Chapter 484: Forgetting is happier than remembering

"Remember the bell, remember me."
People who study psychology are really terrifying. He guessed it without showing me anything. I don’t seem to have any secrets or hidden emotions in front of him. I am a transparent person in front of him. Is very clear.
I asked unnecessarily: "You all know?"
"Well, Miss will not lie. You looked at my wrist subconsciously when you were in the elevator. I guessed it at that time. I originally wanted to talk to you at the time, thinking that I promised you would never disturb you anymore. Give it up, but now it’s fate. I didn’t know you were here. I was lucky enough to catch up with your performance. You are beautiful and the piano sounds sweet. I really like it."
After a pause, he said: "Miss should know what I think of you. I really like Miss. Fourteen years of time."
I was a little confused and said: "I am married, and besides, I don't like you. I don't want you to disturb my life."
My words seem to be too direct!
But I don't know him well, there is no need to hide it.
But after all, I have a crush on me for fourteen years. I seem to be too unfeeling like this. I thought about saving it and said: "If I am not married and I am single, I might consider you, but now I am married, I have two Son, I love my husband, so I’m sorry, Mo Yuanlian, thank you for your liking for me."
He smiled slightly and said: "I know that the relationship between Miss and Xi Zhan is very stable. I have never thought of disturbing Miss's happiness, but I still want to talk about this, Miss, thank you for giving me 14 years ago. It’s a little bit warm, I wouldn’t be able to hold on without you, because I was..."
The sound of bells kept ringing in my ears, and I heard Mo Yuanlian’s gentle voice saying,
I was about to commit suicide that day, because living in this world is too difficult. I never thought about the pain of wanting to live. It’s more painful than death... But I was lucky to meet the young lady. The young lady asked me why I was covered with scars. The young lady felt sorry for me. The young lady was afraid that I held my hand and kept blowing air. The young lady gave me a bell. The lady said this It's your amulet. The lady said that I will not get hurt again if I wear it. The lady also said, "Brother Yunlian, there is light in your eyes. I like it very much. I hope you can always shine with me. "The other lady said that she must live, no matter how difficult it is, the lady said too much, but I remembered them one by one."
Mo Yuanlian smiled, but there were tears in his eyes. They all said that the man had tears and didn't flick it lightly. What's more, Mo Yuanlian was a forbearing and depressing man. I really couldn't imagine how painful and barren he was. I feel sad from the bottom of my heart!
He stretched out his palm to touch my cheek, but he didn't know why he was in the air, and he seemed to be afraid of something. I blinked and heard him say softly: "I am very afraid of profaning the lady, so I never dared to approach you. I'm afraid to touch you. Miss, this seems to be the first time I confided to you, I never thought to tell you, but I still hope that in my heart, I still want you to know, sorry, I disturbed you again ."
"Mo Yuanlian, sorry."
I cannot respond to his feelings.
"Miss, forgetting is happier than remembering."
I am puzzled: "What do you mean by this?"
"Miss, thank you for listening."
The sound of the bell has not disappeared, and Jing Yan's voice suddenly came from his ear, "Patriarch, how did you lose your soul?"
I reacted fiercely, there was Mo Yuanlian's figure in front of me, and the words in my mind seemed to fade away!
There was a moment of confusion in my mind, as if I had forgotten something, I opened my mouth and asked Jing Yi, "Who is Mo Yuanlian?"
"Assistant Jiang said it was Yunyi."
"Who is Yunyi?" I asked.
Jing Yi shook in front of my eyes, and I thought hard for a long time before saying, "I remember, he is Xi Zhan's enemy."
"Yes, he has always been an enemy."
I was confused in my mind. I only remember that Mo Yuanlian was Xi Zhan’s enemy. I only remember the things he used to. I can’t remember exactly what it was. It seemed that I remembered being taken away by others. What fragments did people take away!
But the sadness in my heart is so clear, it seems that someone has been calling my lady, accompanied by a shallow bell.
I sadly ordered: "Jing Yan, I seem to have forgotten something important. Please help me find out who I saw just now."
"Yes, Patriarch."
I went back to the villa in a daze. At that time, Xi Zhan had already arrived home. Seeing me in a daze, he asked me clearly, "Yona, what happened?"
I shook my head and said, "I don't know. I feel that Mo Yuanlian is very familiar, but very strange."
Xi Zhan frowned, "Huh?"
"I seem to have forgotten something."
Hearing this, Xi Zhan concentrated, "He is willing."
I asked in confusion: "What?"
Xi Zhan raised his palm and rubbed my head gently coaxing, "Someone doesn't want you to remember, but I really think about you."
I asked in doubt: "Who?"
"Yoona, I seem to feel a crisis."
I still wondered: "What crisis?"
"I am not afraid of his strong challenge, I am afraid that he is selfless."