Chapter 23:

Bai Ziren found that his brain capacity was gradually insufficient. It seems that he could not understand every word he said with ordinary thinking.
After a sudden cardiac arrest, the pupils suddenly fell a little, the breathing was disordered for a while, and the cheeks unconsciously floated on a series of coherent reactions such as two symmetrical blushes. She tried to calm herself and confirmed to him: "You have to take care of me. ?"
"Yes, take care of you." He let go of her hand and gently gathered her hair on her forehead. "If I say I want to stay with you, can you accept it?"
She didn't react completely until his palm touched her face inadvertently. She suddenly got up and immediately made the most illogical stupid thing in her life. She ran for 50 meters and braked. She turned back. Looking at him, it seems that he has to take a long distance to see if he is real under the moonlight.
He quickly came over and pulled her hand directly, telling her simply: "It is too late to escape."
"I didn't escape, I just wanted to calm down because I didn't think about it."
"I didn't expect it? I thought I was already showing it."
She looked at him straight and squinted slowly: "Is it?"
"I am not a generous person, I will not send people anything, especially chocolate."
"is it?"
He nodded. He didn't seem to mind her clumsiness in this respect. She slowly explained to her: "I haven't talked about love. What I just did in the department store is already deliberately imitating others."
He refers to picking up various gifts for her, and personally helping her try on it. When she is ready, she will pay.
"If you buy too expensive, you are afraid that you will not accept it, and you don't want to buy cheap goods for you. You have to pick a few practical things."
Bai Ziren already does not know how to put his hands, because he is getting closer and closer.
He kept looking at her and asked after a moment: "You don't feel like me?"
"No, no... I... just... actually... this..."
Her brain is short-circuited. I don't know how to express the terrible emotions that come from my heart. I have never had this instant experience. Looking at him more is the feeling that the heart is going to explode.
If in the past ten years, her emotions are only sad, lost, calm and happy, then now she is facing a completely strange emotion, the name is ecstasy, just a little regret, she has not clearly discerned.
"What do you want to say?"
"I thought this was impossible."
"What is impossible?" He whispered and continued to guide her.
"What you said to me."
"I mean that I like you?" He said the fact easily and naturally.
"..."
When it’s over, her heart really has to explode, so I want to turn around and run a hundred meters to calm down, but that’s too stupid. There’s never been a second time.
She had to raise her left hand and knocked on her forehead.
"What to do." He laughed and quickly stopped her from knocking on the second. "Is it so terrible?"
"A bit."
"Then we are coming slowly." He thought if she would do something to her again, she would have turned and ran to the other side of the city.
She looked up at him, his eyes were still wise, but unlike usual, it was too gentle, as if it was slowly sinking in the moonlight and infiltrating the fine sand.
"Give you a minute, if you don't want to be with me, you can let go of my hand."
One minute and one second passed, and Bai Ziren clenched his hand subconsciously.
There is no need to think about other things, but with her inner thoughts, how can she be willing to let go, he is the most precious gift she has ever met.
"In fact, you can't open it." A minute later, he told her the answer.
Ok? She curiously moved and found that she really couldn't open it.
"I'm holding it here, it's hard to break free." He loosened his finger and let her see that he was holding her ring finger.
The ring finger, even the blood of the heart, buckles here, causing a brief blood flow to stagnate and become weak.
She understood the principle, her ears suddenly became very red, and finally knew that he was not ready to let go of her.
He took her hand and went back to the bench. She just sat down and heard her say a word.
"If I don't know how to fall in love, would you be disappointed?"
"Nothing, as a teacher, I will teach you."
"..."
But you haven't talked about it yet, she has questioned it a little bit in her heart, of course she didn't dare to say it.
"I remember reading a philosopher's autobiography when I was reading, and I was impressed with one of the sentences. It seems to make sense. He said that there is no specific law for love. If so, the rules between us will be fixed."
"..."
"I only have one, asking you to trust and rely on me."
"……it is good."
"The Japanese leader, you don't need to change anything, how to get along with me before, it's still the same now." He paused and added a little deeper, "but it would be better if you were closer to me than ever before."
"How come close to you?"
"I really haven't seen the related TV series?"
"No."
"In this case, you can only start to explore from me."
"..."
She braved the courage, stretched her finger and touched his eyebrows gently, and then shrank back at the touch, and he could not help but laugh.
"Nothing, everything has a stage of learning, anyway, I am by your side."
I am by your side, these five words let her calm down from the constant emotions, squatting, the world is quiet, the clear air around her face, mixed with his clean and calm atmosphere, she finally found the familiar Peace of mind.
"I will study hard." She sincerely promised.
He said with satisfaction: "Good, we are starting now."
This evening, Bai Ziren turned back to his home and found that the living room was lit with lights and smoke. Uncle Mu was carrying his hand and turning around. Liu Xinyu was sitting in the corner of the sofa, his face was tense and tired.
"Xiaoren, where have you been? The phone is also turned off, we have been worried." When I heard the opening of the door, Uncle Mu turned to see her back, eagerly asked.
Bai Ziren remembered the fact that the mobile phone had only one space left after the phone was finished with Cheng Jingbo. He said with apology: "Sorry, my mobile phone has no power."
Liu Xinyu came over and saw the intact daughter. The uneasy emotions disappeared. Fortunately, the opening choked: "Xiaoren, mother should not blame you."
"Don't say that, it's true that I didn't take care of my brother, and I shouldn't leave it without a word."
"It's not your fault, it's us." Uncle Mu reached out and patted her shoulder, and the tone was very sincere.
After a few words, Bai Ziren went upstairs to go back to the room. Uncle Mu went to the balcony and ordered a cigarette. The smoke spread. He narrowed his eyes and looked into the distance. He was heavy, until he sighed and sighed. Eyes, waiting for Liu Xinyu to put on his jacket, standing side by side with him, his eyes openly looking at the layered building complex wrapped in gray-blue.
Both of them were silent for a long time, and a piece of ash with residual temperature fell on the guardrail.

