Chapter 738: I really can't help you

It is difficult for me to answer his question, but I cannot escape it, because I never escape my emotional belonging.
I love Xi Zhan, everyone knows.
And I will not hide it from anyone.
"Yes, I love Xi Zhan. I have always loved Xi Zhan. He is my husband and the father of my child. I love him very much."
Even if this will annoy him, I still have to tell him my own mind, because I don't want to get along with him in an ambiguous relationship, and I want to handle the relationship with him correctly.
"Shi'er loves Xi Zhan."
He sighed suddenly, and said affectionately: "My love for Shi'er has always been deep, but I never thought I had to get you. I don't think I have the right to get you, but I can't be a love house. I want to destroy everything I like."
Yunyi is indeed like this.
Because his character determines his behavior.
That's how my little black dog died tragically!
"I miss Big Brother Yuanlian." I said.
I miss that gentle and elegant Mo Yuanlian.
But now Yunyi is also him.
Hearing this, Mo Yuanlian also stood up, "Let's go."
I asked him, "Where to go?"
"Wander around freely and separate later."
He will leave this town later.
I pursed my lips and asked, "Where are you going?"
"Go back to Country N to find someone."
Adrian or Xi Zhan? !
I tentatively asked: "What do you want him for?"
"Vengeance, let him fall into the dust."
I was relieved to hear that.
Because Mo Yuanlian's biggest enemy is not Xi Zhan.
I heard him mention Adrian before.
Mo Yuanlian left and walked in front of me. I followed him. He silently took me to the night market here. Mo Yuanlian found a stall and sat down and asked for a plate of pasta.
I asked him, "Have you not eaten in two days?"
He seems to have eaten nothing from yesterday to today!
"Shir, shall we not speak?"
He looked at me gently, with a smile on his face, unusually gentle, but what he said was very speechless.
Mo Yuanlian didn't want to speak, so I didn't bother him. I sat opposite him and ordered a bowl of fried rice. We ate the meal speechlessly. Mo Yuanlian asked me to give me money, but where did I bring money? As a last resort, Mo Yuanlian grabbed my wrist and ran away from the stall, and ran to Hua Wei who was guarding a few tens of meters away and said, "Go and check the bill with the boss."
Huawei went to checkout, Mo Yuanlian let go of my wrist and suddenly said to me: "Huawei said that the clouds in the evening are very beautiful."
I asked uncertainly: "You mean cloud?"
"Well, it's a pity that I didn't see the clouds in the evening."
"I woke up late too." I said.
I thought about it and asked him, "Why did you name Yunyi?"
Mo Yuanlian turned his eyes to look at me, and then he turned his head back, silently, as if he was thinking about something again.
After a long time, he said: "May there be enough clouds in your life to create a beautiful sunset. That's probably what I mean, I think it's a beautiful sunset."
His expression is sad, full of hesitation.
I subconsciously shouted, "Mo Yuanlian..."
He reminded me: "I am Yunyi."
Yes, he is Yunyi.
"Then Yunyi, how do you feel happy?"
He didn't answer me. Huawei came to our side at this time. Mo Yuanlian closed his eyes and said: "Whether it is Yunyi or Mo Yuanlian, they will be happy as long as you live happily."
"You just said you were not happy."
"But at least you are happy."
...
Mo Yuanlian left the town, I took a taxi back to the hotel and asked Yunwan to go downstairs to pay for the car. It was inconvenient for Yunwan to move around with injuries. Looking at him, I remembered the same injured Huawei and Mo Those people in Yuan Lian never blame Mo Yuan Lian, on the contrary, they are very obedient, understand and even love Mo Yuan Lian. They must understand Mo Yuan Lian's inner pain very well, so they can follow Mo Yuan Lian without any regrets! !
"Yunwan, can Mo Yuanlian's condition recover?"
"It should be. He is a person who can control and regulate himself, but the process is too painful and time-consuming."
"I told him my heart, and I said I want to be his family. This is the only warmth I can give him."
"Does Mrs. Xi consider herself the savior?"
I shook my head and said, "I just want to protect the people who treat me well. I just want to have a clear conscience."
I want to protect Mo Yuanlian.
Just like he used to protect me.
"Mrs. Xi’s mind is good. I hope Yunyi’s condition can be relieved, and I hope someone will give him warmth. But Mrs. Xi must know your identity. You are Xi Zhan’s wife. You must not let others take advantage of Yunyi. Embarrass your husband."
I was surprised and asked: "Why did you mention this suddenly?"
"The world is sinister and fearsome. It's not as beautiful as Mrs. Xi thought. I just remind you not to be caught by others. Although Xi Zhan believes in you, what should the outsiders do if they don't believe you? They will all say Mrs. Xi It doesn’t matter what the truth is when it’s true to that point! Because what they want to see is not the truth, but Xi Zhan, who is wearing a green hat and depressed, what they want to see is that powerful and beautiful How a man is played around by a woman! So Mrs. Xi has to pay attention to the situation when she is helping Yunyi, and don't let people take advantage of it in the end."
What Yunwan said is reasonable.
I really want to guard against being framed by someone with a heart.
And I still want to be honest with Xi Zhan.
I have to be honest with him no matter what happens.
"Well, I will pay attention to what you said."
I went back to my room and continued to sleep, perhaps because I was too tired, I fell asleep within a few minutes of lying in bed.
I woke up once in the middle of the night and opened my eyes to see a man sitting next to him, his arm resting on the bed cabinet, and my head resting on his thigh, he was resting with his eyes closed.
I hurriedly got up from the bed and put my arms around his neck.
He was awakened, took a second to hold my body and put me into his arms, and I yelled to Xi Zhan like crazy.
The man teased me: "Look at how happy you look."
"Xi Zhan, I miss you very much."
There was a shallow scar on Xi Zhan's face. I kissed his scar and asked him, "Why did you come to me suddenly?"
"Come and pick you up." He said.
"I didn't mean to wait for you to finish..."
Suddenly, Xi Zhan lowered his head to block what I wanted to say next. I wrapped his arms around his neck and responded enthusiastically to him. The breathing between us was entangled. I could clearly perceive the heat of his body. I remembered him before. What you said on the phone.
I want to hug you.
I want to linger with you.
I took the initiative to speak: "I want to linger with you."
Xi Zhan's body was slightly stiff, "Aren't you tired?"
"But I haven't seen you for a whole month, nor have I felt your breath. I want to feel you more deeply now."
Xi Zhan laughed, "Ha, really can't help you."