Chapter 344: I don't want to marry you

Xi Zhan rarely confides in his thoughts, especially with such a low profile, I faintly feel distressed for him in my heart, but I still can't think about it. What I want is a clear attitude from him.
　　 wants an identity that can stand beside him!
　　 But this seems too embarrassing for him.
　　 because his biological mother is threatening him with life!
　　 I suddenly fell into a very helpless situation!
　　 I broke free of Xi Zhan's arms abruptly!
　　 He knew that the resistance in my heart did not restrain me too much.
I withdrew from his arms and returned to the room to sit on the side of the bed. The veil on my body was very short and thin. The posture of sitting on the side of the bed exposed my long white and straight legs to Xi Zhan’s eyes. .
　　 The man may be charmed. He came over and squatted beside me. I looked down at him, his palms slowly held my knees, and asked softly: "The baby is still angry?"
　　Does this sentence mean that I should forgive him after he explained it?
　　 I retracted my gaze and ignored him with a cold face. Xi Zhan got up and took me into his arms. I was sitting and he was standing. My head was just on the hot spot below him.
　　 My face suddenly got hot! !
Xi Zhan's palm rubbed my cheek lightly, his movements were particularly gentle and lingering. He said in a low voice, "Baby, it was my fault that I didn't tell you the whole thing that night; I didn't have the first time to admit it to my memory. It's my fault; I apologize, how can you forgive me?"
　　 How can I be so cruel that Xi Zhan has repeatedly apologized? !
　　 I pursed my lips, and said sadly: "I didn't want to be angry with you."
　　 I just feel helpless in his world.
　　 I have never been able to be his real wife.
　　 Yi Zheng called my second wife, but he always treated me as an outsider.
　　 He then asked: "So forgive me?"
When I didn’t say good or bad, Xi Zhan suddenly bent down and kissed my lips. His movements were gentle and gradually warm. I didn’t have the opportunity to refuse. I was caught in his breath and didn’t react. The dress has been scattered on the bed, and he stared at me with scorching eyes.
　　 I panted and shouted, "Xi Zhan."
　　 didn't call his second brother because he still had grievances in his heart.
　　 is the bottom of my heart still can't figure it out.
　　 But the bottom of my heart can't push him away!
　　 I always do this to the man I love!
　　 Soft-hearted, unable to be completely indifferent.
　　 Xi Zhan squatted down and reached out and touched my cheek. I stared at him silently, and did not stop him, letting his eyes look at my body, "Yoona, can we get married?"
　　 Xi Zhan suddenly mentioned marriage...
　　 I hesitated and asked: "Then your mother?"
　　 He pursed his thin lips slightly, "She can't make a decision for me."
　　 I raised my hand and touched his cheek, and couldn't help sighing, "But she is your mother after all, you can't bet on her life! Xi Zhan, you have lost a mother because of this."
　　 Xi Zhan opened his lips to say something but was silent after all.
　　 Seeing him hesitating, I asked: "What's the matter?"
"I thought in my heart that we would go to Ireland to obtain the certificate and would not disclose this to her, but I will not be able to give you an upright wedding or even an upright identity. The only one who knows about it It's Yuan You Heming and Yi Zheng and the others." After a pause, Xi Zhan turned his head slightly and kissed the palm of my hand, and said in a bitter tone: "I never thought of giving you any grievances, never thought of mine. What kind of grievance a woman will get. Sheng'er, she is a stubborn mother. Her life is on your father. Now your father has no hope of leaving her. Life and death are only a matter of seconds. She can always Leaving this world wherever you want, it happened to be her last card to deal with me. No matter how I don’t like her, no matter how much I hate her threat, it’s undeniable that she is the mother who gave birth to me and is connected to me. I can never treat each other indifferently, but here, I really never thought of giving you the slightest grievance."
　　 Xi Zhan has never said this to me heartily! !
　　 I can understand, I can understand exceptionally!
　　 I also hate Xi Zhan's mother so threatening her son!
　　 But what can we do?
　　 There is love on one side, and affection on the other side!
　　 This is like a balance that cannot be tilted at all!
I pressed my lips tightly with red eyes and did not speak. Xi Zhan’s thin cold lips kept rubbing my palms and the voice said softly,
Yoona, can you marry me? Be my Xi Zhan’s wife and my child. Mother, I will give you a fair and upright wedding in the future, but I will wrong you for a while."
　　 After a pause, he asked, "Well?"
　　 how good? !
　　 Suddenly I am not so willing!
　　 After all, there is no wall for ventilation.
　　 His mother will know sooner or later!
　　 No one can guess the ending.
　　 suddenly fell into a dilemma.
　　 Xi Zhan and I have never been able to be real couples.
　　 I can’t tell him what Yi Zheng said!
　　 I was still silent. Xi Zhan looked a little cold when he saw that I was silent. He asked me softly, "Why doesn't the baby speak?"
　　 I closed my mouth tightly, the tears in my eyes kept holding back, seeing Xi Zhan's eyes full of pity, "What's wrong?"
　　 His voice is very soft, very soft.
　　 seems to be afraid of something!
　　 I still didn't speak, Xi Zhan held me tightly in his arms, and I suddenly said, "I don't want to marry you."
　　 I know Xi Zhan too well. He will be scrupulous about his mother's threats, but he is a man who speaks and does things very hard. He says he gets married when he gets married, but what if he is found out later?
　　 Xi Zhan is never afraid of anyone leaving by his side, let alone He Lao, because in his eyes I am everything to him!
　　 And I am afraid of him like this!
　　 Although I hate his mother, I don't want her to leave Xi Zhan's side. After all, Xi Zhan had expected her!
Blood is thicker than water. If she really leaves this world, Xi Zhan will not blame me, although he will still live with me, but he will definitely be sad, just like his first mother, he said The person who treated him best was the one who died!
　　 I don’t want him to be sad in the future!
　　 I don’t want him to be embarrassed between me and his mother!
　　 I don’t want him to lose another mother.
　　 Xi Zhan asked startledly: "Why?"
　　 Why? !
　　 What reason do I think of rejecting him?
I got up from his arms and stood at the door with my back facing him and said calmly: "You said, I am a divorced woman that is not worthy of your liking! Xi Zhan, I am afraid of marriage, the three years I used to Life is better than death. I am particularly afraid of marriage now. I am afraid that I will get depression after I get married. I am even more afraid that your mother will die because of me. Although I am not as kind as I imagined, I don’t want a living life. Disappeared in this world because of me!"
　　 "So, did you reject me because of my mother?"