Chapter 79:
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For The Rest of Our Life
- Ran Min
- 2504 characters
- 2021-03-03 12:44:54
"Can't you not go?" The girl asked for some reason and kept it soft, with the scorching heat burning into Xiao Wanqing's heart word by word, burning on Xiao Yunqing's heart that was already dripping with blood.
The pain became more and more unbearable.
Xiao Wanqing couldn't resist the desire to get close to Lin Xian, and he gradually relieved the strength of the waist, softened his body, and slowly leaned into the girl's arms.
She knew that this should not be the case.
However, from now on, this embrace, this girl, will become an unattainable dream that will be hard to find in her life, so let her indulge a little bit more, and let her secretly covet it again, OK?
Her back was clinging to the girl's warm chest, feeling the freshness of the girl's breath, and feeling that the girl's heart beat for her every time. She squeezed her lips and almost crushed her back molars before squeezing a warm and normal sentence from her throat: "Fool, what stupid words are you talking about?"
Lin Xian knew that he was making trouble unreasonably, and knew that his question could not get a definite answer. However, she was inexplicably very uneasy, only to hold Xiao Wanqing and really feel the fullness and authenticity that Xiao Wanqing gave her in her arms, so she could be more steady and calm.
The physical strength that Xiao Wanqing unloaded and the intimate movements close to her all comforted Lin Xian well. Lin Xian calmed down a little bit in the intertwined limbs. She looked at Xiao Yuanqing's tiny ears in close proximity and gently rubbed her nose gently and lovingly with her nose, and couldn't help whispering, "I know. But Aunt Xiao, what should I do, you haven't left, I started thinking You are." She knew what she said and was too ambiguous.
In the face of this imminent separation, she could not bear it. She was indeed afraid that Aunt Xiao really understood her feelings and pushed her away, but she couldn't help but want Aunt Xiao to understand her feelings and embrace her.
She listened to Xiao Wanqing's understatement and watched Xiao Wanqing turn around without leaving, and suddenly had an undesirable longing.
She longs for an identity, a lover's identity, an identity that can be justly entangled with Xiao Wanqing, an identity that can frankly ask for the night before separation, longing for one, Xiao Wanqing will miss her identity.
She longed to find her place in Xiao Wanqing's heart. It seemed like this was the only way. Only knowing that Xiao Wanqing's heart was taking her with her, she could find an antidote to her uneasiness.
However, Xiao Wanqing seemed to be unconscious, and after a moment of silence, she responded to her so frankly and softly: "I will miss you too, envy."
Obviously touching words, but because Xiao Wanqing said too calmly and frankly, Lin Xian also felt that he could not give birth to a little thought. In my heart, sullen.
If you really hear anything, what is there, Aunt Xiao, will not respond to her so bluntly?
She was still speculating on Xiao Wanqing's thoughts in a lost state, and Xiao Yunqing slightly broke away from her arms and turned sideways, as if with some tiredness, the water-like eyes gave a definite glance on her face, her eyes narrowed softly. : "Resue early, I'll go back to my room and continue to pack my bags. Good night."
Lin Xian looked at the slim figure she left step by step and collapsed on her big bed.
But it's just two weeks apart, but it's the length of the winter vacation that can't meet, what are you doing?
Lin Xian rolled round and round on the bed, wondering whether it was because they were now in an intimate stage where their emotional situation was uncertain, Xiao Wanqing was on a business trip, a strange city, a strange job, and even strangers staying at home It seems that it will bring strange and unknown changes with everything now, so always conveys a dangerous atmosphere to her.
Lin Xian sighed deeply, thinking that Xiao Wanqing was going to an unfamiliar city to deal with unfamiliar things, and sat up again.
She jumped out of bed and took out the amulet that Zhou Qin specially asked her to protect her from going into college when she came to college from the inside bag of her schoolbag. She grabbed her and walked to Xiao Wanqing's bedroom.
When Zhou Qin handed her the amulet to her, she mocked Zhou Qin unabashedly. "What about Professor Zhou's good materialism?", Zhou Qin slapped his head on his head, slammed it, and rebuked her not to Nonsense, at the time she still felt that Zhou Qin was inexplicable. But now, she has no long body, Xiao Wanqing is going to where she can't see. She grasped the amulet, with the expectation of believing in what she believed rather than believing in nothing, hoping that it would protect Xiao Wanqing from going in and out of peace. When everything went well, she suddenly understood.
