Chapter 232: Man

Did I cry?
　　 I reached out and wiped the corners of my eyes and found that they were moist.
　　 I smiled stupidly and said, "I don't know why I cry. It may be that too many depressing things have happened recently."
　　 Xi Zhan can easily tell if I am lying. I concealed my panic and sighed: "I just want a love, but this road is too tortuous, even your mother..."
　　 Xi Zhan wore a thin white sweater on his upper body, and the hair on his forehead was slightly messy, and his dark eyes were delicate.
He heard what I said and was silent for a while and said: "She adopted me as a baby and gave me a chance to live, so I respect her, but the premise is that she respects me and I gave her a chance. If she still insists on going her own way. I won't stop it any more."
　　 I asked him, "Are you willing to commit suicide?"
　　 Xi Zhan: "……"
　　 "She is your mother, she will threaten you with death, in your heart... Xi Zhan, in fact, your heart is sad."
　　 Losing a mother has been extremely painful for him.
　　If you lose another one...
　　In a person's life, love is indeed extremely important.
　　 But in addition to love, there are family relationships, and marriage has always been a matter of two families. Once one of them blocks, how can we as juniors resist the stubborn thinking of the elders?
　　 Especially Xi Zhan's mother hates me like that.
　　 Maybe it’s because my words pierced his heart, and his tone became cold and coldly said: "No need to think about it, I will deal with this matter."
I said in a soft tone: "Xi Zhan, in fact, I am in a good state now. I am not in a hurry to get married. Waiting for your mother... Maybe after many years, she will let go of her hatred for my mother. Then she will accept me and stop persecuting you..."
　　 I might not be alive then.
　　 He asked with a cold eye: "You feel timid in your heart?"
　　 I denied: "I just want to think about you."
　　 I am to Xi Zhan's mother...I don't care about her, so it doesn't matter whether she is alive or dead, I am purely worried for Xi Zhan.
　　 I don't want him to be sad.
　　 "In that case, leave this to me."
　　 His voice is firm and undisputed.
　　 I didn't ask him how to deal with it. When he saw me silently turned and went back to the bedroom, I realized that he was mad at me.
　　 Did the words I just annoy him?
　　 But I didn’t say too much.
　　 Does he think I'm starting to shrink?
　　 I flinched a little.
　　 Because my physical condition is a burden.
　　 What should I do?
　　 Why is it so difficult to have a healthy body.
I closed my eyes and lay on the sofa. Not long after Xi Zhan came out of the bedroom to my side, I opened my eyes and saw him squatting next to me. I took the initiative to ask him, "Are you hungry? "
　　 He shook his head and said: "I will leave Tongcheng later."
　　 I reluctantly smiled and asked him, "Where are you going?"
　　 "I said before that I would go back to Finland."
　　 He used the word back to Finland.
　　 Finland is his home in his heart.
"Oh."
　　My breath is weak, Xi Zhan's fingers gently stroked my cheek, and asked caringly, "Are you not feeling well?"
　　 I raised my hand, squeezed his palm and pressed it to my cheek, and said softly, "Perhaps I haven't had enough rest recently."
　　 The doctor said that my condition had a sign of recurrence but there was no recurrence, so I have no need to worry about it.
　　 "Hey, I will return to Tongcheng sooner. If you are bored here, you can come to Finland to find me. I will let Yuanyou send you."
　　 "Well, how long will you stay in Finland?"
　　 "One or two months, I'm not sure," he said.
　　 "Then I will come to you after attending Yu Luoluo's wedding."
　　He said gently: "Well, let's sleep for a while."
　　 I half got up and kissed him on the cheek, his happy lips curled me in his arms, and his voice whispered: "I love you, Shi Sheng."
　　 He called my name and said he loved me.
　　 Xi Zhan has never been so affectionate and sincere.
　　 Maybe he was afraid that I was worried about his mother.
　　 I responded, "Xi Zhan, metoo."
