Chapter 626: Always ecstatic

I promised Chris to let Kun go, but under this premise, I will follow Xi Zhan’s opinion and will not act blindly to avoid any bad results. It is because Xi Zhan is more thorough than me and will follow his opinions. Let me have no pressure.
Xi Zhan might have deliberately listened to my opinion when I took the initiative to ask about it. He asked indifferently, "What does Yoona think?"
I lowered my head and rubbed the tip of his nose lovingly with the tip of his nose, and smiled and asked, "Have Kun bullied you?"
Xi Zhan shook his head and said, "He is a silent child. Except for bandaging me, he has always been playing the cello by the lake outside the wooden house. At night, he only slept in the corridor at the door of the wooden house. There has not been a moment of communication."
I was shocked and asked: "He has never spoken to the second brother?"
The man said lightly: "Yes."
I was shocked and said: "You are not curious to ask him where this is? It's hard to believe that you have never spoken for a few days together! But it is understandable according to the second brother's personality."
Xi Zhan: "..."
Xi Zhan responded with silence for the first time since the meeting.
I was used to his taciturn state, and naturally went on and said: "I promised Chris to let Kun go."
Xi Zhan said generously: "Then let him go."
"Chris told me that even if it wasn't Kun, it would be someone else. At least Kun could forgive you if he let you go."
"Yes, Assistant Yin explained to me."
I was worried and asked him, "Who is going to harm you?"
Perhaps it is because I am reluctant to expose me to the dark side, Xi Zhan explained in a few words: "There are countless enemies against me. This time is similar to the dangers I have encountered in the past. Yoona does not need to care too much. Assistant Yin has already destroyed. After that organization, you naturally don’t have to worry too much."
Xi Zhan said it was an understatement.
But the experience a few days ago almost killed us!
Especially his life!
And his eyes are still uncomfortable.
I suddenly understood that Xi Zhan will have to experience a lot of dangers in the long life of the future. It may be even more dangerous than the ones encountered now. Most of them will be resisted by himself without I know. That all the perils! !
Thinking of this is even more congested.
But there is no good solution.
Because in this world, in this position of Xi Zhan, this is what he must experience, and he must not give up his current position, otherwise he will be swallowed up like Mo Yuanlian once, and it will be like two years. He was hammered and hunted down by the major forces as before, so he must hold his position!
Hold this position to hold the family.
In order to hold the me he wants to hold.
But holding this position naturally cannot avoid danger.
This is like an endless loop! ! !
Even though Xi Zhan is so prosperous and powerful, he is even more indifferent, but he does not have a comfortable life.
He was destined to run around and be dangerous in his life.
Thinking of this, I feel more distressed for him.
I also remembered my life before I met Xi Zhan. It was indeed too much of Miss Qianjin's style. The most unsatisfactory thing every day was being ignored by a man, Gu Tingchen, and being provoked by a mistress!
Now it doesn't matter if I think about it.
At least it doesn't matter in the face of danger, life and death!
I also suddenly understood why Xi Zhan pampered me everywhere, because he is a man who has been in danger all year round. He has gone through too many vicissitudes and his heart is very mature. Such a mature man knows to cherish and he will not be emotional And he will not have any doubts and misunderstandings about his own woman and the people around him, even if Assistant Yin stays by his side, he will let him go!
After all, Assistant Yin was once Mo Yuanlian's person.
And Mo Yuanlian was once a god!
I suddenly remembered what he said to me when we were first together, "Our life is too short, and the life we ​​want to go with you is even more short, at least when I was close to the first thirty years. You have never appeared in your life, Yoona, remember that negative emotions such as misunderstandings, pain, concealment, etc. will only cause the two of us to drift apart."
He also said: "No matter whether my emotions are good or sad in the future, I will not push you away from me unless... there are many compelling things in the world, which are not hindrances to me. I have this ability. Solve it with power, but your mind is within the uncontrollable range, I...cannot drive it."
At that time, Xi Zhan looked very transparent.
He also knew that the problem between me and him was in my heart, so he often taught me how to love someone during that time.
Even if I think I know how to love someone.
But there is a gap between this lover of mine and the lover in Xi Zhan's eyes. The lover in my eyes is to treat each other well, even if it is impossibility, even if it is broken!
But in the end, only myself was moved! !
This kind of love is cheap!
It's not equal in love!
The lover in Xi Zhan's eyes is to cherish, to respect and love each other, to get along with each other fairly, to be the only one who is sure of this life, to never give up, and to trust for no reason!
I have been with him for two years. His ideas have deeply affected me in subtle ways. I have also learned to act like a baby to a man, and I have learned to unreservedly show all the thoughts in my heart in front of the man. , I will never repress and wrong myself as deeply as before!
Although I am usually weak and need Xi Zhan's protection all the time, of course I can be strong when he needs me to be strong, but I am more of a little woman when he is there, because I enjoy his pampering and pampering Drown! !
After thinking about so many things, I sigh in my heart that Xi Zhan is probably the most transparent person in the world. Because of his transparency, he can make the most correct choice among many choices.
I can also understand his three views in communication.
His three views are extremely correct.
Sometimes what he talks about is obviously a great principle, but from his mouth, it seems that he is very clear about this issue.
It seems that he can always grasp the focus and help others.
The gentle voice of the man came, "What are you thinking about?"
I recovered and smiled: "I miss you."
He smiled softly and said softly: "Always in a trance."
I hugged his body and said: "I think about a lot of things between us, I always feel that I can meet you."
Xi Zhan's palm was rubbing my head, then he retracted his hand and rubbed my cheek again, rubbing repeatedly like an addiction. I suddenly opened my mouth and bit his fingers to suck, then Yuanyou pushed away. When he closed the door, he saw our move and quickly covered his eyes with his palms and left a gap: "I didn't see anything! I came here just to tell you that I'm going back to Finland, so I won't disturb my second brother and Yoona. Reunited!"
Xi Zhan said with a thin and cool tone: "Go away."