Would you like to introduce an object to Xiaoren?
he asked.
"I don't know if she will be willing."
"It should be willing, after twenty years of the year, it is normal to talk about love."
Liu Xinyu thought for a moment: "Do you have the right person?"
"This has to be found, but what do you like Xiaoren like?"
"I'm not so sure either."
"You are a mother, how can I be biased to this, I can't see it." He blamed her a little, but she couldn't see her apologetic eyes. She reached out and gently embraced her shoulders and embraced her.
She smiled bitterly in his arms: "I don't know how it will become like this now, time flies too fast, she grows up in a blink of an eye, becomes excellent independent, but the distance from me is getting more and more far."

Is it easy to think of the past with her?

"Yes, she looks like her father, and her character has inherited his side."
"But she is very embarrassed, never asks us anything, and never bother us anymore. As her uncle, I am sorry for her."
"You have done a good job. It is me who apologizes. I am a sinner."
"How do you say this again?" He sighed, and patiently opened her. "What kind of person is my mother? You don't know yet? Her culture is not high, her concept is old, why bother to put her words in her heart."
Liu Xinyu remembered the various grievances he had along with him, and he was silent again.
"We still help Xiaoren find an object, so there is a person who can speak the heart, she is happy, her character will be cheerful." Uncle Mu said that he had hoped, "It is best to find a ratio." She is a few years old, so her career is stable, she doesn't have to worry about economic problems, she can do more of her own time to do what she likes, of course, her temper is good, she can take care of her."
"If that's the case, it would be better."
"Then you agreed?"
"Well, listen to you all." Liu Xinyu nodded docilely.
Bo Ziren did not know that someone was planning for her marriage. As a person who had a boyfriend unexpectedly today, she had no suspense to sleep. In the middle of the night, she sat up and turned on the light and took the pillow. book.
Opening the book "The River of Deserts", she absent-mindedly read a paragraph, and drifted into someone's face.
It’s such a busy thing to have someone you like, and I don’t think about him all the time, but I don’t feel tired.
There is a problem to be solved, that is, has he really become her? I still can't believe it until now.
The fact that Cheng Jingbo is equal to her boyfriend is simply horrifying.
She used to listen to her classmates who complained about her boyfriend. The pig was really lazy. My little boy sent me a cottage bag. I went to see a movie with my fat pig yesterday. I always think that my boyfriend’s identity seems to be It was specially used by the woman to vomit, but she did not dare, and she was completely reluctant to give Cheng Jing a nickname for ridicule. There is still a small problem. What should he call him in the future?
Her thoughts floated, immersed in the exploration of the unknown, the book in her hand slipped onto the floor, and she reacted for a long time, bent over and patted it, just to see the hundred and forty-two. One line of the page.
She decided not to think about him first. Some problems were simple. If you think more, you will become more complicated. It is better to divert your attention to the words in front of you and take a break.
So I turned my attention to the current number of pages and slowly read the story written by He Mo.
When He Mo called He Yan, she said that she met an uncle who was also a self-help tour. She liked him a bit and hesitated to go with him to the next stop.
He said that if you think he can trust, he can be an ordinary friend with him, but he must not have anything to do with him.
He Mo, who hangs up the phone, has a spit on his brother.
She wrote this way: "What happened to me? I would call to ask my brother's feelings. Do you forget that he is a wonderful thing in this regard? I must tell you here how he has always received all kinds of love letters. For waste utilization, when I was in elementary school, I used to draw paper, when I was in junior high school, when I was a mathematics draft paper, when I was in high school, I was a coaster, and when I was in college, I was an advertising leaflet... In terms of feelings, he was unchanging and ignorant. I asked no one should ask him. Stupid."
Every time I read this, Bai Ziren felt that the words were very cute.
She wants to have the opportunity to recommend this book to Cheng Jingbo again. She used to read the book he liked, and now she wants to share his favorite things with him.
Is it because he is now her boyfriend? Hey, what happened, I thought of him again...
She is still not used to connecting Cheng Jingbo with her boyfriend. For her, his existence is more important than the three words.
He is the person she likes, the man who stands for integrity, reason and tolerance. It is the object of her worship and infinite trust. When she thinks, she will feel that the world is no longer an eternal old man. He is, and ridiculous. Place, he will also make it a little gentle.
Compared to the likes and heartbeats, I want to experience the most primitive emotions between men and women at close range. He has a deeper meaning for her. He makes her feel that the outside world has another possibility. Think carefully, there may be one there. The location is reserved for her.
He was like a mirror, and finally let her see the fear in her heart. Before he appeared, she was always afraid of silence. She was too deep and used to find it.
Until he appeared, she dared to face it and accidentally discovered that there was no difficulty in her imagination.
She closed the book and looked at the ceiling quietly, thinking about his appearance until dawn. 2k novel reading network