Chapter 365: I was never my father

This letter is extremely short--
　　"This is the twelfth year of loving you and the third year of marrying you. I am very lucky that you can be my wife. I am very lucky that I can be your husband, but I will not love you forever!
　　 Zooey, my memory is getting worse and worse. The doctor said that I will forget the people around me soon, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, or even after I leave this secret room later.
　　 I am really afraid, I am afraid I will forget you.
　　 I thought I could escape,
　　 What a pity...
　　 I still can't escape my fate.
　　 Zooey, after forgetting you, I may not think of you again, even everyone in the family, but I can’t let anyone know about this, including you! Because I am the Patriarch of the Xi family, my mission and responsibilities do not allow me to be vulnerable.
　　 Sorry, Zoe.
　　 I will meet you again.
　　 Believe me, I will never let you down in this life. "
I opened the other envelopes. They all wrote Ganshuang, but the time of the first one was the last one. In the third year of marrying Ganshuang, that means my father had not entered for more than 30 years. This secret room is more than the twenty-seven years that Xi Wei said!
Jing Yi suddenly realized: "It’s no wonder that when I was sorting out the relics for the old Patriarch, I saw a thick diary by his pillow. The name on it was Lao Nian, and it should be Lao Patriarch and Lao Nian. It's the little bit between the owner and mother, but the diary was later brought to Finland by Mr. Xi."
　　 In these letters, he wrote about his past with Gan Shuang!
　　 Everything is fine and everything I did today is clear. It took me time to find the answer in the last letter.
"I suffer from amnesia, intermittent amnesia, sometimes I remember the past, sometimes I don't remember, I have been doing rehabilitation for these years, but the doctor said that my condition is getting worse. One day in the future, I may not I will remember Zoe again!"
　　My father suffers from amnesia.
　　 But no one knows this secret.
　　 Including Xi Wei beside him.
　　 He concealed this all his life.
　　 Because he is the head of the Xi family.
　　 He can't show any weakness.
　　 So he wrote the past in his diary!
　　 That’s why he remembered that he loved my mother!
　　 So he never leaves this room!
　　 So he married many aunts and wives after forgetting Gan Shuang!
　　 later met my mother in Wucheng!
　　 But my mother is luckier than Ganshuang.
　　Because my father remembered everything he had with her, but perhaps forgot the secret room password, he buried her together!
　　 And my mother...
　　 The book named Laonian has been by his side!
　　 Actually, it was my father's treachery first!
　　 I asked with a trembling voice, "Is there only one book?"
　　 Jing Yi asked in surprise: "What does Patriarch mean?"
　　 "He should have written everything in his diary, otherwise, how could he survive until now? Moreover, it is really not easy to hold the Xi family for so many years with the memory on paper!!"
　　 "Yes, there are several books that were taken away by Mr. Xi! The mistress refused to keep Mr. Xi, all in Finland!"
　　 Jing Yi suddenly reminded me: "Patriarch, there is a CD!"
　　 "Can it be played?" I asked.
　　 Jing Yi quickly left, and soon he hugged a machine that could play CDs. He said that there was no picture, only sound!
　　 Jing Yi played, and Gan Shuang's voice came first, "Brother Shen Nian, I learned Huangmei Opera at home, how about I sing for you?"
　　 At this time, Ganshuang's voice is very young.
　　 with a touch of naughty.
　　 A calm male voice returned to her, "Yes."
　　 Gan Shuang sang babbledly, not very good, she happily asked him, "Brother Shen Nian, can I sing well?"
　　 As if wanting some praise.
　　 The male voice answered her indifferently, "Hmm."
　　 Gan Shuang Tucao, "Big Brother Shen Nian is really indifferent."
　　 the male voice replied indulgingly, "Nonsense, you have always been clear, I just don't know how to talk sweetly, but I have never been indifferent to you."
　　 Gan Shuang smiled and said, "Then I know that Brother Shen Nian will marry me."
　　 "Well, you are the wife I will be married to by Ming Media in the future."
　　 "Will Shen Nian's brother marry many aunts and wives like your father? If you marry them, I won't marry you!"
The male voice smiled softly, "No, I was never my father, I know what I want, and you will be my life! Zoe, we have known each other for many years, childhood sweetheart, you have been chasing me enthusiastically for so many years , How am I willing to make you sad?"
　　 He did make her sad for a lifetime!
　　 made her paranoid for a lifetime!
　　 Treated her indifferently for a lifetime!
　　 And my father eventually became his father!
　　 Then there was another babbling scene.
At the end of the end, I heard Gan Shuang smile softly, "I don't want to lose you, and hope you won't lose me in this life, otherwise I will never forgive you! I don't care, Brother Shen Nian, how many green hats you will wear to me anyway I will give it back to you twice, and I will do what I say!"
　　 Ganshuang did it!
　　 Hang out with all the bodyguards beside you!
　　 also gave birth to Xi Zhan.
　　 I hurriedly left the secret room to the hall, Xi Zhan saw my face full of horror, his expression was slightly condensed: "What happened?"
The coffin hadn't closed yet. I saw her pale and bloodless face from above, and her youthful appearance appeared in her mind. She was singing Huangmei Opera to the beloved man on the stage. She was naive at that time. , My heart is full of happiness!
　　 Seeing that I have been looking at Gan Shuang, Xi Zhan got up and took me into his arms. I asked her with red eyes, "Xi Zhan, what kind of woman is she?"
　　 Xi Zhan could not answer this question clearly.
　　 I asked in another way: "How did your father treat her?"
　　 Xi Zhan thought for a while and wanted to answer: "Always treat each other coldly."
　　 The man Ganshuang loved, in fact, has always loved her, but the memory is not very good, and he fell in love with someone halfway through!
　　 She blamed the man for a lifetime for not giving him an explanation until she died, so I hurriedly turned around and left to find Xi Nuo to reply to the letter!
　　 I read the back of the letter carefully. They are all the bits and pieces of Gan Shuang and my father's years. The one she shouted most was Brother Shen Nian, who was attached to him as she did when she was a child.
　　 Ganshuang hated her for a lifetime.
　　 also loved all my life.
　　 But in the end, she didn't even think about why her husband, the man who treated herself so well, suddenly said that she changed!
　　 At the end of the letter she wrote--
"My brother Shen Nian is the most ruthless but gentle and affectionate man in the world. He can pick me the Gesang flower from the distant and dangerous Qinghai and Tibet, and he can marry me regardless of his father's objection. Even when encountering danger, he always protects me in his arms for the first time, facing my soft place to the enemy, and gently comforting me when I am injured, saying that it's okay!
　　 He was always so gentle!
　　 He once loved me more than anything else.
　　 But why did you suddenly stop loving?
　　 I still can’t figure out this question, even on the day he died, I wanted to ask him for an answer, but he didn’t give me that answer. He just accused me of betraying the identity of the mistress Xi!
　　 accused me of betraying him!
　　 His accusation is deeply rooted!
　　 But it was him who betrayed me first!
　　 He betrayed our love.
　　 It was he who made me feel painful in this life!
　　 If he said from the beginning that this love has a time limit; if he had told me from the beginning that he would quit in the future; if he had never treated me so tenderly, I would never marry him!
　　 He lied to me!
　　 It was him who ruined me.
　　 Brother Shen Nian,
　　 You are such a bad guy! "