Chapter 612: His self-inspiration

The empty and unpolluted grassland is beautiful at night, with dense stars that you can never see in the city, and the moonlight is extremely white. The whole picture looks like the scenery in anime.
I walked with Xi Zhan for a day, and my body was tired long ago. When people are tired, they tend to get cold. I can't stop shaking in Xi Zhan's arms, while Xi Zhan clings to my body silently.
His big palm is still rubbing my cheek.
He said very late, "Would you like to eat something?"
I shook my head, "I'm not hungry."
Xi Zhan took the bread on the side and opened it and tore a piece of it to my mouth. I looked at his eyes and remembered the scene of him just eating raw fish, but I couldn't open my mouth, "I'm really not hungry."
Xi Zhan coaxed me and said, "Be good, listen to me."
I pursed my lips, then opened my mouth.
He will always worry if I don't eat food.
And I need to eat food to maintain the function of the body.
It's just that the bottom of my heart is really too uncomfortable.
I ate half a loaf of bread with difficulty, and Xi Zhan took out the biscuits from the bag and fed me two biscuits before asking, "Do you want more?"
I shook my head and said, "Enough."
There are a lot of snacks in the bag, but only enough for two adults to last two days, so I don’t want to touch it when I’m not hungry.
Xi Zhan opened another corn sausage to feed me.
I was speechless and asked: "Then why are you asking me if I am enough?"
"It's okay to eat more for fear of lying."
My eyes were flushed instantly, "I won't lie to you."
The man raised his eyebrows, "How often do you lie to me?"
I smiled awkwardly, "It's all harmless."
Xi Zhan didn't answer me, but stared at the corn intestines that I had eaten. I took the bag and found a bottle of milk. I opened it and drank two sips, then pretended to be unable to finish the drink and passed it to his lips. I can't finish drinking, second brother, help me drink half a bottle."
Xi Zhan looked at me inquisitively.
"Why stare at me?"
He was silent, but opened his mouth obediently.
Xi Zhan only drank a third, he put the rest aside, and then he reached out and took off my black high boots.
What I regretted last night was that I wore these boots to go out. Although they can prevent snow from entering the boots, these boots are extremely warm, and the socks I wear are particularly thin.
Xi Zhan stared at my feet and said, "Blisters have formed."
"After walking for a day, blisters are for sure."
The man made a low voice, then put me on the ground, and put my feet on his legs.
I asked anxiously: "Are you going to help me squeeze the blisters?"
Xi Zhan comforted me clearly, "It won't hurt too much."
I covered my eyes and said, "Then you quickly."
A few seconds later, Xi Zhan said, "It's okay."
I put down my hand covering my eyes, "No feeling."
I looked at my feet, "You didn't squeeze."
He put on my boots for me.
"Well, I'll do it tomorrow morning."
Xi Zhan put me in his arms again, and I put my hand into his black coat and hugged his waist and asked him curiously, "Xi Zhan, who is going to deal with you? Do you know that pilot?"
The man’s chin touched my head slightly and said,
Yes, he is one of the pilots fixed on my side. His life experience is innocent, and he is under the control of Assistant Yin. It is because of this that I temporarily cannot think of him as Which side of the people, after all, I have so many enemies, I can’t know them all. I have to wait until I leave here to investigate, and then I will give you an explanation.

I shook my head and said, "It doesn't matter if I want to explain it or not. I am mainly worried about your safety. There are so many people around you. You can't be warned by everyone, but because of this, you face many unknown dangers! Today is just One of your many dangers, but this alone makes me terrified."
Danger is commonplace for Xi Zhan.
But the pain left on him was real.
I remembered his mottled scars again.
A few others were just injured.
Thinking of this, I quickly got up from his arms and sat next to him. He looked at me with a pensive gaze. I held his arms and put my head on his shoulders. I gently explained: "You are tired today too, I I can’t let you always hold me, good night."
I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. After twenty minutes, I opened my eyes carefully, and Xi Zhan fell asleep in a sitting position, without even leaning against the rock behind.
