Chapter 84:

The girl who ran away crying had left for a while. The person sitting around the desk outside the reception room who had returned from lunch could not hear what the person inside was talking about, and the person with ear-tips could only hear the pretty girl raising her voice and questioning vaguely. "Xiao Wanqing, what are you afraid of?" But through the glass windows, they can see what is happening inside. The onlookers couldn't help but glance at each other, and began to read pictures and write words in their hearts.
Xiao Ke came back from behind and only watched halfway around. She looked back at the glass window in the reception room. After Lin Xian left, she always bowed her head and stood for a long time, Xiao Wanqing, and then looked at the colleagues who had different faces at first, and some could not see it anymore.
She walked to the door of the semi-open reception room, knocked twice, and walked behind Xiao Wanqing, blocking the eyes of the outside inquiry, and asked Xiao Wanqing with concern: "Editor, are you okay?"
Xiao Yunqing closed his eyes and took a deep breath. She straightened her back, turned around, and raised her head, her eyes were a little red, and it was clearly a sign of crying. She looked at Xiao Ke, shook her head gently, and explained in a low voice: "There is something wrong at home, there is a conflict, I am sorry, let everyone look at the joke." Not only told Xiao Ke, but also said For those who are watching the lively outside.
As for whether others believe it or not, she doesn't care too much.
She lifted her watch and had a little time to go to work, so she smiled forcefully at Xiao Ke and ordered, "I'll go to the bathroom to clean myself up. Please come to work and help me to meet the advertiser for the late afternoon. Use the information and sort it out again."
As if he couldn't see the colleague's eyes if they secretly cast, Xiao Yunqing's eyes were quiet, his face calmly and step by step calmly and calmly passing by in front of them, and calmly turned into the bathroom at the end.
Entering the bathroom cubicle, closing the wooden partition door, as if finally found a safe place to stay, Xiao Yunqing faced the closed wooden board, suddenly lost the strength of the whole body, and crouched down, He held his knees in one hand, silent, and burst into tears.
She bit the inside of her lower lip violently, and her mouth gradually filled with a rusty smell, but she was unconscious. She lifted a hand, grasping the cloth in front of her heart that was as painful as she was, tightly and tightly, choked with breath, unable to make a sound, and trembling with tears.
Sorry, Lin Xian, I'm sorry, it hurts you this way, sorry, let you meet me like this...
Sorry……
Lin Xian didn't know how to dry his tears. In the eyes of passers-by stunned, he walked all the way to the parking place, picked up the car, and drove mechanically to the house without Xiao Wanqing.
Her heart is very painful and chaotic, and she has completely lost her direction. I don't know how she should go on the road ahead.
She has checked a lot of experience and thought about it. During college, she hinted at her parents a little bit. After graduation, she became economically independent and had the ability to negotiate before coming out with her parents. She solves all the problems on her own without Aunt Xiao worrying. She won't, and it's impossible to run away. She didn't go abroad anymore. That was the dream that her parents arranged for her. Now, she has her own new dream—to be with Xiao Wanqing.
She is willing to cut the thorns for Xiao Wanqing, and wants to combine her life path from now on with Xiao Wanqing. Xiao Wanqing went wherever he went.
But what if Xiao Wanqing never thought of walking with her? She took ninety-nine steps towards Xiao Wanqing, but Xiao Wanqing was reluctant to take one step towards her, and even pushed her hard when she took her hundredth step hard. Everything seemed to be her wishful thinking.
She said she was embarrassing her?
Lin Xian faced the wind with a wet water mark on his cheek.
She said nothing, how could she know what she was afraid of, and how she could accompany her to overcome the obstacles that scared her in front of them. She is young and she doesn't understand many things, but she is willing to grow up for her and is willing to work hard for her to grow as high as she can.
As long as she is willing to give her a chance, don't push her away.
However, she was unwilling.
She didn't want to. Lin Xian muttered these three words silently, crying in embarrassment. The little sheep, like the owner's weakness, eased down little by little, and finally the wheel stopped and turned.
Because of the long journey from Lin Xian School to Xiao Wanqing magazine, the electricity could not be supported and there was no electricity.
