Chapter 879: Leave the child

I cannot answer this question to Tan Yang, because whether it is a child or a husband, they are a whole family.
So it was impossible to compare from the beginning.
I did not answer Tan Yang's question.
There was no reply to her message.
I know that she will make the decision she most wants to make.
No one beside me can influence her.
I put my phone away and went to the kitchen. Xi Zhan just made a bowl of udon noodles. I took my chopsticks and sat at the table to eat. Xi Zhan left and went upstairs. Before he left, he said he would go to the study to draw and practice calligraphy.
I left the kitchen to my aunt after I ate.
I went back to the study room upstairs and stuffed myself into Xi Zhan's arms. He smiled helplessly when he saw me, "Like a child."
"Hold me, I want to feel your temperature."
Hearing that Xi Zhan hugged me tightly. At night, Assistant Yin brought a helicopter to the villa. Xi Zhan asked me to bring what I wanted to bring. I asked him where he was going, and he said that he was going back to Finland.
"Back to Finland for two people?"
Xi Zhan pursed his lips and said with a smile: "Well, the world of two people."
"Can I take two children with me?"
Xi Zhan refused me and said, "We will go home in a week."
I:"……"
I confessed my fate and followed him on the helicopter to the airport to take a special plane. He saw that I was depressed and asked, "Are you not happy?"
I shook my head and said, "I just miss the child."
"I want to live in a two-person world with you?"
Xi Zhan took the initiative to ask me this question.
He is asking for my opinion.
He wanted me to know his desire for me.
I held his waist and leaned my head on his chest to compromise and said, "Well, I also want to be pastoralists and animal husbanders. I have always wanted to take them to Wucheng, but I haven't taken any action."
"This time we will bring them back to Wucheng."
"Well, thank you brother."
"Yoona, sleep for a while when you get tired."
I suddenly asked him, "Am I very hypocritical?"
The man looked down at me, "Why do you say that?"
"I feel like I'm doing it all day."
I'm not doing it, I just want to pester him.
The lights in the plane were relatively dim, and Xi Zhan said softly with a smile: "It's not a fake, I just haven't seen anyone who can talk better than my wife. I'm afraid that only I can adapt to you in this life."
I smiled, "You call my wife."
The man cooperated: "Well, wife."
His voice is low, deep and magnetic.
"I still want it."
"Yoona is greedy."
"Second brother, I can't listen enough."
"Hey, it will be long."
...
Tan Yang sat cross-legged on the bed. She had been sad and struggling for a whole day. From the moment she got the report, she was heartbroken. She never thought that she was pregnant with fraternal twins.
There are two children in the belly.
She could kill one cruelly, but suddenly let her kill two lives, she couldn't do it in her heart, so when she got the report during the day, she ignored Gu Lanzhi and took a taxi home by herself. Gu Lanzhi returned it. In a state of confusion.
He walked in and took out his marriage certificate to ask the doctor about the situation of the person who had just left. He said when he saw that they were husband and wife doctors.
Gu Lanzhi knew that she was tangled.
He thought silently for a while to call Tan Yang.
The other party picked it up and apologized, "I forgot about you."
"It's okay, where are you?"
Gu Lanzhi always treats Tan Yang with great tolerance.
"I'm in a taxi, on the way home."
Gu Lanzhi said: "Then you wait for me at home."
Gu Lanzhi hung up the phone and quickly left the hospital to drive in the garage. He drove extremely fast, and Tan Yang had not returned home when he got home.
He waited patiently, forcing himself to be patient.
But Tan Yang didn't return home until the evening.
She opened the door and looked at the man sitting on the sofa staring silently at her, and explained apologetically: "I'm thinking about things downstairs."
Gu Lanzhi still said softly, "It's okay."
It doesn't matter, he knows the entanglement in her heart.
It doesn't matter, he knows the fear in her heart.
Tan Yang entered the door and changed her slippers and walked to sit on her knees in front of Gu Lanzhi. She put her hands on his thighs and then buried her head in his arms, looking at him pitifully and helplessly.
She cried silently: "I'm sorry."
Gu Lanzhi rubbed the back of her head and said, "I said, as you like, but now... Yang'er can't bear two lives, right? I can't make the decision for you. It depends on your own choice."

I’m afraid of getting pregnant. I’m going to stay for ten months. It’s very painful to have children. I have to take care of them. Gu Lanzhi, I’m still a child myself. How can I take care of the other two children? The child’s mentality will change afterwards."
Tan Yang didn't want to be a mother now, she didn't want to be a mother full of children now.
She just wants to live her own life now.
Gu Lanzhi can understand her.
After all, she is only twenty years old.
She is really too young.
It was so small that he couldn't bear it.
Gu Lanzhi's palm gently slapped her back to follow her emotions, and her voice was still gentle and explained to her: "The two little things in Yang'er's belly have been three months old, and he will be pregnant for seven months. When I was born, I don’t know how to comfort you, because I am selfishly reluctant. I am a father, and I am reluctant to be natural and normal, but I respect you more, let alone your grievances, so I give you the right to decide. If you want them, I promise you that I will be by your side every day during your pregnancy. If you feel that it is not enough, I can temporarily stop my career and start over after two or three years. These are trivial things. , The most important thing is you. And why do you take care of the children alone? Naturally, you have to hire a nanny for the two little things. Besides, there is me. I will not let you suffer and suffer... If you don’t want them, I respect you We will wait for when you want it in the future."
The words Gu Lanzhi said were completely flawless.
Tan Yang can understand his desire.
Can also understand his respect for her indulgence.
"Gu Lanzhi, two lives..."
The crux of the problem is still two lives.
Tan Yang could not kill two lives.
"Child, the important thing is your thoughts."
Tan Yang got up and went back to the room. She sat cross-legged on the bed and kept thinking about these questions. Gu Lan [abiquger.me] did not enter the room to disturb her, but a piano music that eased her emotions came from the living room.
"Gu Lanzhi wants children."
Tan Yang told himself.
"So why can't you satisfy him?"
He never wronged her.
He has always been paying.
Give her enough understanding and tolerance.
So why not stay for seven months?
Tan Yang thought about these questions repeatedly. She seemed to have made up her mind and shouted, "Gu Lanzhi, I have something to look for you."
Gu Lanzhi opened the door and asked, "What?"
He used to embrace her in his arms.
Let her feel the temperature of his body.
"Gu Lanzhi, I was born, but I don't want to worry too much. You can be a good father after giving birth."
Gu Lanzhi squinted and smiled, "Okay."
In fact, from the moment Tan Yang was entangled, he was already quite sure. It was already clear that Tan Yang would not kill the two children, but he was still worried, waiting for her final answer. Fortunately, he was not disappointed. Satisfy.
"Thank you, Yang Er."