Chapter 561: Xi Zhan

I heard the conversation between them, but I suddenly remembered what Ji Nuan said. She said that Gu Tingchen had a good brother who was assassinated very early, and I remembered what the flower shop owner said last night. Does it mean the same person? !
"Azan, you are stubborn again."
"Tingchen, I can go back to Wucheng, but he must take me home personally, otherwise I won't... don't persuade me."
It's not ethical to keep eavesdropping on other people's conversations here. I was about to leave here, but Gu Tingchen suddenly turned around.
He saw me startled, "Sheng'er, why are you here?"
I explained: "I bought a rose."
Wen Yan, the owner of the flower shop said to Gu Tingchen: "Tingchen, this lady is asking for the flowers. You can give her the flower in the shop."
Gu Tingchen nodded, and then said, "Yes."
He opened his legs and entered the flower shop, then took a rose and gave it to me. I want to give him money, but he doesn't charge it!
Instead of arguing with him for the twenty-three yuan, I said politely, "Thank you, I'm leaving."
Gu Tingchen called to me, "I will send you off."
I quickly said: "No need..."
"Sheng'er, just give it to you."
I:"……"
After a few steps, he left the flower shop. When she could not hear us, he said, "Her fiance is my younger brother, but my brother... passed away a long time ago."
Yes, died for many years.
Yu Luoluo also said that Gu Tingchen knew who the murderer was.
But Gu Tingchen never took revenge.
This can only illustrate two points.
Either the relationship between the enemy and him is not trivial.
Either that enemy is too strong.
Can someone more powerful than Gu Tingchen?
As far as I know, there are few.
I didn’t have much interest in this matter, but just said to him:
I bought a rose here last night. She had a few words with me at the time. I was still curious at the time. She was just a stranger but she told me about her."
"She is usually too lonely," he said.
"Well, she said so herself."
Gu Tingchen explained, "She lives in City A alone and is blind again. She is usually too lonely! So she can only talk about these things with people who buy flowers, otherwise she is afraid that she will forget these things over time. After all, she is a poor man."
"Well, it's pitiful," I said.
"Sheng'er bought flowers for Xi Zhan?"
A man is smart, he can guess it.
"Well, that's it."
The man was silent suddenly, and he followed me for another ten meters before he said leisurely: "If you didn't...the owner of this flower is me."
His eyes have been on this rose.
I clenched the flower and said: "No if, but if we are really still together, I might not do such a romantic thing, because the way I get along with you has never been a relaxed moment. When I faced you back then, I only cautiously pleased. ."
I just thought about these things before going out.
Gu Tingchen was silent again. I raised my hand to stop the car, and his low voice came, "If there were no Xi Zhan, would you be with me again? Shenger, I have never been willing to let you go, but I don’t want you. In embarrassment, my heart is always tortured, and I don’t know how to save myself."
I lowered my arm to look at Gu Tingchen's expression.
Men are sad, even sad and angry.
He regretted missing it, regretted that year.
But what happened back then is the past.
Since it is the past person, look forward! !
I thought about it for a long time, and said deliberately: "Gu Tingchen, I sometimes think about this question, and I think about what it would be like if I keep walking with you. I think it should be happy too, but it is just another kind of happiness. Dare to be sure that I am not as happy as I am now... Maybe I am too happy now, so I only think that the happiness now is what I want the most!!"
The man said with difficulty, "Sheng'er is happy."
I called him hesitantly, "Gu Tingchen."
"I'm here," he said.
"I used to think that my love belongs to this one person in my whole life, but this is my own good will after all. People still have to face the reality. I can't do this in my life. It’s not that I don’t want to be the only one, but There is nothing I can do! Because the trajectory of life changes over time, there are so many things in the world, there are too many things in the future, and the most important thing is to grasp the present, such as you, Ye Ge is now your fiancee."
Gu Tingchen should grasp Ye Ge right now.
"Then will you be separated from Xi Zhan in the future?"
I shook my head and said, "Absolutely not."
"Then why are you so sure about this?"
Why am I so sure of this?
Because of experience.
The experience of Gu Tingchen and I and the experience of Xi Zhan are completely different. Gu Tingchen and I were together without love. After three years of tempering, I didn’t get anything. But Xi Zhan and I let them Each other went to each other.
"When I was with you, I had a one-way crush. I can't always be sure of your mind. You have made me insecure, and I can't even be sure of your love! I always wonder if you love me or not. I always think about this question, I think I lost myself! But when I was with Xi Zhan, we loved each other, no matter what happened, I determined that he loved me, and I believed him wholeheartedly, no matter what happened. I believe that this man is my life, so you ask me why I am sure that I will not be separated from Xi Zhan in the future and I can give you the answer."
My expression was firm, and what I said was so firm. Gu Tingchen took a step back and asked, "What's the answer?!"
"Even if I and him will be separated in the future, my heart is already very determined. No matter how much turbulence and gentleness there is outside, I will only recognize him for the rest of my life, even if I am destined to be alone."
...
When I returned to the apartment, it was almost noon. Xi Zhan saw me coming back so late and asked caringly: "Did something happen on the road?"
"Well, I met Gu Tingchen."
I didn't hide the slightest.
The man uttered a cry and didn't ask any more.
I said frankly: "I met him by chance and talked a few words with him. It was nothing more than talking about me and you. He asked me why I believe you so. Guess how I answered?"
The man echoed: "I can't guess."
I used to squat by his side and put my arms around him, and said softly: "I said I love you, I said that we have been together for two years, and we have gone through too many things. Nothing can separate us, even though I'm sure you will separate us!"
Xi Zhan raised his lips gently, and I put my cheek into his palm and said softly: "I love you, even if you suddenly disappeared from my life that day, I will guard for you."
"Silly girl, talking nonsense again."
The man asked gently and gently: "How can I disappear from your life?"