing his hair motionlessly. In the booming hair dryer, she heard the footsteps of kicking outside the door, frowned, turned off the hair dryer, and turned to look at the door.
Lin Xian wrapped his bathrobe in a scattered manner, moistened his hair, and stood not far away, staring at his appearance into Xiao Wanqing's eyes.
The girl's beautiful lips, raised high, and the gleaming light in the star-like dazzling eyes, is Xiao Yuanqing's complex emotion that is indistinguishable and afraid to see it.
Xiao Yuanqing sank with a heart shudder, and the hand holding the hair dryer tightened suddenly. Unconsciously, her eyebrows grew tighter, and she looked back into Lin Xian's eyes, gradually becoming enlightened and explored. Her eyes are still as soft as water, but without temperature.
As cold as water.
Lin Xian's enthusiasm and anticipation, while looking into Xiao Wanqing's eyes, keenly aware of the abnormally calm killing moment in Xiao Wanqing's eyes, he was completely cold.
She looked down imperceptibly at her disheveled, inexplicable self, and then slammed into Xiao Yunqing's silent and staring eyes again.
Facing each other's eyes, the conflict and deepness that Xiao Yunqing had never seen before made Lin Xian's heart tingle.
Isn't she hiding in Aunt Xiao's eyes now? So, Aunt Xiao's reaction...
Lin Xian didn't even have time to ponder this question. Subconsciously, she instinctively hid her true intentions, and collected the fiery heat and tenderness in her eyes, in order to resolve the cold ice in Xiao Yunqing's eyes.
She deepened the arc of the corner of her mouth, adjusted her most excited voice, and said to Xiao Wanqing: "Call me full and say..." After all, she is not a professional actor and can't do that perfect. The voice of the exit was a bit strange because it was too excited or too difficult. Lin Xian heard it and was stunned.
She panicked in her head panic-stricken, what she should say, in order to convince Xiaoyun Qing that the news was so exciting that she was so distraught.
"Fullly said that she and Zhijin have reached the third base!" Lin Xian's mind was a little blank, and after pulling out such a sentence with intuition, he only realized what he said.
Suddenly, her heart was cold, but her face was hot.
Ah, it's crazy, she is talking nonsense to Aunt Xiao. It's always time to talk to her every day about what Xiao Huangshu said about first base second base third home run.
However, unexpectedly, Xiao Wanqing said, startled, and water eyes stared at her for a long time, as if unbelievable, slowly, but slowly, but with temperature, with a smile.
Fortunately, it was only her subjective speculation. Fortunately, it was just that she was immersed in her emotions and thought about it a bit. Xiao Wanqing was relieved.
She bent her lips and brought a soft warmth, softly teasing Lin Xian: "Xian Xian, are you sure you know what you are saying to me?"
Lin Xian froze for a moment. Next second, she suddenly covered her face as if she had reacted, shy enough not to see anyone, and ran out of Xiao Wanqing's bedroom with her head hanging down.
Xiao Xuanqing looked at Lin Xian's mouth, which had disappeared from Lin Xian's trace. The deepness of his eyes disappeared, and there was a light smile on his lips.
It's really a child. One of these secret things also tells a good friend that one who knows this kind of thing can be excited like this. Xiao Yunqing's heart is more brisk and safe than she did not dare to perceive the loss of fine products.
She didn't know that Lin Xian covered her face and ran out, not because of shyness, but because of sadness. She ran back to her room, closed the door, and slid down the door, her head buried in her knees, and she burst into tears silently.
This was the second time she cried for Xiao Wanqing.
The first time was wronged.
This time it was wronged and hopeless.
She carefully recalled the bits and pieces when she was with Xiao Wanqing since these days, and slowly captured the unusual details of Xiao Wanqing who had been missed by her when she got along with herself. She remembered the kiss that fell on her forehead, the unusual crimson that occasionally appeared, and the deliberate separation during the lunch break and the intimate napping after she slept.