Lin Xian parked on the side of the road, lying on the dashboard of the car, sobbing grievously.
Even you bully me...
Even you abandon me...
It seems that today, she has shed all the tears she has accumulated over the past ten years. She didn't know how long she had been crying on her stomach till the end, there was no more tears to shed, no more tears, Lin Xian raised her head, looking at the blue sea under the bridge for a long time .
She slowly wiped away the tears on her face, pushed the car, listened to the roar of the car and the waves in her ears, slowly calmed her mood, and comforted herself slowly.
Compared with the long life, the minutes, seconds, and seconds we experienced at the moment are nothing but Taicang Ji. At this moment, all the sadness and pain are only short-lived, as long as you get through this moment, everything will pass.
To the vast river of history, the life of each of us is nothing more than a drop in the ocean. It's such a short life, this life is only once every moment, I don't know when it will end at any time, obviously you like me, why should we miss, why should we regret, why not brave, why not fight , Why do you want to be successful?
She didn't want to regret it. At least, I don't want to regret it at the moment.
Aunt Xiao said: "I don't want you to regret it later."
However, life is not good at this moment, why think about it later. Spend all the time at the moment, accumulating every minute and second, is it not the bright future that I want to put together?
Lin Xian finally pushed the car tiredly back to Xiao Wanqing's house, this way, she figured out all the reasons that can persuade herself to be brave and insist not to be sad.
However, it is still very sad.
She casually responded to the aunt Liu's words: "Auntie, I'm not going to eat tonight." Then, she locked the door of the room, drew the curtains, and fell asleep.
It's okay, sleep, sleep, everything will be fine.
Tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow's Lin Xian is another courageous Lin Xian.
Lin Xian was extremely sleepy. She didn't know how long she slept in a drowsy way. When she woke up again, she heard someone outside the bedroom knocking on the door non-stop, and then persevered.
She drew the curtains, and the room was still dark, unable to tell whether it was day or night. She responded dumbly, "Wait a moment." Then she rubbed her eyes and took the phone to watch the time while getting out of the bed and walking outside.
It was already ten o'clock the next morning. She actually slept for so long.
When she opened the door, she saw Aunt Liu looking at her, with some embarrassing and pleasing smiles, and whispered: "Envy, I'm just a little worried about you. You see you didn't eat last night's supper and breakfast this morning." When Lin Xian came back yesterday, she was not in the right state. She was not at ease to call Xiao Xiaoqing. Xiao Xiaoqing was silent for a long time and only told her: "It's okay, she is in a bad mood. Let her be alone for a while."
But Lin Xian's work and rest have always been regular. Today, he still can't get up at this time. From that inexplicable questioning call, Lin Xian was very abnormal. Even if she couldn't figure out what happened between Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian, she also saw that Lin Xian's mood and state were not good. Now the little ones are hard to say, what if something really happened?
Fortunately, it was just that she thought too much.
Lin Xian's expression was still a little low, and his spirit was not as good as usual, but he still smiled politely to her, comforting her: "I'm fine, sorry, I worry you. I'll go wash and eat, Is there any breakfast?"
Aunt Liu let out a sigh of relief and responded: "Yes, yes, let me warm you up."
Lin Xian nodded gently, took the changed clothes, and went out to wash.
While washing her face, she gathered cold water and patted her face, her mind gradually waking up. No matter what the problem is, they always have to face each other, and the communication can solve it. However, she could not find Aunt Xiao.
She didn’t even know how Xiao Wanqing lived these days? If, according to her plan, she wanted to wait for herself to leave and come back, where would she live for such a long period of time? Can she live well, can she live well?
This weekend, as usual, unless temporarily working overtime or socializing, Xiao Wanqing does not work. But besides magazines, where else could she find her.
Lin Xian wiped her face dry and made a call to Xiao Wanqing almost hopelessly. Sure enough, Xiao Wanqing did not pick up until the bell hung up automatically.
Lin Xian bleak his eyes, put away his phone, and turned to go out.
She stood at the dining table, took two bites of toast slices, drank the milk quickly, and then went outside: "Auntie, I'm going out. I might not come back to eat at noon and evening."
Aunt Liu is embarrassed: "Your aunt asked me to supervise..."
