Chapter 815: Nonsense, it's human

"Then Yoona, tell me, how am I willing to hate you?"
Before Xi Zhan said this, I was always in a state of anxiety, fearing his attitude towards me, and I didn't know how to explain it to him, let alone how to show him my attitude.
And now, I feel relieved.
Because Xi Zhan's heart has always been me.
No matter what kind of storm we experience, he is sure to be me.
I grabbed the corner of his clothes and thought about how to respond to him, and I must dispel his grievances against me, and this time I must make it clear, and I can't end up without a disease like before.
I thought about it in my heart. When I was about to speak, Xi Zhan suddenly reached out and put his arms on my shoulders and moved me closer to him. I was startled, and shouted softly and softly, "Second brother, I..."
Xi Zhan's voice softened slightly, not as cold as before: "I know what you think of me, and also know your situation that day, and even more know that you have no love between men and women for Mo Yuanlian. I have always trusted you with confidence, but The meaning of Mo Yuanlian to you is no longer so simple."
Xi Zhan said that Mo Yuanlian's meaning to me is not simple...
I think this is what he cares about.
Xi Zhan paused and continued: "You care about his safety and his emotions. I don't stop your communication, but it's beyond my tolerance... Shi Yun, I am your husband, if I don’t care about the close relationship between you, so do you think I care about you?"
Xi Zhan is right, he has the right to care about it.
Because he is my husband, he cares about me because he loves me!
I said guiltily: "This is my fault."
Xi Zhan turned his eyes to look at me, he suddenly stretched out his other hand to treat my ears and hair, I stared carefully at his eyes, Xi Zhan suddenly smiled and said, "Wet eyes look at me. What? Could it be that I bullied you?"
"I'm afraid of two..."
I paused in a poor tone and said, "I am afraid that Brother Cijing will be angry."
Xi Zhan pursed his lips and smiled, "You make me unable to get angry."
Having said that, the contradiction between us still exists.
It's just that Xi Zhan forgave me first.
Is it possible that what Tan Wen said just now worked?
Tan Wen didn't explain anything specifically, only that my health was not very good.
Is Xi Zhan unwilling to be angry with me because he is worried about my body?
After all, he still loves me.
Xi Zhan's slender fingers stroked my cheeks, itchy, but very reassuring. I rubbed his palms and heard him say: "Men and women are jealous, but men are better at keeping them in their hearts, because He doesn’t want to be too stingy in front of his wife. Whether it’s me, Lan Shang, or Gu Lanzhi, we are all possessive, but we don’t want to restrict you too much. I hope you know your principles. I said So many... Yoona and Xi Zhan are ordinary people like you. All he longs for is a warm family and a wife who loves him deeply. Besides, he has no to you. ."
This is Xi Zhan's mood, the simplest wish.
And I did not satisfy him.
I hugged his body and greedily sucked in his breath and said, "It's my fault. I've been avoiding him before, but the second brother told me to have a clear conscience when doing things. This is how I approached Mo Yuanlian. The reason for this is that I didn’t push the responsibility to you. I just ignored your feelings while asking for a clear conscience, which led me to always feel confident, so that I got closer and closer to him... I always wanted to take him as my own Family, think about him as the person who loves me. How can the person who loves me treat me as family? How can I let a person who loves me be by my side to respond to my husband? So this has always been It’s because I mishandled it. It was I who confused what you said with a clear conscience at the beginning. These are what I said in my heart! I have always wanted to tell you!"
I always wanted to tell him, but I didn’t have the courage before! !
I took a sigh of relief and looked at Xi Zhan’s expression. It was faint and didn’t mean to be angry. Instead, waiting for my later words, I took a deep breath and said,
Mo Yuanlian has always treated me hypnotically before. He also missed me and stayed away...I want to...it’s useless. That time on the cruise, he talked to me privately before you showed up. He said he wanted to go back to where I was A stranger, he said that he would treat him as a stranger when he met again. At that time, I promised him, but at that time I didn’t realize that you and I would have conflicting problems because of him, and that hypnosis, I What I want to say is not what you heard!"
Xi Zhan rubbed my head and said, "Those are not important."
Yes, Xi Zhan wants my attitude more.
But I still want to explain to him: "I found Jin Monian and let him hypnotize me again. I want to prove that I didn't think what I said. I remember it clearly. I said I wanted Mo Yuan. Lian is happy, but he has never been an obstacle between me and my second brother. If one day you are in a hostile relationship, I will stand next to my second brother without hesitation!!"
I finally said everything I wanted to say.
No matter what Xi Zhan thinks, these are all from my heart!
He suddenly turned sideways and put his palm on my back and gently stroked and said, "Mo Yuanlian is a master of psychology. It is impossible for him not to understand the problem between us... Forget it, it is inconvenient to mention him now."
Xi Zhan stopped talking, and then continued: "At that time, I was thinking about how to find an excuse to convince myself... to convince myself not to blame you so much, but I want you to understand that I am not that indestructible. I am sorry that time has ignored you, but I also have my problems."
I asked him quietly, "Second brother, do you forgive me?"
Xi Zhan kissed my forehead, which was cool but very happy.
He comforted me in a low voice and said: "The conflict between husband and wife is not only one who did the wrong thing. You did make a mistake in this matter. It is also wrong for me to leave you out of the cold for ten months without contacting you."
I aggrieved: "I haven't contacted you for ten months. In fact, I should take the initiative to contact you, because it was me who did the wrong thing first, but I didn't have the courage, mainly because you would not forgive me."
Xi Zhan sat up, and I also sat up from behind and put my head on his shoulders from behind, holding my hands in his left hand, and said in a low voice, "We need time to calm down, and I also need to heal. I also did another thing, waiting for the New Year, I will take you and your child over to have a look."
I'm very curious about what Xi Zhan said, but I know he won't tell me.
Otherwise he would not say waiting for the New Year.
I deliberately mentioned the matter just now and said: "I am most afraid that you will leave me in the cold. I can bear it when the time is short, but I...My health is not good. What if one day I can't wait for you?"
Xi Zhan whispered at me and said, "Nonsense, it's human."