Chapter 742: Only loyal to Xi Zhan

"Yes, after all, the person I see these days is Yunyi and not Mo Yuanlian. I don't need to care about the same patient."
I calmed the man carefully and said, "I know that you pity me in your heart, and I don't know how to explain to you the relationship between me and Mo Yuanlian... I can understand him because he treats me well, Jiang Sincerely came to my side and solved a lot of things for me, and helped me find you the other day. I am not hard-hearted. For various reasons, I feel that I can understand him, but I don’t treat him in my heart. Half-parties between men and women, so I always feel that there is no need to explain to you, but I am afraid that you will be unhappy, so I am very honest with you. Anyway, second brother, you have to believe it. I only pretend you and two children in my heart. There is no need to be angry because of this."
Xi Zhan suddenly said, "You look down on me."
I subconsciously asked him, "What?"
"I am not angry about these things. I also know your thoughts and attitude towards him. I just never thought you were so generous. Even if he hurts you, you don't complain."
After a pause, Xi Zhan said: "Thinking of this, I know that you know him better than before. It is because of understanding that you can understand, and there will be a vague sense of crisis in my heart."
I asked in surprise: "What kind of crisis?"
The man sighed lowly: "I worry that one day in the future I will do some things that are not as perfect as you imagined, and then let you feel disappointed and finally push you to him."
How could Xi Zhan have such an idea? !
Such thinking is too unconfident in oneself! !
And it's as if Mo Yuanlian is my escape route!
But I have no retreat except Xi Zhan! !
My mind is so firm!
But how can I let Xi Zhan understand my thoughts?
I hurriedly stopped him, "Second brother, don't think so, no matter if you are not perfect, you are my husband. I will never love anyone except you in this life, and you are Xi Zhan."
It's Xi Zhan, who is strong and confident.
"is it?"
Xi Zhan rubbed my head and said, "I have always acted cautiously and correctly in this life, but people have been in this life for a long time. I hope I can stay with Yooner for the rest of my life. You and I will stay together in this life."
He suddenly revealed his mind...
Did something happen to him?
Does he really have a sense of crisis? !
I broke free from his arms and sat on him. Looking into his eyes, I said word by word: "I am yours in this life. If you don't want me... then I will die for you! Although this The words are naive, but Xi Zhan, I want to say, my life is given to me by you, the love I want is also given to me by you, and everything I want is given to me by you! There will be no one except you. If you love me and pamper me like you do, I will never love someone like you anymore! In fact, I know from the bottom of my heart... what I don’t want to say, but I think..."
Xi Zhan encouraged me: "What do you think?"
"I am the only one for you in this life, and I... I had a marriage before that. I married Gu Tingchen for three years, and I was obsessed with Gu Lanzhi. Although I confessed to their two brothers by mistake, it is undeniable that I had I wandered between them, and Fu Xi...he kissed me. Although he was in a situation where I was unprepared, he always kissed me. This matter also made a hot search on Weibo, you must be Clear! That means I was with three men before we met... These things were a long time ago, there was no need to explain, but I think I still have to explain, I know you can understand, and you don’t even need mine. Explain, but how do I feel? As if because of all the things before me, as if because of those people, you don’t seem to trust me too much, and don’t believe that I can go on with you unswervingly! Xi Zhan, although I am not the only one for you. Although I have been married before, I will only have you in my heart for the rest of my life. I seem incoherent..."
Because of mine...
Because those who used to Xi Zhan always worry about me.
Worried that I will leave one day in the future.
I don't know if he is not confident.
Still I did not give him enough sense of security!
Such a powerful man should not have such thoughts!
I feel uncomfortable when I think of this!
I hope he can understand my mood.
I want to accompany him throughout his life! !
Even without him...
Even if I am forced to separate from him in the future!
Or because of his accident...
I will never choose anyone.
The end of my life is Xi Zhan! !
I said in a crying tone: "I don't know how to let you know what I am thinking. I obviously love you so much, so sure of you, and regard you as my greatest support in this life!"
I used to believe that love is the only one person in my whole life, but I didn’t expect that fate would be joking with me and let me meet Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi. Since I can’t make this one person in my life, I will only be loyal for the rest of my life. he!
Only loyal to Xi Zhan! !
My eye circles were moist and said: "I love you, I hope you can understand that my heart is so firm and unswerving towards you, no one in this life can separate the two of us!"
Xi Zhan stretched out his fingers and wiped the corners of my eyes. He said in a gentle tone, "I just mentioned a few words casually, and didn't say that I didn't trust you, so I was about to cry like this?
I can't help myself because of his words!
I shed tears and said, "You don't believe me."
Xi Zhan smiled, with an uncommon frivolity on the corners of his lips, "I don't believe you, I just love you too much. How could your second brother ever think that his baby is so sensitive? I can explain a lot because of some suspicion in my heart, and I just want to express her sincere heart with me. This kind of you... You are really like a child who is not deeply involved in the world and only thinks about love. Of you..."
I pouted and asked, "What's wrong with me like this? Besides, I'm just afraid that you are unhappy. I don't want you to be uncomfortable at all!"
Xi Zhan sighed lightly, "You make me want to stop."
"Yoona, you care about me too much. You don't want me to be a little sad. You make me happy and feel wronged because you are too careful. Are you tired of living like this?"
I shook my head and said, "I like this. I have to make everything clear. This kind of marriage makes me feel at ease."
My three-year marriage with Gu Tingchen has been uneasy.
And Xi Zhan has always believed in each other.
It is difficult for me and him to have any conflicts and misunderstandings.
This state is what I want most! !
He took me in his arms, I looked at his beautiful and deep eyes from the bottom up, he suddenly dropped his head and kissed my lips, not the kind that went deep, but a kiss. Released, kissed again, and tempted again and again. This behavior was lustful, but the undercurrent surging in the depths of his eyes, I knew his mind, I clasped his waist to respond to him, and then went with him. Fell on the bed together...