Chapter 135: You teach me, I give you

"Ms. Shi is having trouble with Mr. Xi?"
　　 The rain outside is noisy, Assistant Yin’s voice is not loud, but I can hear it clearly.
　　 What makes me awkward with him? !
　　 Isn’t Xi Zhan being cold to me?
　　 Xi Zhan's voice said far away: "Approach to touch."
　　 "Mr. Xi, girls are going to be coaxed."
　　 "Talk more." Xi Zhan said in an indifferent voice: "I will live here with her these few days. You should go back to Tongcheng to deal with the company's affairs. If you have any questions, please ask Yuanyou. Don't let her find out here."
　　 I don’t know who Xi Zhan said she was referring to, but Assistant Yin knew it. He respectfully said, "Yes, Mr. Xi."
　　 Assistant Yin left. The rain outside never stopped, and Xi Zhan did not return to the room.
　　 I opened the quilt and looked at the wound on my body, gauze was wrapped around the base of my thigh, and bandages were wrapped around my chest and palms.
　　 Just when I stared at my wound, Xi Zhan entered the room. He reached out and took off his coat and placed it at the foot of the bed.
　　 Xi Zhan was wearing a white shirt next to him. He came over and rubbed my cheek and asked me, "What do you want to eat?"
　　His tone is very low, slowing down deliberately.
　　 I shook my head and said, "I'm really not hungry."
　　 I'm not hungry at all. It may be caused by bad mood. After all, there have been so many bad things recently, so bad luck!
　　 "Then I will make you some porridge."
　　 After talking, Xi Zhan turned and left the room.
　　 I was the only one left in the room again. I opened the window and looked outside. It was a typical courtyard. Xi Zhan entered a room not far away, and I could see his busy figure from here.
　　 For a long time he came out of the room with a bowl of porridge, and saw that I was staring at him, he raised his lips and asked, "Drink something sweet?"
　　 Xi Zhan never smiles, but he smiles somewhat frivolously.
　　 I seem to be teased by him.
　　 I blinked and said, "Salty."
　　 Xi Zhan turned around and went into the kitchen again. He walked from that room to my place only a dozen steps, and soon returned to my room.
　　 He looked at me with his indifferent eyes while holding a bowl, and the tranquility permeating through his bones shocked my heart.
　　 I am probably not worthy of the perfect and picturesque man in front of me, and the inferiority rising from the bottom of my heart is almost overwhelming me.
　　 He came to sit by my side and serve me to eat. I suddenly remembered what he just said, "Very good, and I still have energy to breathe with me."
　　 He knew I was angry.
　　 He knows everything.
　　 But he knew it, but he didn't comfort me.
　　 I lost my porridge, Xi Zhan took the bowl and returned to the kitchen in silence, and returned to the room after a while.
　　 He took off his leather shoes and placed it next to the bed, then lay on my side and stretched out his arms to gently hug me in his arms.
　　 Xi Zhan gently followed my long hair with his fingers and asked: "Baby, did I make you angry?"
　　 He rarely calls me baby, more often calls me Yoona, and he has never asked me so softly.
　　 seems to care about my emotions.
　　 I denied and said, "No."
　　 "You don't want to talk to me," he said.
　　 I don’t want to talk to him...
　　 I asked him a few days ago whether he loves me or not, and he responded with silence. I want more than just being his woman!
　　 I still want to be the cinnabar on his heart! !
　　 Seeing that I didn't speak, his magnetic voice called me charmingly, baby said: "I worried about you last night."
　　 The peace and strength in my heart are in his words, the baby can’t become an army. I moistened my eyes and explained aggrievedly:
I’m not angry, I just anger myself.

　　 I am too greedy.
　　 Greedy wants to get more from Xi Zhan.
　　 Xi Zhan’s cold palms kept rubbing my cheeks, this kind of action brought me great comfort.
　　 He lowered his head and kissed my forehead with thin lips, coaxing me patiently, "Tell me."
　　 "Xi Zhan, I want you to love me."
　　 I thought I couldn't say it, but I couldn't help it after all in front of him, and he also understood the ruin of my words.
　　 If he doesn’t give me love...
　　 What can I do? !
　　 Seeing that I was angry because of this, Xi Zhan clenched my shoulders and was silent for a long time before asking me, "Baby, what is love?"
　　 These words are inexplicably familiar, I raised my eyes to meet his deep gaze, and suddenly remembered that I seemed to have seen it in a dream...
　　 This is not a dream.
　　 Xi Zhan asked me a long time ago.
　　 is full of hesitation and doubt.
I was stunned, and heard his faint voice explain: "I am in an environment where there is no love. I don't know what love you want. Let me tell you frankly. I left when I was very young. I lived in the orphanage and was taken away within two years... Before I inherited the Xi family, a lot of indifference happened."
Xi Zhan's tone was lighthearted, and he took a brief note of his past. He paused and promised: "I don't know what love is, and naturally I don't know what you want. If you want, then teach me and I will give it to you. "
　　 If you want, then teach me and I will give it to you.
　　 This is the biggest concession Xi Zhan gave me.
　　 I believed it to be true at the time, and it was a long time later that I realized that Xi Zhan said this was just perfunctory me.
　　Because it took a long time to learn that no one in this world understands love better than Xi Zhan!
　　 But Xi Zhan explained it to me at the time, and this explanation was not so unacceptable, and he also compromised to let me teach him, so I stopped studying it with him.
　　 I stretched out my hand to hold Xi Zhan's cold palm tightly, and asked him curiously, "Xi Zhan, why were you sent away by your family?"
　　 I heard from my assistant that Xi Zhan was sent out of the family when he was very young, and his three older brothers were with him.
　　 But only Xi Zhan is alive now. I don't know what happened in the middle, but because it is Xi Zhan's past, I want to understand.
　　 I seem to know nothing about him.
　　 I really want to know his past.
　　 "The law of survival of the family."
Xi Zhan seemed reluctant to mention Xi's house. His thin lips rubbed the top of my hair and explained: "When I was young, I didn't have the ability to resist. I was forced to give in to their arrangements. When I was older... …To me, the Xi family is just a plaything in the palm of the hand. If it weren’t because my mother was still in the Xi family...a decadent family, let’s keep it for the time being, anyway, the time to wither has come."
　　 Listening to Xi Zhan's tone, he disapproves of the family Xi family he is attached to, as if he said that destroying it can immediately destroy it.
　　 But thinking about it carefully, Xi Zhan is not that stupid, he must be more foresighted than me. I remembered the Xi Nuo who found me yesterday.
　　 She is in Xi's house where Xi Zhan's mouth is withered.
　　 She is Xi Zhan's fiancee.
　　 was not recognized by Xi Zhan.
　　 It should be said that Xi Zhan does not put the whole Xi family in his eyes.
Thinking of her, I said with Xi Zhan: "Second brother, your fiancee found me yesterday. She said that she is the mistress of the Xi family, and I am the second wife... Is she crazy? Let me be the second wife... "
　　 "It's a product of the decayed rules of the Xi family, don't care about it."