She knew it and believed it, Xiao Wanqing might be really emotional and like her.
But she also realized in the eyes that Xiao Wanqing had just noticed her emotions, the resistance and coldness she felt: she now confessed that Aunt Xiao could never accept her.
In fact, she already had this consciousness.
She has always known that Aunt Xiao cannot accept her too easily, but she has never clearly felt like this: Aunt Xiao can never accept her without resistance.
The feeling revealed by Xiao Wanqing's eyes frightened Lin Xian.
It seems that even if they are happy with each other, as long as she speaks, she still can't have her. Instead, she will be lost faster.
After falling in love with Xiao Wanqing, she knew that she and Xiao Wanqing were not broken. She always thought that she had desperate confidence and courage.
But at the end of the day, she was confused and timid.
Take a step back and allow the sea and sky to temporarily widen.
Further, it may not be able to bloom.
She never knew that she was such an indecisive person. She suddenly understood Wen Tong's cowardice and restraint over the years.
It turned out that in love, no one is more brave than anyone.
Can she bet?
The bet is a sweet day when Xiao Wanqing and her are not lovers now.
The bet is that Xiao Wanqing likes her more than she fears the world.
It's not enough to like her. It's enough to like her very much. But what kind of liking is it really like?
Is the balance tilted towards her now?
Lin Xian felt frustrated and disappointed that she seemed unable to win now.
When can I win?
she does not know.
Because, she seems to never lose.
For the next few days, Lin Xian's spirit was not very good, and he was somewhat depressed.
During dinner on Wednesday, Xiao Yunqing couldn't help but ask about Lin Xian again. Lin Xian just laughed. The excuse was that he had just started Discipline 2 these days. The clutch didn't step very well and the point was not right. He was always nagging by the coach, tired, and in a bad mood, so he was somewhat depressed.
After Xiao Wanqing heard it, he secretly remembered it.
I ate on Friday night, and the night has completely dropped.
In the kitchen, Xiao Xuanqing washed the dishes for the first time, Lin Xian was beside her, and passed the water for the second time.
Xiao Yunqing washed his hands and untied the apron. While lifting his hair and taking off the apron, he asked Lin Xian with a mysterious smile: "Envy, are you interested in going to a place with me?"
Lin Xian lost some direction in the past few days because he couldn't find the emotional answer, and was interested in everything. Apart from that, Xiao Wanqing smiled and moved every move.
She shook her spirits and showed a smile, took the apron that Xiao Yunqing had just taken off, helped her hang it on the wall, and asked her with interest: "Where are you going?"
Xiao Wanqing saw that she was more energetic, and her eyes were softer. The suspicions of that day finally left seeds in Xiao Yunqing's heart. Later, Xiao Yunqing repeatedly told him to admit that he could accept Lin Xian's intimate move, but he should not take the initiative to make too intimate to Lin Xian.
She was afraid that she would take careless actions she liked to do, and might bring Lin Xian any undesirable influence or misinformation.
But in the end, today I saw Lin Xian's light smile that finally recovered, and she also followed her heart, and she couldn't help but reached out and rubbed her little head again, so it was mysterious and said: "You'll know if you went with me ."
Lin Xian saw Xiao Wanqing's rare playful appearance, and her heart was soft and soft.
If you like someone, is it just to give yourself to that person?
Give that person the remote control that controls his own emotions.
She makes herself happy and sad.
Uncontrollable and willing.
Lin Xian sighed quietly in his heart. She raised her eyebrows, approached Xiao Wanqing, hooked her hand, and promised aloud: "Go then. If it's not fun, is there any compensation?"
Xiao Wanqing lost her smile, and while walking away with Lin Xian, responded to her indifferently: "No. You are prepared for it, it should not be fun."
Lin Xian immediately spoiled: "I'm not going."
Xiao Yuanqing clasped her hands, as if she was afraid of her escape, and she arrogantly said: "No, you have agreed."
Lin Xian felt the feeling of being clasped in his hands and smirked in his heart. If possible, I want to be caught like this by Aunt Xiao all my life.
