Chapter 144: My past deserves his respect

"This matter was designed by Yuan You. He wanted to know who you would choose between Gu Tingchen and me. He put you in the most vulnerable place of humanity... You have your own past. Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi have The feelings you bring to you are real and exist. It is part of your life. It can be said to be your youth. I don’t force you to forget, and you don’t need to forget. You can keep those beautiful and sad memories. Now, when you are truly relieved, you can also tell me. You can rest assured that I will not laugh at you for loving someone so stupidly. The past that belongs to you is worthy of my respect."
　　 My heart was stunned, and subconsciously raised my head to look for Xi Zhan's gaze. He was looking down at me. His normally thin and calm eyes were a little hot at this moment, and a warm current suddenly surged in my heart.
　　 That is the feeling that no one else has ever given me.
　　 Xi Zhan, he has always respected everything about me.
　　 never misunderstood me and got angry with me.
　　 He thought about the problem entirely from my standpoint.
　　 A man like this is too perfect.
　　 is naturally more awesome.
　　 also makes me unworthy of him.
　　 I am not worthy of such a beautiful Xi Zhan.
Shi Sheng, the president of the Shi family who used to be a powerful city and married to the Gu family, finally realized what inferiority was in his heart. It was completely different from the humbleness of Gu Tingchen when he was with him. This inferiority was almost overwhelming me like sea water. But looking at him angrily.
When the elevator arrived, Xi Zhan hugged me out of the elevator. In the corridor, he softened his voice slightly and said, "You don't have to pay attention to what Yuanyou said. Let's stop here tonight. I understand your approach, but I won't be an example. Even if you violate the law, you must explain the reason to me, and don't just bury everything in your heart."
I stretched out my hand and wiped the tears from the corner of my eyes secretly. Xi Zhan rarely talked a lot today, and said in a soft voice: "Our life is too short, and the life we ​​want to go on with you is even more short, at least until I get closer. You have never appeared in your 30 years of life, Yoona, remember that negative emotions such as misunderstandings, pain, concealment, etc. will only cause the two of us to drift apart."
He solemnly promised: "No matter whether my emotions are good or sad in the future, I will not push you away from me unless... There are many compelling things in the world, which are not hindrances to me. I have this Ability and power to resolve, only your mind is within the uncontrollable range, I...cannot drive it."
　　 Xi Zhan’s words come to heart.
　　 He is like a man who understands love and has experienced endless vicissitudes of life. My heart is full of shock and helplessness. All the bewilderment brought me surprises from the man in front of me.
　　 I stared at him with red eyes, his neckline was slightly open, revealing a faint collarbone, and his eyebrows were suddenly charming and intoxicating.
I pressed my lips tightly, Xi Zhan lifted my eyes and motioned for me to open the door. I sniffed and solemnly admitted that I was wrong. "Tonight is my fault. Although they have nothing to do with me, they have taught me. I grew up as a nominal friend, and life is a matter of life... I didn’t want to hide it from you, but I was afraid that you would feel bad. In fact, this matter is a problem with my way of solving things. I started I should tell you frankly."
Thinking of what Gu Tingchen did to me in the garage, Xi Zhan's heart was as clear as a mirror. I stretched out my hand and gently held his cold palm, and said softly, "Today Gu Tingchen is not very stable and is in a serious condition. He...I'm sorry, I let him succeed, Xi Zhan, next time I go out, I will always carry a bodyguard."
　　 "It's okay, you are also compelled to do so. The fault is that he is not you. What I should blame is that he is not you. No need to blame yourself."
　　 Xi Zhan is too clear and righteous, too insightful, I tightly grasped his palm, and called his second brother moved in my heart. He looked down at me and faintly commanded: "Open the door first."
I didn’t listen to him. Instead, I stepped on my feet and kissed his chin. He suddenly grabbed my waist and put me in his arms. His seductive eyes looked at me, gently from deep in his throat. Roll out a word that contains charm and attraction, "Huh?"