He has an injury on his back, and Leaning is very painful.
But sitting and sleeping like this is also very uncomfortable.
I sighed secretly in my heart, and then stretched out my hand to put him in my arms, with his head resting on my chest, he would definitely wake up according to the usual vigilance, but now his face is pale and he is snuggling quietly and well. In my arms.
The man sleeps very quietly and his breathing is shallow. Looking at his handsome and pale face, I can't help but reach out and wipe the tears from the corner of my eyes and whispered, "Good night, Xi Zhan."
I cry because I feel sorry for him.
The night was extremely cold, and it took me a long time to force myself to fall asleep. In the middle of the night, I felt a movement in my arms. I wanted to open my eyes but my will was weak. I simply continued to sleep with my eyes closed. During the two or three minutes I fell asleep, I felt me. Someone took off his shoes.
Then the pain hit the upper cranial nerves.
I subconsciously whispered, "Ah..."
A gentle voice soothed: "Good, bear it."
Is it a dream? !
Like a dream but not a dream.
The next moment I was held in my arms, perhaps because I was too tired to open my eyes, I just rolled over in his arms and fell asleep, waking up early the next morning.
Without Xi Zhan on my side, I got up and found that my feet were no longer painful. I took off my shoes and saw that the blisters were gone!
I remembered what happened last night and whispered, "So it's not a dream."
I got up again to look for Xi Zhan nearby, and I found Xi Zhan at that place last night, his eyes were looking into the distance.
The distance is an endless grassland.
And under his feet are fish bones and five internal organs.
Did he eat raw fish again?
I shouted, "Xi Zhan."
Xi Zhan kicked subconsciously, and the fish bones under his feet plunged into the river, and then stepped forward to my side.
I hungry and asked, "Are you hungry?"
"Not hungry, we will leave when you have something to eat."
I pretended not to ask: "What do you eat?"
"There is no shortage of fish around here," he said.
"We have no fire, did you eat raw fish?"
Xi Zhan rubbed my head, "I have fire."
Xi Zhan did not directly deny and turned the topic away.
He took the lighter from his pocket and gave it to me.
I took the question: "Then why didn't you light the fire last night?"
"This is a grassland. There are no dead branches and fire nearby."
I concealed the deep pain in my heart, "Well, I will keep it for you, maybe we will be able to get to a warm place after another day of walking."
We returned to the rock. Xi Zhan stared at me after eating the milk and bread left over last night before willing to take me on the road.
There are many rivers nearby, but they are all shallow waters. We usually take detours. Where I really can’t go around, Xi Zhan wants to cross the river with me on his back. I would refuse to take care of his injuries.
But this man never cared about my rejection.
I pressed his wound and was backed by him again and again. It was not until the afternoon that I bypassed all the rivers. On the road, we both drank drinks, and the bottles were filled with water and put in the bags.
In the afternoon we arrived closer to where people live, because I found a few small trees, and the temperature is getting warmer, at least the temperature at night is not as cold as before.
Xi Zhan found a rock and arranged for me to rest and then left me. I knew he was looking for wounds and food.
But there is no river nearby.
What is Xi Zhan eating tonight?
I followed him quietly and found that instead of looking for food, he was sitting on the grass and looking messy into the distance. He seemed to be suppressing something with his head on his palm.
I hid in a tree and heard him say to myself: "Hold on to Xi Zhan and walk another day according to the geographical environment. I will definitely meet people. I must take her away."
He is warning himself.
It is also encouraging myself.
The grief in my heart surged, and I stayed strong for two days because of Xi Zhan’s words and tears burst into tears. I seemed to cry a lot during these two days. I was crying not because of what I had suffered, but because of That strong and forbearing man! !
He never exposes his pain to me.
Nor will I expose my vulnerability to me.
Because he knows that if he shakes me, I will be afraid.
I hid behind the tree and cried. The more he bears the pain in my heart, in fact, I hope he will be vulnerable.
The man said to himself again, "You gave up, what should she do?"