Chapter 18: .My brother

"That love, we should have never happened."
　　 His pretended love must be taken back. I laughed and said, "Well, it's just what I want."
　　 "Shi Sheng, I promised to divorce you at the beginning because I always owe Wen Ruyan a wedding. I want to return it to her, not to hurt you. Sorry, you can tell me what you need in the future."
"You are not forgetting your ex-wife?" I sneered and reminded him: "There is nothing to be sorry about, you just don't love me, and I don't feel any regrets. Don't tell me that you regret your divorce now and start to like it. Fuck me, I'm not sure if I still have that love for Wen Ruyan! If that's the case, Gu Tingchen, you are pretty cheap, and you will always be in a commotion if you don't get it."
　　 There was a short silence on Gu Tingchen, and he suddenly said: "Shi Sheng, you don't need to be so tit-for-tat. I admit that I feel guilty for you, but it doesn't mean you can act arbitrarily."
　　 "So what do you want to say on this call?"
　　 "My child, I am ashamed after all..."
　　 "Stop, I don't accept an apology. You should apologize for your child instead of me. I know what you are thinking. You want to apologize to me and ask for peace of mind to marry Wen Ruyan, right?"
　　 Gu Tingchen: "..."
I hung up Gu Tingchen’s call, turned off my phone and put it in my coat pocket. After thinking about it for a long time, I turned on my phone and sent Gu Tingchen a text message, "Forget it, I don’t blame you. From now on, we will return to the bridge. , You live well with Wen Ruyan, I also want to find my new life."
　　 The official statement I said is hypocritical, and Gu Tingchen guesses that I don’t believe it and I really don’t blame him.
　　 But apart from Ji Nuan, I really have nothing to blame now.
　　 After all, I can only blame myself.
　　Everything is my own making.
　　Everything is what I deserve to suffer! !
　　 I sighed, feeling colder and colder.
　　 My footsteps softened, I knelt directly on the beach, and the distant waves rushed over. With my body almost covered, a pair of powerful arms lifted me up and gently embraced me.
　　 When I looked up and saw who it was, I couldn't help but shed tears.
　　 "Brother Chu Xing, why are you back to Wucheng?"
　　 The man in front of him is handsome, with cold eyes, staring at me deeply.
He was the son my mother adopted 20 years ago, but he was found by his biological parents and returned to his home when he was fifteen years old. I was only eight years old when he left. I have not met until now. I usually rely on Mobile video contact, but also very few contacts, but fortunately I recognized him at first sight.
　　 He replied: "I recently took a vacation, thinking about going back to Wucheng to see you."
　　 After a pause, he said, "You seem to be having a very unhappy time."
　　 "Well, I am very unhappy."
　　 "Then come back to city S with me."
　　 "No, this is my home."
　　 "Well, then I will accompany you these few days."
　　 "Okay, thank you brother."
　　 Thank you for showing up so timely.
　　My brother Chu Xing, he let go of me and knelt down and motioned me to lie on his back. I obediently put my arms around his neck, and heard him ask faintly: "Is his face so pale because of illness?"
　　 I said frankly: "Well, I'm sick."
　　 Chu Xing asked patiently: "Have you gone to the doctor?"
　　 "I saw it, the doctor said there was no cure."
　　 He asked in a low tone: "What disease hasn't been cured yet? "
"Advanced cancer."
　　 Chu Xing: "……"
　　Chu Xing escorted me back to Shi’s house, and went to boil the water and took the cold medicine for me to drink. After I drank it, I lay on the bed and asked him,
Where’s my sister-in-law? Last time I heard you say you were breaking up.

　　 "She has troubles every three to five, and I am tired. Regardless of her, now I am most concerned about you. Tell me about you, how do you make your body like this?"
　　 Chu Xing's tone is sad, incredibly unbelievable.
　　 seems difficult to accept but it is the case.
