Chapter 19:

She didn't know what to say at all, and spit out six words: "What am I responsible for?"
He looked at her eyes softly, convinced the eagerness that had just come, and pressed the voice: "Just kidding, don't be nervous."
The operation lasted until the evening. Fortunately, everything went well. Wu said that after the operation room was transferred to the intensive care unit, his other relatives and friends came one after another. Because the postoperative time was only half an hour, he was only allowed to be very close to him. Family members enter, and the idlers are always isolated.
Bai Ziren stood in a farther place, watching the rows of beds behind the big glass and the people suffering from the pain, the middle-aged people who screamed and screamed, and also had silence, closed their eyes, completely watching The old man who showed no signs of life even had a child who was about the same size as Muzibei. The whole head covered a thing and connected a large instrument with several wires. It seemed to be testing. His mother gave her a fruit squeeze. Juice.
Cheng Jingbo came to her side.
"What disease did the child have?"
"Pediatric brain tumors."
Bai Ziren was involuntarily shocked and felt uncomfortable. She had read an article before and said that it is a malignant tumor in children with brain tumors.
"He is Dr. Cheng's patient. At first he was only a little headache and tired. He slowly had a severe headache, blurred vision, and he wrestled inexplicably when he walked. He was diagnosed after the examination." Cheng Jingbo's eyes moved to the child's face. "He is very brave. He didn't cry when he was doing lumbar puncture."
"Is he cured?"
"Will do."
Bai Ziren was still uncomfortable. After seeing it for a while, he couldn’t bear it. He bowed his head and heard him say, "It’s often a matter of life and death."
She looked up and seemed to see some old sorrow from his sudden eyes, but the sorrow had already precipitated, or was completely accepted.
"Are we alive, are you lucky?" He smiled suddenly.
"Yeah." Her dark emotions were brightened by his extremely curative smile.

Being alive can think about something that makes sense, such as what to eat at night.

Was awakened by his words, Bai Ziren felt that he was a little hungry, remembering the whole family barrel at noon, she only ate a third and was not very embarrassed to stop, and the rest were taken by Dr. Cheng. I gave the nurse to the department.
"I want to drink porridge." She wants to drink a bowl of hot porridge in the cold winter, and it is delicious to add a dish of pickles.
"No problem, I will take you there."
I just wanted to find a small restaurant where I could drink porridge. Who knows that Cheng Jingbo drove around half a city and took her to a well-known casserole porridge restaurant. The dome also swayed a row of red lanterns and served with cheongsam. They greet them with enthusiasm: "Two? There are seats inside."
After sitting down, Bai Ziren said: "The place you chose is too grand."
"Grand? It's just a place to drink porridge, but it's a good taste." He handed the menu to her. "You come to order."
Bai Ziren opened a menu as thick as an English-Chinese dictionary. He swept the past, the drawing was introduced, and the road was exquisite, but the price was generally high. I don’t know how to start, pondering for a while:
Come a tofu, greens and egg dumplings. All right."
On the opposite side, Cheng Jingbo saw it and reached out to take the menu: "Or let me know."
As a result, he ordered a yellow prawn porridge with four side dishes and a snack filled with tables.
When the porridge came up, a table was hot, and Cheng Jingbo gave a bowl to Bai Ziren.
Bai Ziren looked at the porridge rice in the bowl. He had been scratched and could not see the outline. It was thick like rice syrup. He took a bite and felt thick and thick. It was full of aroma, light and sweet, and fell into the spleen and stomach. warm.
Cheng Jingbo pushed the side dishes to her and gestured for her to taste.
Bai Ziren asked: "Why don't you eat together?"
"Look at you, you are a little full."
In a word, I let Bo Ziren take a sip, put down the bowl, wiped it with a paper towel, and looked at him doubtfully. Through the heat of the cockroach, she could hardly see what was expressed in his eyes, and I didn’t know what was said. What is the word or something else.
"I read the post-reading sent by you, and it was very exciting." He changed a topic to make her natural.
"Because that book is really good, I like it very much."
"Which part do you prefer?"
"It is the final chapter. After he discovered the meson, his wife urged him to write a paper and publish it in the world. He felt like a traveler in a small teahouse on the top of a hillside. He did not consider the road ahead. ""
"I also like that paragraph." Cheng Jingbo said, "He is a very interesting person. He is a genius and a mortal. He is cautious about what he is good at, and evades things that are not good at it. Some aspects behave like a Shy child."

I was also amazed that as a great person, he would have so many times when he was not confident.

"On a path, very few people will never doubt themselves until the end. Doubt is not a bad thing. It will help you find the answer. What is rare is that when he decided to be a scholar, he did not waver."
Bai Ziren listened carefully.
"The sage is convinced that he is pursuing a truth, and he has nothing to think about."
"Do you think he loves his wife?" She suddenly wanted to know his emotional evaluation of such a great scholar.
He thought for a while and said: "There are very few details about his feelings in the book. This is not certain, but I think he respects his wife. They belong to the husband and wife who have been married and have lived together for a lifetime."

What if you are? Do you accept the ideas of your parents and be with someone who is suitable for all?