She will never run away.
When I got down to the parking garage downstairs to pick up the car, I saw Xiao Wanqing stopped in front of an old and unremarkable white car. Lin Xian then realized: "Are you changing the car, Aunt Xiao?"
Xiao Yunqing pressed the button to lock the car and smiled at her: "Stupid. How can the car get worse and worse." She opened the door and explained to Lin Xian: "It was the car I rented with the car rental company."
Lin Xian got into the car in a suspicious manner, and just wanted to ask why Xiao Yunqing suddenly rented a car, what happened to the car? I saw Xiao Wanqing's action of shifting gears after starting the car, and suddenly he was blessed to the soul, suddenly realized.
She turned her head and looked at the beautiful profile Xiao Xiaoqing left her, and her heart suddenly swelled.
Did she remember the words so casually in her heart so casually?
How much does she like herself? Lin Xian wanted to reach out and hold her hand lightly on the gear lever, looked into her eyes, and asked her seriously.
But in the end, she just gradually clenched her five fingers, pursed her lips, and fell silent.
The car drove all the way to the asphalt road Xiao Xiaoqing had passed from the future. The road seems to be built behind the village, on both sides is a vast field, far away, the dark horizon seems to be connected with the sky.
Strangely, the road is wide, and the two bypass lights are brightly lit in rows, but almost no vehicles pass through. Occasionally, there are passers-by who walk idle, like pedestrians walking.
The speed of the car slowed down slowly, and finally, stopped steadily. Lin Xian lowered the window and saw through the probe, only to find that the car had already reached the end of the road, and then there was no road.
Xiao Yuanqing opened the door and got off the car. She smiled and smiled at Lin Xian: "You wait for me for a while." Then, she closed the door and went to the trunk behind, carrying a worn tool bag and a Get out the wooden ruler and walk forward.
Under the heavy night, the tall street lamp cast a pale and bleak light. The woman pulled the tape measure, held the chalk, knelt on one leg on the ground and carefully measured the figure of the painting, as if with the rice seedlings swinging behind with the night wind, Bizarrely merged into an unforgettable warm picture.
Lin Xian stared at the thin figure. Heart is soft and sour. She finally couldn't hold back anymore, opened the car door, hurried away in the night, and suddenly hugged Xiao Yunqing's slender back from the back, and pressed her face gently on it.
Xiao Yuanqing's body stiffened imperceptibly. Then she said softly: "How come down? Will it be a little cold? I haven't drawn the garage line yet." She said to Lin Xian that she didn't speak, explaining: "This road hasn't been completely repaired and opened to traffic, so there's no one. There is no car, you can safely train a car here, step on the clutch, check the right point, find the feeling, I will help you watch. Wait, I will help you block the throttle, don’t be afraid. "
Lin Xian was unmoved, just buried her face behind her, and asked her lowly and muffled: "Aunt Xiao, why are you so good to me?" Restrained questioning.
Xiao Yunqing's heart sank slightly, and the gentle smile on his face gradually converged.
The heat behind her, and the almost murmured suppressed voice in her ears, reminded her of the burning eyes that Lin Xian cast on her in the cinema that day, even the illusion of her thumb gently rubbing her lips. Touch.
After a while, Xiao Yunqing smiled faintly and answered Lin Xian: "Because I am your aunt."
She noticed that the girl behind her raised her face slightly from her back after hearing the answer.
The cold wind poured into them.
Xiao Wanqing narrowed his eyes and added a sentence.
"And, when I was young, your mother treated me well."
It was like reminding Lin Xian, and like reminding herself.
The author has something to say: Shimang: Are I perverted? Why would I specifically call you to say such a thing? Lin Xiaoxian, you are bad for my image, I will wash you!
Lin Xian fell into a situation where the secret lovers often go in and out of the passive situation, counseling.
Therefore, it was Aunt Xiao’s routine that ended the crush, not Lin Xian’s confession.