I comforted him and said,
It’s okay. I know you are shocked and hard to accept. It took me a long time to digest this matter before. Now I accept this fate. Don’t feel sorry for me. I originally thought it was nothing, but seeing you sad makes me feel uncomfortable."
　　Chu Xing finally said helplessly: "Then let me take care of you during this time."
　　 "Well, thank you, Brother Chu Xing."
　　……
　　 I woke up from the pain the next morning. I reached out to cover my stomach and got up and took two tablets of painkillers. After the pain subsided, I went to the bathroom and took a shower, put on makeup and went downstairs.
　　 When I went downstairs, I saw Chu Xing making breakfast in the kitchen. He seemed to hear my movement. He turned his head and looked at me, his indifferent expression suddenly showed anxiety and worry.
　　 "Sheng'er, you have a nosebleed."
　　 Hearing this, I reached out and touched my nose. My legs couldn't support my body and fell into a warm embrace. I raised my eyes and looked at him in a daze.
　　 "Maybe I am sick, will you take me to the hospital?"
Chu Xing escorted me to the hospital. The doctor gave me anesthesia. The pain in my body after lying in bed for a long time disappeared. After the doctor left, I put on my coat and left the ward and saw Chu Xing sitting on the bench, proud and proud. The man's eyes were red, and I asked softly: "Did you cry?"
　　As soon as the words fell, Chu Xing abruptly retracted his eyes.
He scolded me softly, "Stupid boy, I have to toss myself like this. How did you tell me to explain to your mother? Why didn't you tell me? Then I can come to Wucheng to accompany you earlier. Sometimes I can't imagine How did you spend it before, how lonely and helpless it should be."
　　 "Brother Chu Xing, this is my life, there is nothing to be sad about."
　　 He whispered: "Come here, I will carry you home."
　　 I ran over with a smile, "Okay, you must take me home."
　　 I used to lie on his back, put my arms around his neck and close my eyes.
　　 He put his arms firmly around my legs and left.
　　 Just arrived at the entrance of the hospital, a nasty voice called my name, pretending to be surprised: "Shi Sheng, why are you here? Who is this man?"
　　 Wen Ruyan, it's not that the enemy doesn't get together.
　　 I didn't bother to talk to her, closing my eyes as if I didn't hear it.
　　Chu Xing saw me like this and planned to ignore her and leave, but Wen Ruyan stopped him with an incomprehensible face and asked, "Who are you? Do you know who she is?"
　　 A deserted voice interrupted her, "Ruyan, don't make troubles unreasonably."
　　 Chu Xing started to leave, and the lonely voice called him, "Mr. Chu, I heard that you will come to Wucheng some time ago. I didn't expect to meet in this way. Between you and Miss Shi..."
　　 "Mr. Gu, she is sick and unwell, I will leave first if there is nothing wrong."
　　Chu Xing sneered, and then said again: "I don't know which of the tendons of Mr. Gu can't turn around. It's just a woman who can't get on the stage. Mr. Gu considers a treasure, not even one-tenth of my Shenger."
　　 He knows about my business, Chu Xing said Wen Ruyan.
　　 I don't want to meet them, I just pretend to sleep on his back.
　　 Wen Ruyan heard Chu Xing humiliate her like this, she couldn't help but said, "What are you talking about? I can't get on the stage, and she can't get on the stage!"
　　 "Oh?" Chu Xing raised an eyebrow, "Do you think you are more noble than her?"
　　 Wen Ruyan wanted to say something, but Gu Tingchen stopped her.
　　 "Ruyan, shut up."
　　 Chu Xing indifferently warned: "Mr. Gu, take care of your own woman."
　　 Gu Tingchen was indifferent, "I don't need Mr. Chu to remind me."
　　 Chu Xing left the hospital with me on his back and returned to Shi’s house. From the beginning to the end, I didn’t know that Gu Tingchen’s eyes had been on me, and I subconsciously avoided seeing him again.