Chapter 271: mirror

No one likes a hen who doesn't know how to lay eggs, and a daughter-in-law who doesn't know how to have children is equally unhappy.
Lin Jinrong instantly understood where Lin Yuzhen and Tu's dissatisfaction came from, which had been gone for a long time, but at the same time. Even Longan by her side could have such thoughts because of Mr. Shui's treatment of her, let alone other people?
Being able to go back to her natal house to ask someone to see a doctor and treat her body, and go to Pingji Temple to ask for a child, these are all the benefits and compensation she got after working hard in the housework, and it is also the respect given to her by Mrs. Lu and Mrs. Lu. But it does not mean that Lin Yuzhen and the Tu family, who have grandchildren, are waiting. What Lin Yuzhen needs most is a child born by the Lin family’s daughter and Lu Yan, to continue the bloodline of the long house and strengthen the position of the long house: and Tu The family also hoped that Lu Yan could have his own son as soon as possible. Of course, the mood of the Tu family was different from that of Lin Yuzhen. The Tu family only needed Lu Yan to have a son and didn't care who the son was born.
Lin Jinrong had thought of and prepared for this situation a long time ago, and everything will have a price.
Just like her anti-marriage behavior at the beginning, it will later become a thorn in Lu Yan's heart and a weapon for others to attack her. She refuses to give birth to a child who may be miserable. It will also become a reason for others to deal with her. arms. She thought that when many things had changed, maybe the day when Lu Jin accepted the concubine would come earlier. Others can't wait long.
With a smile on his face, Lin Jinrong lowered his head and quietly ate the lamb that Lin Yuzhen had picked up. When Lin Yuzhen had to add vegetables to her, she politely declined because she was taking Chinese medicine with too many taboos. Lin Yuzhen didn't do anything else, so she let her go.
At the end of the day, when Lu Yan and Mrs. Lu bowed their farewells, he didn't know if it was a psychological effect. He always felt that Mrs. Lu's gaze was always on him and Lin Jinrong, and his eyes were rather melancholy.
Lu Yan put down the book in his hand and looked up at Lin Jinrong, who was combing her hair in front of the photo table. He felt that she was extremely silent tonight, and she didn't have the [excitement] that she should have when she first achieved a plan. The candlelight cast a light and shadow on her black long Lou, her demure eyebrows, and her snow-white skin, which was hazy and invisible.
"Did you say that grandfather knew?" Lu Yan walked to the camera, hugged her from behind Lin Jinrong, and looked up at him and her in the mirror. He sometimes feels that he is very close to her. When two people are on a blind date, it is difficult to distinguish you and me, especially when Lin Jinrong hoarsely yelled "Erlang" in his ear, he felt that he was away from her. So close. But sometimes, he feels that he is really far away from her, this is a kind of natural keen feeling. For example, at this moment, she is close in front of her, within reach, but far away.
"I don't know, but I think, even if he knows, he can't blame you. If the second uncle and eldest brother are not greedy, and want to harm you, how can they automatically fall into the trap?" Lin Jinrong also looked up in the mirror. Of her and him. In the mirror, two people have tangled hair and breathe alternately. The same person, the same scene, but the mood is completely different. Since knowing the past, she always thinks more and more of the past in her free time. This is not a good phenomenon but just repeated self-torture. But every time she refused to think about it, she always remembered it suddenly, and sometimes even a single expression or a sentence at the time could be clearly remembered.
Lu Yan dropped a fiery kiss in her ear and seriously corrected her: "It's us, not just me." Lin Jinrong curled his lips and whispered: "We."
Lu Yan could clearly feel the change in her voice. The husband and wife in the past year are more familiar with each other's bodies and reactions. His mouth is a little dry and his hands on Lin Jinrong's shoulders become stronger. After a while, what he said was still serious: "A Rong, do you plan to do a home or a wool knitting workshop in the future?", Lin Jinrong sat still and whispered, "It's too early now, I'll talk about it later. "At this moment, apart from her, no one knows what the final outcome of this matter will be. This is also considered the benefit of rebirth, and it's dazzled again.
Lu Yan stopped talking, leaned down and picked Lin Jinrong up and walked towards the bed. Lin Jinrong was nestled in his arms and looked at him gently with a smile. Lu Yan's face was a little red, his eyes darkened, his breath became disordered, Lin Jinrong only smiled and watched him move. When he was ready to go, when he was about to achieve something, Lin Jinrongfang propped up and was extremely sorry: "I'm sorry, Erlang, the old man said, I have been using medicine for the past two months, and I must not have with me. Forgot this?"
Lu Yan was stunned for a while, looked at her blankly for a moment, burst into laughter, kept his hands low, and lowered his voice: "You little wicked thing, how dare you coax me." Lin Jinrong bent his foot and kicked him. He was not allowed to approach, and he smiled slightly: "If you don't believe me, just come. Anyway, the body belongs to me, not yours. It is also me who suffers, not you." Lu Yan looked at her carefully for a moment, convinced that it was true, and gritted his teeth. , Turned over and sat up, and said dullly, "What kind of medicine did he give you, so overbearing?" Lin Jinrong wrapped the quilt tightly so that he could look at him in time: "The medicine for curing diseases. If it can't be cured, it will last my whole life. There will be no offspring.