"It's just a fit, not a love, I won't accept it."
Bai Ziren thought thoughtfully and asked: "Have you liked others before?"
"I said no letter?"
"...not very convinced."
"It's a pity, it's really not." His tone was light and serious. "In this regard, I can't provide you with good insights for the time being."
At this point, the atmosphere is always a lot of sorrow, and each other seems to be separated by a layer of gauze. It seems to be very close to reality and separated by a distance.
He didn't talk any more, and he put a stack of dried silk on her porridge: "It's delicious."
After a meal, Bai Ziren was completely full, and then I looked at Cheng Jingbo's bowl. He didn't eat too much.
He drove her back to the dormitory and learned that she had to pack her bags home early tomorrow and asked her if she needed his help. She said that she wouldn't have to, and tomorrow morning Uncle Mu would drive and carry her back.
"What are your plans for winter vacation?"
"There is not yet, I should read a book at home and help bring my two brothers."
"Do you have time to come out?"
"Have."
"When I finish my work, I will call you."
"it is good."
When the car drove through the traffic lights, Bai Ziren later reacted and he seemed to be making a date.
In order to prevent himself from misunderstanding his meaning, before getting off the bus, she specifically confirmed to him: "When will you ask me to go out?"
"Don't worry, won't let you wait for a long time."
"..."
She fainted in the car, his fingers in the car gently buckled the window, said a word that said: "Thank you for staying with me today, I am very lucky to have you."
In a word, she succeeded in making her stun for a long time. It was like a star in the sky, and a piece fell on her head.
"Goodbye."
"...Goodbye." The word "磕磕绊绊."
The result was that Bo Ziren had been insomnia for one night. When he was not bright, he went out for jogging. After eating breakfast, he came back and checked the luggage bag. He also found a paper box for the book to be brought back, except for many professional books. In addition, there are still a few books borrowed from the library. Finally, the eyes inadvertently landed on the "Indifference River", she picked up without hesitation.
Uncle Mu drove to pick her up, and moved the bag and carton to the car very intimately. It was still early, all the way, and soon arrived at home.
As soon as I entered the door, I heard a beating, accompanied by the scream of Liu Xin.
Looking closely, Muzibei and Muzidong have been twisted into a ball.
"What are you doing, there is no way to look at it." Uncle Mu quickly rushed to open two, first take one.
Liu Xinyu followed and hugged one.
"You are a dumb fool!" Muzi North called.
"You are a white-faced traitor!" Mu Zidong blushes back.
Muzibei flexibly jumped from the mother's arms and walked to the front of her brother. She stretched her leg and licked him. Then she ran upstairs leisurely. Muzidong was helplessly restrained by her father, squatting in vain, wronged. The ground is crying.
Liu Xinyu looked at the rug on the carpet and tiredly stroked the amount: "What happened to North and North? Recently, I always feel emotional."
Bai Ziren took things back to the house, and settled a little, and went back to Muzibei.
Muzi North sat on the edge of the bed, looked down at the floor and heard the voice of her sister. She only looked down on her own frustration: "Doctor Cheng recognized me as a blind man, and my mother agreed."
"It turns out that you are not happy for this."
Mu Zibei looked up and clenched his fists and cried: "Do she still treat me as a child?"
Bai Ziren said: "Otherwise?"
Muzi North is silent.
"You are only eight years old. She is twenty-eight years old. It was your elder."
Muzibei crashed down and the voice was lifeless: "I want to be alone."
Bai Ziren withdrew with enthusiasm.
When I was having dinner, Muzi’s north heart was not digging for curry rice, and she said:
Nai Heming Yue Zhao Ditch.

Opposite Muzi Dongzheng smashed the steak and licked him.
Liu Xinyu asked Bai Ziren to take a winter vacation and did not plan to go out to play. Bai Ziren said that he might go out with people.
"And boyfriend?" Uncle Mu surprised.
"No." Bai Ziren shook his head and denied it.
"There is nothing, there is nothing to be embarrassed, you are the age to find a boyfriend, we will also help you pay attention."
"Don't help me pay attention." Bai Ziren refused.
In one sentence, the people on the whole table kept quiet, and even the north of the Muzi slowly blinked.
Bai Ziren did not dare to speak again, and quickly quit after eating.
Uncle Mu laughed and said: "Xiao Ren has always been afraid of life, then wait."
After returning to the house, Bai Ziren turned around the autobiography of the traveler and reread a paragraph.
Tang Chuan and his wife were introduced by their parents. Before the first formal meeting, he only saw her photos and admitted that he was a little tempted. After meeting, he barely spoke, and his wife immediately decided that this person had a paragraph. Inner monologue.
"I am a bit worried that he is too silent, but no matter what his appearance, one thing is not wrong, that is, he has a diligent thinking and a brilliant mind. I think I can entrust my life to him."
They soon became close relatives and lived together. The process was very dull. There was no romantic plot worth remembering. It was said that almost no love became a husband and wife, supporting each other in the years and getting older together.
Just being with someone who suits you is like completing a life ritual. This is unimaginable for Bai Ziren, and his concept is like her. He said that if he doesn't like it very much, he will not accept it.
Love... Will he have such feelings for another person?
She has seen his respect for the elders, the gentleness of treating his friends, the gentle patience of treating children, and the inability to think about his way of treating his beloved.
Who can achieve his emotional love? It is estimated that light efforts are not enough.
She calmed down, and there was some suddenness beyond the faint shackles. It would be great to be friends with him. Just think of a person who is worth pursuing in a lonely world. It is already warm and proud. thing. 2k novel reading network