Chapter 250: thought

Lu Yan was silent for a moment, and said, "I will pay attention."
Lin Jinrong sighed softly: "I had been worried that she blamed me for the Jin family. Later, she apologized to me and lay in my arms and cried so much that I was relieved. But you just said, this The matter is settled. If she asks me again, what should I say? Will she be angry with me again?"
Lu Yan got up and blew out the light: "Probably not. She cares about you very much."
There was no perfunctory meaning to this, and it was also a bit absolute. It was obvious that Lu Yun had spoken to him before. Lin Jinrong stopped speaking, and silently calculated the course of the matter, and roughly figured it out.
The only person who can say today's things in front of Lu Yan and make him believe is Lu Yun, and what Lu Yun said in front of him must be very skillful, mostly under the banner of caring for her. For example, I saw what the second brother Wu gave to his sister-in-law, did the sister-in-law ask the second brother Wu for something, do you need help, and so on. In short, it can't be that the sister-in-law has a private relationship with Wu Xiang. This is not a nonsense. If Lu Yun dare to say that, Lu Yan will have to turn his face on the spot, and Lu Yun is not that stupid.
But it is precisely this kind of vagueness that makes people think. No man would be generous, letting his wife and another man who are not blood relatives have secrets they don't know and don't care. Judging from the inconvenience of what Lu Yan said to her earlier and if you need help, just talk to him. It can be understood that he believes that she took Wu Xiang’s things without telling him and burned things again. It was just business. I didn't want him to know what was going on, so I asked Wu Xiang for help behind his back or something. After tonight, he won't mention it again, won't ask her what she burned, and won't ask her for confirmation or anything.
It seems to be very generous, with a lot of leeway, and I believe that she will not have anything else other than that, but his reminder is to tactfully tell her whether he doesn't care, he just cares very much that he is her husband. It is the man she should rely on, so she has the previous look and the later temptation.
It's not that he doesn't know that he knows everything. That's why I clearly smelled the smell of smoke, knowing that she withdrew the lie, but did not expose her face to face, let her open the window to let the smell go, turn to the paper dust but didn't say anything, just gently pat the paper dust away.
He didn't really believe that she was the only one in her heart, or that she really had him. No one will forget her vigorous saying that life is better than death. The Lin family can't, nor can the Lu family. She can't, and he can't even more. That’s why there is the intimacy that was deliberately shown by Lichee and others, and the look at her in private, the astonishment and silence after being questioned by her, and the repeated emphasis when begging for love under the light, and the moment under her. This pillow is cushioned.
If she is sensible, if she is smart, she should be grateful for his generosity and considerate, and never do such a thing again. Married as a married woman, there should be nothing to hide from the husband and the couple should be one. Asking for help is not terrible, but if the husband does not know something that other men know, then it is really a shame and failure to be a husband. Now that you are married as a woman, you can live with peace of mind to have children.
Lin Jinrong thought through this level and couldn't help but smile sarcastically. Lu Yan's mind was really nine-turn and eighteen-turns. She only understood it now. She didn't understand before, so they went farther and farther. Now she understands, but she has no desire to approach him anymore.
She only wanted one thing now. Did Lu Yun see her cry to Wu Xiang that year? Have you said anything to Lu Yan? Without Lin Shiquan and Liu'er avoiding suspicion and getting along with men and women, what were the words in Lu Yun's mouth and the thoughts in Lu Yan's heart? What happened after Lu Yan came back that night? Thinking about it, she has no clear impression.
She only remembered that this winter, Lu Yan was inexplicably estranged from Wu Xiang, and then Lu Yun persuaded her to reconcile. Lu Yan turned and became impatient, and then followed her Xun again, but couldn't find it, and turned her face again. After that, the relationship between them became weaker and weaker. When Lu Yan returned from Mr. Zhu, his favorite was to play with Ning'er.
Most of the time, he was studying in Xuege, accompanied by grandpa Lu out to socialize, and occasionally stayed overnight. It was not salty and not unimportant. The couple led Ning'er to play together, and the content of the conversation was mostly related to Ning'er.
However, it was not salty nor indifferent. It was also interrupted in the autumn of the following year. When she was eighteen years old, that is, on August 15 next year, Ning'er unexpectedly turned in front of her. At this point, their relationship is completely broken. He didn't come to her room anymore, and she treated herself as a widow, like a stranger who met and didn't know each other, it was them.
In this life, she deliberately sought out Wu Xiang and took precautions in advance. With Lin Shiquan and Liu'er by the side, even if she burned the letter, it would not be easy to put a hat on her if he had any ideas. As for whether the shadow in his heart will take root again one day, the bigger it grows, it is no longer a problem she has to consider and can eliminate, she can only cross the barrier in front of her first.
Lu Yun was far more terrifying than she thought. She thought, she didn't know how she offended Lu Yun in her previous life, but there is a basis in this life. From the time of the stove meeting, from the time when the cup of tea was poured on Lin Liu, it is impossible for Lu Yun to like her again. It’s normal not to like it, after all, she was the first one.
