Chapter 3121: : A little conscience

"My life is not the only thing, you know, once I met an ascetic monk. He saw me and said that there was a difference in fate. All things forced, only to suffer evil consequences, which I cannot bear... I hope I can Keep your heart..."
"Just last year, I didn't understand what he said, and I didn't want to tell you, but I always felt that in the dark I think it must be related to you, maybe you know."
"It's just that I didn't dare to ask. Later, there was a vampire thing, and I knew it was like this. After a month of calming down, I found that I understood what I meant by keeping my heart and being unbearable."
"When I have questions, I feel that you must know it, but I am afraid to know the result, just like people have some perception of their own danger."
"And this selfishness has changed my original mind. I think I also understand what the ascetic monk said. He thinks about the future. I may increase my selfishness in the future. I might not do anything. I don’t want my future self to become completely unrecognizable, I can’t recognize myself, and finally become nothing, everything I own will be lost because of me..."
"I think that feeling should be the main reason why I changed."
"In that case, I would rather let this end when it didn't happen!"
"Because this is the only way, when everyone thinks of me, there is not only a pity, but also a lot of words!"
Bai Kangning leaned against Hua Lin's feet, just like when he was a child. Every time he was happy or unhappy, he liked to hold his mother's thigh.
Sharing my happiness and unhappiness with my mother. .
And Hua Lin happily touches Bai Kangning's head every time...
Such a situation must have disappeared in the last month, but Bai Kangning has no resentment, just distressed and numb.
"But you can't let your aunt kill you, you are still so young..."
Hua Lin watched Bai Kangning hugging herself, knelt down again, holding Bai Kangning, tears could not help staying again, why does the world treat their mother and child like this.
Treat their family so cruelly.
She didn’t do anything bad in her life. She had the best temper and personality in the family, but she had cancer at the best age in her life. She thought she would definitely die. Fortunately, she was able to survive...
When she thought she was happy, something happened again...
"Isn't it nice to be young? I'm still sober now, am I?"
"Does mother still know herself?"
"I don't want to become such a completely different self, I don't want it, because it hurts the closest person, so what's the point of the few years I lived?"
"It doesn't make any sense!"
Bai Kangning lowered his head and said this in a very soft voice and low tone, but with sincerity, his mother's behavior can be regarded as a wake-up call for him.
If he doesn't want to be unrecognizable, he'd better end it early, because people's desires are endless.
Bai Kangning understood Hua Lin's words, but he couldn't accept it. His life was fate, and the others were just grass. He... still had a little conscience.
"What do you mean?"
"My son, look down on his mother? Is it wrong for her to think you are alive?"
Hua Lin was holding Bai Kangning, but when she heard Bai Kangning's words, she let go of her hands, looked down at Bai Kangning, her eyes were red with tears.