Chapter 259: Before surgery

"Sheng'er, I know exactly what it's like to miss it. You must have experienced it from Gu Tingchen. I hope you will have no complaints or regrets on this path of affection. I have always supported you in pursuing your own happiness."
　　 Sister-in-law’s words kept ringing in my ears, and the pain of losing Gu Tingchen was in my heart. It is so special that life is better than death!
　　 I quickly hung up the phone and opened the door. Jing Yi and the others are resting next door. I don't want to disturb them and leave by themselves.
　　 When I entered the elevator, my steps were faint, and my spirit was a little trance. I shook my head and stopped the car by the side of the road. After a while, there were more people beside me. It was the familiar clear breath deep in my memory.
　　 I turned my head and stunned, "Why are you here?"
The man’s voice was unusually gentle and explained:
What happened last night was the negligence of Gu’s family. Ji Nuan and you are in the same relationship as sisters. I know you feel uncomfortable in your heart. I wanted to find you last night, but you and Xi Zhan Together... Shenger, I want to be with you."
　　 Gu Tingchen wants to be the man by my side.
　　 He wants to replace Xi Zhan, but he dare not say it!
　　 I don’t want to be entangled with him. I simply ignored him. He didn’t feel embarrassed. Instead, he asked me, "Where are you going?"
　　 I still ignored, Gu Tingchen asked me in an aggrieved tone, "Sheng'er, it has been two years, are you still angry with me?"
　　 There is a big difference in the personalities between Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan. Xi Zhan is a very hard man. He speaks and acts in the same way, and he is too lazy to explain. The whole cold machine!
　　 But Gu Tingchen is different. He can bend and stretch when things happen, and can show weakness in front of me. However, I am very easy to feel softhearted.
Gu Tingchen knew this. He stared at me with eclipse, and said in a grieved tone: "I did something wrong before, but after that I never thought of hurting you! If you let me If I choose again, I will still do that. Compared with the pain of losing you, the other is nothing. I am willing to bear it, but I never thought that the woman who loved me and was willing to marry me would be halfway. Get out of the car and fall in love with other men!"
Gu Tingchen's words poked my heart every word, and I couldn't get away with a breath of breath. There was pain all over my body, and my head was dizzy. I shook my head and whispered softly, "Actually, you made the decision that time. I can understand, because I would do that if I changed it to me, but I've been hurt by you too many times before, so I built a wall in my heart to keep you out!"
It had rained before in Wucheng, and the ground was very humid. My high heels were covered with muddy water. Looking at the discomfort, I took a deep breath and said firmly, "Sorry, we have regrets, but I still want to say that I love Xi Zhan."
　　 I love Xi Zhan, the man who looks cold all the year round, but protects me impermeably and gives me unlimited indulgence.
　　 In this life, I only recognize him in the limited life.
　　 I'm going to find him now!
　　 I want to be by his side.
　　 But there was a smell in my throat. I forced myself to swallow it and said to Gu Tingchen, "I have smuggled away beforehand."
　　 I stopped a taxi and went up. In the car, my spirits suddenly languished. The driver asked me where I was going. It took me a long time to remember that the seaside villa that Xi Zhan said was there.
　　 I reported the address, and just blurted out this sentence, my throat was itchy and unstoppable coughing, the driver cursed: "Unlucky!"
　　 I covered my lips and kept coughing. I didn't have time to pay attention to him. Gu Tingchen knew my condition. He hurriedly opened the car door and asked me how I was. I opened my hand and found that there was blood in my palm.
I was stunned. Gu Tingchen looked worried and helped me get out of the car and got into his car. I got into his car and smiled and said, "Tingchen, I can never get his forgiveness anymore. Take me to the hospital. ."
　　 "Sheng Er..."
I burst into tears, the despair in my heart is so deep, I mumbled to myself: "Although I have no children, I am not qualified to be a mother after all, but I still want to live! I want to be by his side. , But why does God have to treat me so cruelly? I just want a healthy body."
　　 Hearing the words, Gu Tingchen couldn't say in tears: "I'm sorry, I caused you to be like this, and I took your health away!"
　　 Indeed, he gave me my uterine cancer!
　　 is that he keeps me on the verge of death!
　　 I hate him, I hate to kill him!
　　 But the one to blame is myself!
　　 I let him violate myself in the first place!
　　 My spirit is too fragile. I don’t even have the strength to talk to him. It seems that a touch of coldness has fallen on my lips. I stretched out my hand and touched it lightly, not knowing what it was!
　　 When I became conscious again, I was in the hospital four hours later. I was lying on the hospital bed and Gu Tingchen was by my side. He held my hand tightly for fear that I might disappear!
　　 I withdrew my hand from his palm, his eyes dimmed and said to me: "The doctor said your condition is getting worse."
　　 I closed my eyes and said, "I know."
Gu Tingchen was silent for a while, and said with a gentle tone: "Although drugs can restrain your illness, it is only restraint. You can no longer ruin your body, you can no longer get sick, you can no longer be injured, you must always pay attention to keep warm, and you must not be too emotional. low."
I gave a cold hum. Gu Tingchen didn’t care about my attitude, and continued:
The doctor gave a suggestion. He said that the best treatment for you now is to remove the uterus to prevent your illness from getting worse. I think the suggestion is good, at least it will let you ..."
　　 I interrupted him with a lost tone and asked, "Can it increase my chances of being alive? Cancer is always incurable, right?"
　　 Gu Tingchen was silent after hearing this, and I laughed at myself and said, "After I had an operation two years ago, Assistant Yin said that I was cured, but now my condition has relapsed. How can there be any real recovery?"
　　 Seeing my pain, Gu Tingchen bent down and took me into his arms. I was crying silently and my heart was so sad.
　　 I just want to live.
　　 But why is it so hard to live?
　　 I pushed Gu Tingchen away, "Let's go."
　　 He didn't force me to stay. He told me to take a good rest and then left the ward. I watched the infusion tube all night. The doctor came to the ward early in the morning and asked if my body was still in pain.
　　 I nodded and said, "It's kind of, it doesn't hurt much."
After drinking the medicine and undergoing an infusion, the pain on my body eased a lot. To the extent I can bear it, the doctor recorded my condition and hesitated for a long time before standing in front of my hospital bed. Then he said: "Patriarch, you have to have an operation, although it is removed ...But now is to control your condition..."
　　 He is afraid of me, so he speaks secretly.
　　 I was afraid of offending me.
　　 After a night of emotional precipitation, I am now very calm inside. I looked down and asked him, "Are there any side effects from surgery?"