Before the words were finished, Lin Xian raised his dark eyes and stared at her deeply, Duan Su said: "If she doesn't like me, please let her come to me and tell me." She fastened After tying the shoelace, standing up, carrying a backpack, striding meteorally opened the door and left: "I'm going."
She walked straight to the intersection of the community, beckoned to stop a taxi, reported the address of Xiao Wanqing magazine, and went there.
Standing opposite the magazine, Lin Xian looked at the open glass door of the mansion and looked up at the floor where Xiao Wanqing was located. He could not tell clearly whether Xiao Wanqing was inside.
However, she dared not go up.
Her ear echoed with Xiao Yunqing's choked question: "Lin Xian, what do you want people in the company to think of us? Do you want me to be the company's after-meal talk?"
She knows that gossip and buzzwords can bother and hurt someone. But the real thoughts in your heart are always more important than the thoughts of those who don't matter, so she is not afraid and does not flinch.
However, Aunt Xiao is afraid. Her aunt Xiao looks gentle and strong, but her heart is softer and more fragile than she thought.
She clenched her fists and took a deep breath. Finally, she didn't move forward. She found a flower bed, leaning against the tiled altar, her eyes staring at the door of the building for a moment, not daring to miss anyone who went in and out.
From the scorching sun to the sky, I waited until the lights fell. She never missed her figure.
It was half past ten, and there were no more lights on the whole building. The floor where Xiao Wanqing magazine was located was dark on the upper and lower floors.
Lin Xian moved his stiff feet and swept the door of the mansion where no one was going in and out for the last time. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket and called Xiao Wanqing again.
The call was connected, but in the next second, it was hung up.
Lin Xian choked his throat and dialed again.
This time, the phone didn't get through.
"Hello, the phone you dialed has stopped." The mechanical girl gently announced a ruthless fact.
Aunt Xiao, blacked her.
Lin Xian's tears came out in a flash of disappointment.
The next second, she lifted the back of her hand, wiped away the tears, turned around, and ran on the empty street at night. As she ran, she looked at the few stores left.
She ran a few streets before she saw a small shop in an alley still selling mobile phone recharge cards.
She opened the schoolbag, took out the purse from it, grabbed all the red banknotes in the innermost layer and bought many mobile phone recharge cards, like a crazy lottery buyer waiting to scrape the winnings, she scraped one With the password of the prepaid card, dial the phone and follow the prompts to charge Xiao Wanqing's mobile phone, and then dial Xiao Wanqing's phone.
"Hello, the phone you dialed has been stopped."
Scratch away, recharge and dial.
"Hello, the phone you dialed has been stopped."
I don't know how many times this step was repeated. When she was going to scrape the password of the prepaid card in the next chapter again, the screen of her mobile phone finally turned on as expected. The three big characters "Xiao Guqing" flashed on the screen.
In an instant, Lin Xian wanted to cry and laugh.
She bit her lip and trembling her hand to answer the phone, as if holding the treasure that was lost and lost, and placed it in her ear.
Neither of them spoke, and there was only a few inaudible breathing in each other's ears.
After a long time, Xiao Wanqing's tired voice came through the speaker, and she begged her sadly: "Lin Xian, don't make trouble, let me take a breath."
Lin Xian felt a sudden pain, and the tears fell again, his breathing became heavy, and he choked: "I just want to know where you are, can't we just sit down and talk?"
"Lin Xian, I have said what I said. There is no point in saying goodbye anymore." Her voice was low, hoarse and full of powerlessness.
She was timid, she was afraid, she was afraid. She was afraid that bye-bye she would be melted by the girl's passionate love. She was afraid that bye-bye she would be persuaded by the girl's sincere words. She was afraid that she would be stunned by the heartache and reluctance in her chest.
She has almost no strength to struggle.
Lin Xian did not answer her, only a heavy breathing sound, slapped on Xiao Wanqing's heart.
After another silent silence, Xiao Wanqing spoke again, and his voice was soft: "Lin Xian, so late, don't shake outside."
This time, Lin Xian sucked his nose, with a nasal voice, and responded to her with difficulty: "Okay."
After a few seconds, Xiao Wanqing hung up the phone.