Lu Yan saw some undisguised badness in her eyes, so he stopped asking, sat on the head of the bed for a while, slowly lay down, lay down quietly next to her for a while, and stood up suddenly: " I'll go to sleep next door." Lin Jinrong just smiled and greeted the girls to make beds with charcoal pots. When Lu Yan got out of the room, he closed the smile on his face, and looked at the huā Wen on the top of the tent, silently thinking, this time is it longan? This time, the Lu family wanted to tell her clearly, let her call the shots, and after crossing the clear road, or would it be the same as before, sneaking up and trying first?
In fact, she also understood at that time that she was a stranger to Lu Yan, and her only son died again. The Lu family considered for the children. It is normal for ordinary people to accept the house or accept concubines after encountering such an incident. , Hugh would say that she couldn't refute, couldn't fight, even the Lin family would be wrong, and no one would stand for her. But they didn't bother to give her a bit of face, first did it and then notified her, she was willing to accept it, not longan, or someone else. Maybe they still think that Longan is the person next to her, or they have considered her well.
Why did she live like that? He was obviously not angry and humiliated, but he was so weak that he didn't dare to shout, so he picked all of them and swallowed them. Pretending not to care, staying silent, thinking that you have preserved your decentness, knowing that the compelling decentness is in the eyes of others, isn't it the same as Lu Yun's forced smile now, just a joke?
Lin Jinrong sat up, took out the bunch of keys from the pillowcase, and rubbed it lightly. The brass key that had been rubbed smoothly by the rubbing was like a small mirror, reflecting a woman with a disheveled face and a fuzzy face. Lin Jinrong looked at the woman, her eyes gradually becoming blank.
The second day was a cloudy day. Lin Yuzhen was uneasy when she got up early in the morning. After breakfast, she told Lu Yan, "Go and pick up Mr. Shui."
Lu Yan hurriedly responded without mentioning it.
When Lin Yuzhen saw him go, Fang looked back at Lin Jinrong: "Although you are well-raised, but you are still thin, you still have to take more. I heard that you are going to take two months of medicine? What is your body? How, Mr. Shui, can you tell me in detail?"
Lin Yuzhen's expression is very serious, her eyes are cold and sharp, and the corners of her lips are slightly drooping. It is precisely the harsh face that she has not seen for a long time and can't easily be perfunctory. Lin Jinrong carefully said: "I want to take the medicine for two months. Old Mr. Shui told the second master at that time, saying that it is a depression and overwork, and it will be good to raise it."
"Since you got married, there are indeed a lot of big things, small things keep going, and it's too much effort." Lin Yuzhen looked at her for a moment without blinking, and said: "You are my niece, I definitely didn't mean to embarrass you. Mean. But you have to be up for it."
Lin Jinrong lowered his eyes: "Yes."
Mother Fang cautiously said: "Mrs., mistress, the women in charge have got the right cards back and forth." "Call them in." Lin Yuzhen replied loudly, and looked back at Lin Jinrong: "Since you are going to raise your body, I So I told your grandparents that it’s better to do things these days when you’re not at home. You can help me to save you from getting tired.

In fact, Lin Yuzhen has already excluded the Tu family. She really wanted to make Lin Jinrong a little more relaxed, but the meaning of wanting to hold on to power is even clearer. Lin Jinrong did not fight with Lin Yuzhen, and only smiled: "Thank you aunt for being considerate of me. "She dare not say that she has gained a firm foothold. At the very least, it's not anyone who can step on her foot casually. Anyone can do it, so she can't be the head of the Song family and the Lu family. As for Lin Yuzhen, is it a good family? That's not something her little wife should worry about, it's what Old Lady Lu and Old Lady Lu should worry about.
Lin Yuzhen saw that she didn't argue, the origin of her attitude was a little better: "I was always in charge of the house back then, and didn't let go until I picked up Erlang to Jiangnan."
Lin Jinrong sighed softly: "Sometimes I think it's not easy for aunt to blame."
Lin Yuzhen's eye circles suddenly turned red, and she immediately held back, straightened her back, and said indifferently, "I'm fine." Lin Jinrong stopped speaking, cheering up and helping with the housework dutifully.
Lin Yuzhen's attitude towards Lin Jinrong is no longer the same as before. She used to feel uncomfortable in everything she said, but now she is willing to listen to it twice. This is precisely that the kindness of the weak is often not taken seriously, but the kindness of the strong is easy to be valued.
In recent years, there have been so many things, and the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law have almost never been free when they get busy.
Mother Fang went to remind: "Mr. Shui is here.,,
Lin Yuzhen puts things in her hands." Ding asked Lin Jinrong: "You are busy first, and I will come as soon as I go. "Lin Jinrong said hurriedly: "The daughter-in-law should be on the sidelines..."
Lin Yuzhen waved her hand: "There is Erlang, you are doing things here to share the worries for me." After saying that, Lin Jinrong was afraid to follow, and she hurried away.