Jiang Xinrui admits that there is a problem with her personality, but many of her experiences are different from ordinary people, and the feelings in her heart are not understandable by everyone.
She doesn’t have a good way to like something, and she doesn’t ask for anything. She just does what she wants to do, and she doesn’t want to force her to make the other person feel unable to breathe, because in Jiang Xinrui’s eyes, she What you are doing now is not to make the other person uncomfortable.
She just wanted him to take care of the injury, stubbornly thinking that she could help him, and stubbornly wanting to keep some memories.
In fact, it cannot be said that Jiang Xinrui is a little nervous, but Jiang Xinrui lacks a consciousness for many things. She does not understand. Jiang Xinrui was a sensitive child when she was born. She was careful to please people around her. "Disgusted", separated from his brother, living in two places, and the only brother who should be closest to her did not have much enthusiasm for her.
She can only get attention if she is well-behaved and shows her cuteness. Jiang Xinrui spends her time so sensitive when her mother wakes up. Jiang Xinrui feels good or bad for her. Jiang Xinrui feels that she is also grateful, but she just lacks something of.
All of this did not have the time to learn from Jiang Xinrui, or to say that she had just started to understand, and there was a drastic change in the family. The last seven days in the Seventy-two Fantasy Realm can be said to be the happiest day Jiang Xinrui felt.
But happiness is really too short. Everything is the beginning and the end. Jiang Xinrui grew up overnight, and the vacancies in her years were irreparable.
Hua Sheng and Jiang Liu slowly found out later and wanted to change, but the result was not very obvious, or it could be said that there was no change. Jiang Xinrui understood Hua Sheng, what Jiang Liu wanted to see, Jiang Xinrui’s performance was just one thing. Kind of catering, hope parents can rest assured.
Therefore, Jiang Xinrui's handling of many things is different.
She also knows that she is different, but some things and some thinking have been finalized. She knows that there is a problem and something is wrong. She would rather avoid it than conceal it than change it.
It's not that she can't change, but she can't change at all now.
Rather than saying that Jiang Xinrui likes Fengying, it is better to say that she likes the kind of freedom and unrestrained atmosphere that Fengying exudes.
That was what she thought, but she couldn't do it. Jiang Xinrui had many invisible shackles on her body, not from Hua Sheng and Jiang Liu, but from her herself.
If she can't let go, the shackles will always exist, and what she really desires in her heart is the yearning in her heart, which she will never be able to do, and her liking is what she chooses.
The one who can do it just because she can't do it, does nothing, and easily receives all her eyes. The other party does not necessarily have to respond. In fact, Jiang Xinrui understands this feeling subconsciously. It's just a yearning, it doesn't matter what the other party thinks...
Because Jiang Xinrui had never thought about what to respond, and even if the other party gave this response, perhaps she would still escape. This may be an emotional disorder.
"Jiang Xinrui! Don't go...wasn't a child yesterday...?"
Standing in front of Jiang Xinrui's barrier, Fengying's hands that kept condensing demonic energy finally stopped, her expression a little sluggish.
No doubt is not important anymore.
He thought it was a dream, but it was not a dream, but now how many have become?