　　 Xi Zhan loves me, not as Gan Shuang said he just wants to be a family, the man in front of me treats me like a treasure in his life.
　　 I believe him, he believes me.
　　 No one can separate us in this life.
　　 Not even Xi Zhan’s mother!
　　……
　　 After Xi Zhan left, I slept on the sofa. After waking up, I recovered a lot of mental state, and my body was normal.
　　 I made myself a meal in a happy mood. After the meal, I went to the Xi’s house to deal with the affairs. It was very late when I got home.
　　 My mother called me when I finished the bath.
　　 She asked me when I got married.
　　 I laughed at her and said, "I just got engaged."
　　 "Mom just asks casually."
　　 "Don't worry, I will put it on the agenda."
　　 Hearing this, my mother said at ease: "Well, I'm relieved to see you like this, Shi Cheng...Why didn't you talk about the girl's family background?"
　　I heard what my mother meant, they should have met Song Yiran, and I asked her concerned, "What is her attitude over there?"
　　 "Your father went to see her in S city during the day. She is a very beautiful girl, but she is not willing to reconcile when mentioned."
　　 I asked: "What does it mean to be reluctant?"
　　 "She said that she would think about it for the child, but she had a problem in her heart. She said that she would give her a year or two to think about this problem."
　　 I agreed: "Very good, Shi Cheng needs time to get around, but the kid's side... Jiu'er won't be too close to him."
　　 Jiu'er, one and a half years old, is very strange to the word father.
　　 "I will talk to Shi Cheng when I have time."
　　 "Well, I'm going to rest first." I said.
　　 My mother told: "Remember to have dinner."
　　 "Well, I won't treat myself badly."
　　 After I hung up the phone, I went to bed after taking the medicine.
　　 For more than half a month, I took care of my body. I spent the rest of the time doing business at the Xi’s house. I occasionally went to the hospital to check my body. The doctor said that my body was fine.
　　 No big problem does not mean there is no hidden danger.
　　 It's just that my broken body can't be tossed anymore.
　　 On the twentieth day after Xi Zhan left, Yu Luoluo called me. She smiled and asked me, "When will Sister Shi Sheng arrive in Nanjing?"
　　 I reacted and asked her, "What day is the wedding?"
　　 "The day after tomorrow, will you come over tomorrow?" she asked.
　　 "Where are Ji Nuan and Tan Yang?"
　　 Yuluo said, "They are in Nanjing tomorrow."
　　 "Well, then I will go to Nanjing tomorrow."
　　 "Then I will wait for you in Nanjing."
　　 I smiled and said, "I wish you a happy wedding, and fall."
　　 "Thank you Shi Sheng sister."
　　 I plan to fly directly to Finland to find Xi Zhan after attending the Yu Luoluo wedding. We have been apart for 20 days!
　　 During these twenty days, Xi Zhan rarely contacted me. I was afraid to disturb him because there was a time difference between us.
　　 And he is always busy at work.
　　 I thought about it and turned to Xi Zhan’s WeChat account to send a message:
Tomorrow, I’m going to Nanjing to attend the wedding in Luoluo. I will probably stay there for two days, and then I’ll take a helicopter to Espoo to find you.

　　 Soon he returned to me, "Well, I will pick you up at the airport."
　　 It should be one o'clock in the morning in Finland.
　　 I sent a rose and asked: "Not asleep yet?"
　　 "Wait for you to say good night to me."
I:"……"
　　 I do send him good night every night.
　　 But he did not return to me every night.
　　 I didn't expect him...
　　 Is it that a man is so embarrassing?
　　 I sent him an expression of wonder, "You wait for my good night every night, do you think you miss me a lot during this time?"
　　 Xi Zhan: "……"
　　 I asked: "Don't you want me?"
　　 "Be good, don't make trouble."
　　 Xi Zhan also sent a helpless emoticon package. This is the first time he has given me a love package, which really surprised me.
　　 I reluctantly said: "You just miss me."
　　 He did not answer and asked, "Baby, do you miss me?"