It turns out that I love a person very much.
In this way, I lose my mind and want to dedicate everything to her, everything that can be done, some nothing, true and false, as long as it is good for her.
Xiao Wanqing's door was open. Lin Xian stood at the door, trying to knock on the door, but at a glance saw no one in the bedroom. She heard a clatter of water flowing in the bathroom, as if Xiao Wanqing was washing.
Lin Xian wanted to go back, and after a while Xiao Xiaoqing came out and came back. But in the afterglow, she glanced at the open suitcase at the end of the bed. Several pieces of neatly stacked clothes revealed a yellow hard card.
It looks familiar...
Ghostly miserable, Lin Xian raised her steps, stepped closer to the suitcase, squatted down, and carefully picked up the clothes stacked on it. The cover of the card was lost, and the whole face was revealed-a photo album that Lin Xian was no longer familiar with.
Lin Xian bit his lip, and because of the speculation in his heart, the corner of his lips could not help but have an uncontrollable upward arc. She held out her hand and gently opened the photo album. As she expected, the first one was her smile in the camouflage military uniform. That was the first photo Xiao Xiaoqing took for her. Then, what appeared in front of Lin Xian was one after another who was laughing, playing, and running.
Lin Xian knew long ago that in this album, it was all her, only her. This is Xiao Wanqing's photo album dedicated to storing her photos. This is the only one that they have turned over many times together.
Aunt Xiao put this album in the suitcase, is it the same as she put herself in her heart and took herself on a business trip?
Aunt Xiao just answered her and she will miss her too. So, this is not perfunctory, but is it true?
Aunt Xiao will think of her when she needs to see Wu Sisi in the picture.
Lin Xian's heart jumped quickly and enthusiastically, and the sudden surprise smashed her mind a little.
She subconsciously put the amulet in the photo album, put the clothes on her knees back to the original place, stood up, and stunnedly exited Xiao Wanqing's room.
She sat on the edge of her bed for a long time, trying to calm down and digest the information she had just got.
Aunt Xiao took her photo album full of her photos on a business trip, and she responded to herself "I will miss you too". So, does this mean that Aunt Xiao actually likes her very much. Just now, her calm response also meant that Aunt Xiao was willing to face up to her relationship with her, so she didn't escape, and he did not care about him.
Having figured out this link and captured this major discovery, Lin Xian was suddenly dizzy with joy.
She watched the air silently and blinked. Two seconds later, she jumped up suddenly, jumped onto the bed, hugged the quilt, rolled around, and grunted while covering her voice.
Aunt Xiao likes her so much.
Aunt Xiao likes her so much.
Aunt Xiao wants to take her on a business trip.
The heart she put on Aunt Xiao finally had a place to stay, and she was no longer displaced.
Night long dreams, should she seize the opportunity now? Lin Xian suddenly stopped rolling, and the hand holding the quilt gradually closed.
Xiao Wanqing had closed the door, leaning on the bed, preparing to turn off the lights and falling asleep. Outside the door, a light knock on the door suddenly sounded.
"Envy, push forward." Xiao Wanqing replied warmly with some doubts.
The door was slowly opened, and Lin Xian's bright and delicate face caught Xiao Wanqing's eyes a little. The girl hugged the snow-white pillow on her chest, her pointed jaw resting on the pillow, her eyes blinked, and looked at Xiao Wanqing innocently and pitifully, delicately and softly, and asked her carefully: "Aunt Xiao, I think You have to leave in two days. By then, there will be only me and a nanny who I don’t know. I’m a little scared that I can’t sleep. I...Can I sleep with you tonight?"
Xiao Wanqing stared staringly at the door, watching the girl disturbing the figure, and the almost imperceptible throat on the snowy white neck slid up and down. In the end, it was still soft, and nodded and agreed.
Lin Xian saw Xiao Wanqing nodded, her eyebrows bent, and closed the door briskly. She climbed up to Xiao Wanqing's bed, put her pillow down, and nestled in a warm blanket with Xiao Wanqing's body temperature.
This was not the first time Lin Xian slept on this bed with Xiao Wanqing, but it was the first time that both were lying on this bed together while they were both awake.
Xiao Yunqing saw Lin Xian'an settled himself, and said a "Good night" softly, then quietly turned off the light, lay down, closed his eyes, as if brewing sleepiness.
Tonight, there is no star, the full moon is like a mirror. With the bright white moonlight coming in from the window, Lin Xian sideways can clearly see that Xiao Yunqing's long and dense curled eyelashes are covered with eyeballs, light Gently moving.