It's normal to bump into bumps on weekdays, add a block or something, but when it rises to this level, it can't be let out.
Lu Yan gently turned his face to look at Lin Jinrong beside him. It was dark in the tent, he couldn't see her face, he just knew that she was there, he heard her light breathing, gentle and regular, she was asleep. He stretched out his hand, held her hand gently, and fell asleep peacefully.
After a long time, Lin Jinrong opened his eyes, and listened to Lu Yan's movement with his ears sideways. He slowly pulled out the pillow under him, and got off the bed gently. Touching the black, familiarly opening a box on the dressing table, fumbled for a moment, and then walked to the table and poured a glass of water.
With the sound of water, Lu Yan said in a daze: "What are you doing?"
Lin Jinrong's voice of drinking water came from the darkness: "I'm thirsty, do you want to drink it?"
"I want to drink." From the bed, there was a voice wrapped in Misui, "Why don't you light up the lamp?"
"Afraid to quarrel with you." Lin Jinrong put a cup and fumbled to turn on the lamp. Lu Yan frowned when she saw that she only put on a thin robe, "Why don't you wear more? I want to drink water and call the night girl. Just fine."
Lin Jinrong smiled slightly, poured a cup of hot water out of the thermos, and passed it to him, half-truth and half-truth: "When you are here, I don't like them to come in and wait."
Lu Yan was startled at first, then looked up at her with a gentle smile, took the cup and put it aside, opened the quilt and prepared to pull her up: "Come on, be careful of freezing."
Lin Jinrong put the quilt on for him again: "I'll clean it up. It's almost the same after lying down for a long time. The pillows are very uncomfortable, so I can't sleep well."
Lu Yan let her go: "By the way, twist a veil and give it to me." This time Lin Jinrong didn't delay too long, and soon walked out. Lu Yan looked at her with a smile and reached out to her: "Come and cover it."
Lin Jinrong followed kindness.
As the night gets deeper, the wind gets colder. The cold wind whimpered across the treetops, and the treetops made an unpleasant crackling sound. Before the noise stopped, the two cats screamed and fought on the front of the house. Even if he stopped for an instant, he still made Lu Yun irritable to the extreme: "It's not a peaceful time! This is the cat raised in the warehouse? I don't have an eye, why are you here to make trouble?" The pillow hit the ground, and the emerald-green Ruyi-patterned brocade pillow rolled on the ground a few times, and finally stopped at the foot of Jane, who stood standing by.
Jane's eyes were half drooping, she bent over to pick up the pillow, patted it lightly, put it aside carefully, and took another clean one and put it beside Lu Yun. She didn't persuade him, but just stood quietly. next to. Lu Yun glared at her and smashed the pillow into the depth of the bed.
The thick and thick green brocade curtain was gently knocked up. Another big girl of Lu Yun, Zhuer, came in with a cup of Yan Leopard porridge. Her eyes rolled around on the faces of the two of them, and they smiled just right. , Said softly: "The girl didn't use much food today, the night is already deep at the moment, think you are hungry?"
Lu Yun didn't say a word, his eyes lowered. Pearl boldly stepped forward and offered the porridge with both hands. Lu Yun was silent for a moment, after all, he took it. Just tasted it and vomited it out, threw the bowl down, and cursed: "I dare to eat this kind of thing? Who told you to put so much sugar?"
Yan Leopard porridge splashed everywhere, splashing Pearl's skirt corners and shoes everywhere. Jane was a little surprised, but she sympathized with Pearl. Pearl is different from her in that she was not a young girl with Lu Yun. It turned out to be the second-class Mrs. Lu's side. She was given to Mrs. Lu after Lu Yun returned from Jiangnan. She was the most flexible. Although Lu Yun would attack Pearl, he couldn't be as unscrupulous as he did with her. It was the first time that Lu Yun smashed the bowl that Pearl handed over today. Is this porridge really bad?
Pearl was not at all embarrassed. Yingying went down, her voice was not tepid: "It was the servant's fault, the servant will bring the girl a bowl again." Lu Yun turned away anxiously.
Pearl squatted down to clean up the debris and porridge on the ground. Jane found a scare to help her clean it up. After a while, the two went to wash their hands. Pearl gratefully said, "Thank you, sister."
Jane said: "It's nothing, but the porridge is really sweet?"
Pearl whispered: "It's not the candy I put in, I don't know it, and I dare not taste it."
Jian'er sighed softly: "Just stay tight. It's cold and late at night, you wear more clothes and let Lan'er go with you."
Pearl smiled and said: "This girl is young and has fallen asleep long ago. I will go by myself, and I am familiar with the road. What am I afraid of? It's just that this bowl is broken. If someone asks, my sister will still need to find an excuse. "While speaking, he put on his cloak and flung the lantern and left. After she left the courtyard, she turned left and right. Pearl raised the lantern and took a picture of it. It blew it out and walked carefully toward Lu's courtyard.