The word 　　 was like a breeze that squeezed my whole body. My feet couldn't stand and quickly softened in his arms. He put his arm around me and pressed against his chest. I saw his bulging apple.
　　 and the collarbone under the apple.
　　 Xi Zhan is the best. This is something I knew a long time ago. Even if he can't become his wife and sleep with him, it will still make money, not to mention that he and I are still connected.
　　 I kissed his sharp chin again full of joy, he raised his eyebrows, and asked me faintly: "Don't you go home?"
　　 I held him tightly and refused to let go, "Password 9977."
　　 Xi Zhanteng opened a palm and stretched out his arm to enter the password and hugged me into the room. Just when I thought something would happen, he went into the bedroom and took the shirt left here last time and went to the bathroom.
　　 I was a little bit disappointed in my heart. At this time, Tan Yang sent me a message, "I just got home, and my brother said that you saved me this time. Thank you Shi Sheng, you are my best friend of Tan Yang in this life."
　　 Her 17-year-old child was so old-fashioned that I suddenly remembered that Gu Lanzhi said he was ashamed of Tan Yang.
　　 Why is he ashamed of Tan Yang?
　　 I sent a message and asked: "Have you had contact with Gu Lanzhi before? Gu Lanzhi just told me that he is ashamed of you."
　　 Tan Yang replied to me in voice, "It's nothing big, but I met it again in Japan. There was a little friction at the time, but it was resolved, so don't take it to heart!"
　　 Tan Yang's voice is sweet, with the immaturity of a young person, but it is faintly indifferent, like wind and rain.
　　 When I was thinking how to reply to Tan Yang, she sent me a group photo. This photo was taken under the temple at night. The temple’s lights are clear and elegant, and everyone is dressed in kimono.
　　 includes Tan Yang and Gu Lanzhi.
　　 Yes, they are in a group photo.
　　 Tan Yang is wearing a black kimono, with countless pink and white cherry blossoms embroidered on the kimono, all her hair is put down behind her, and she is just past her waist, she looks like a little girl walking out of anime.
　　 Tan Yang is pretty. She was originally a little girl. Such a dress made her look smaller and innocent.
　　 But I have seen her pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger in a police station, so I subconsciously think that she is a black goblin in the photo, hiding in the dark and waiting for the moment to show her fangs.
　　 And Gu Lanzhi, wearing a milky white kimono, embroidered with ink bamboo, is in line with his temperament, his eyebrows are still handsome and picturesque, and his eyes are still bright stars that I am familiar with.
I withdrew from the photo and saw Tan Yang’s message,
I caught up with the temple sacrifice not long ago, and I met Gu Lanzhi. At that time, there was a robbery after the sacrifice. Gu Lanzhi and I were lost when we chased them. It's unpleasant. It just makes you feel bad to say it. I don't know why Gu Lanzhi should say something ashamed of me to you, but I can guarantee that it will not be a big deal!"
　　 I spoke back to her and said with a smile: "I'm just curious and just ask, how are you? Have you taken a bath? Is your body warmer?"
　　 Tan Yang said back to me: "Well, I can't sleep and plan to play games."
　　 I reminded me gently: "You fell into the sea at night, and the cool breeze was blowing all night, your body temperature is low, so you should rest early..."
Before he finished speaking, Xi Zhan pushed open the bathroom door. He was only wearing a white shirt with no buttons. His chest was wide open, with a few scars on it, adding wildness and man. Overflowing male hormones.
　　 I continued to say: "Tan Yang, I don't want to talk about it in advance. I will invite you to dinner in a few days, bye."
　　 I put down the phone when the voice sounded out, Xi Zhan wiped his hair with a towel, looked at me with black and white eyes, and asked without a wave of voice, "Aren't you sleepy?"
"I'm waiting for you."
　　 I can't help but slowly walk towards him...