She has written many short romance novels in the past. In the novel, when the heroes and heroines tell each other, the sweet and beautiful love words are not just hand in hand. She once proudly thought that she is also a battle-hardened person. If she falls in love in the future, she will be able to coax the other party up with joy.
But now, facing Xiao Wanqing, she realized that she was such a stupid person.
It seems that in the face of her beloved, all the love words with skill have become rhetoric, not sincere enough, and not worthy of his sincere love.
I can't think of any other words. Thousands of words are combined into one sentence, and the only things I want to talk about and want to reveal are: Aunt Xiao, I like you. Even, I love you.
The word cute is too heavy, and she doesn't know if it's too easy to speak out, will it seem too frivolous.
She stared at Xiao Wanqing for a moment, and for a long while, she calmly called her in the dark: "Aunt Xiao, I know you haven't slept yet." She reached out and gently pulled Xiao Yuanqing's shoulder.
Xiao Wanqing couldn't pretend to sleep, so he turned around and opened his bright eyes as if there were small waves of water, quietly staring at Lin Xian.
Lin Xian clenched his hands unconsciously, biting his lip and plucking up his courage. Finally, with determination to break the wreck, he stared at Xiao Wanqing with a staring eye: "Aunt Xiao, I have something I want to tell you all the time."
The young and tender face of the girl, under the gentle moonlight, is an amazing and soft heart-feeling variety that does not match the age. She watched Xiao Wanqing's eyes, tenderness like water, Xiao Yunqing felt herself for a moment, almost drowned.
Can't breathe, dare not breathe.
She saw the girl lift her lips lightly, and her soft voice sounded in the quiet night when she could only hear their rapid heartbeat: "Aunt Xiao, I'm happy..." Happy you.
The rest of the syllables suddenly stuck in Lin Xian's throat and disappeared when Xiao Wanqing was covering Lin Xian's thin lips.
"Envy, what's the matter, I'll talk about it when I come back?" Xiao Wanqing's expression was clear, and it was clearly rejected. Her voice was a little dumb, looking at Lin Xian's expression, as if with some pleading.
Lin Xian quietly held her stare, her heart slightly chilled. But she thought of the photo album in Xiao Wanqing's suitcase, and thought of the phrase "I will miss you too" Xiao Xiaoqing promised her, and she couldn't help being soft.
Aunt Xiao did not reject her completely, but was asking her for time. Lin Xian's eyes softened a little bit. Maybe, give Aunt Xiao a little more time, and when she comes back, they will be able to shed light?
She raised her hand and grabbed Xiao Wanqing's hand on her lips, interlocking her fingers: "Okay, wait until you come back." As if to confirm her conjecture, she asked Xiao Wanqing tentatively: "That Can you hug me first?"
Xiao Wanqing's eyes flashed and his throat was choked. A moment later, she made a dull nasal sound "En.", approaching Lin Xian, reaching out her hands, as if embracing a fragile dream, soberly and desperately hugging her beloved girl.
Lin Xian felt more at ease in her softening attitude. She hugged Xiao Wanqing's slender waist, and almost with Xiao Wanqing's nose to the tip of the nose, she shared a bed with the same bed, breathing and intertwined, just like a close lover.
Bold, she raised her head close to Xiao Wanqing's forehead, and printed a burning kiss on it, with a starry smile: "Aunt Xiao, good night."
Xiao Wanqing didn't reject her, her hands were clasped gently on Lin Xian's spine, looking at her, and slowly, she also showed a light smile: "Good night, envy."
The girl gradually fell asleep.
Xiao Wanqing began to close his eyes, pretending to be sleeping, and there was water vapor in his eyes, misty. She raised her hand and kissed her index finger, then, with all kinds of tender tenderness, trembling gently touched Lin Xian's thinly raised lips in her sleep.
Tears wet pillows.
Sorry, Lin Xian, deceived you into a sweet dream.
Thank you, Lin Xian, for giving me a sweet dream.
When she dragged her luggage and stepped out of the house in Lin Xian's reluctant eyes, Lin Xian said with expectation: "Aunt Xiao, I will wait for you to come back."
Xiao Yunqing knew that there would be thousands of mountains and rivers here, and maybe, after years, he would never see you again.
Goodbye, my beloved girl.
She finally hugged her and only answered her: "Take care of yourself."
forget me.