Chapter 90: I rejected Gu Lanzhi

"Little girl, I have been waiting for you here."
　　 Under the stars, he looked at my eyes tenderly and compassionately, and they were so bright, I knew that as long as I step forward bravely, I can own the vast stars.
　　 But I can't do it after all.
　　 I shook my head and cried, "I'm sorry."
Hearing that Gu Lanzhi sighed, he lowered his eyes and said: "Two months ago, you still chose Gu Tingchen. I don't know what kind of mind you are, but as long as you make the decision, I will support you. From the beginning to the end, I hope you will be happy and hope that you will be happy and healthy in this life! But girl, you were not happy at all, so why not give me a chance to let us go back to the past?"
　　 Back to the past? !
　　 Gu Lanzhi and I have never had anything before.
　　 is just my self-righteous following him for nine years.
　　 The lights in the teaching building were slightly dim, and I was standing downstairs at a loss, not knowing how to answer him.
　　 But I know in my heart that Gu Lanzhi and I are after all a dream in my youth.
　　 I can't get close to him, can't hold his palm.
　　 can't give him an infertile self.
I looked up at him sadly, and rarely opened my heart and said: "I used to like you very much, and the one I like is dying. Just chanting your name can make me break my heart, even if I die, I have nothing to fear, even The feeling of meeting you now is thrilling, and there is nowhere to put it! But Gu Lanzhi, there have been too many things in my nine years of following you, such as I married your brother Gu Tingchen; for example, I have cancer. Infertility; for example, I am now a woman laughed at by the whole country! Gu Lanzhi, how could it be that simple to go back?"
　　 Gu Lanzhi knew the fear in my heart. He gently calmed me and said, "Shi Sheng, you don't have to think about anyone or anything now. I just want to ask you, would you like to be with me?"
　　 would you like to be with me?
　　 Gu Lanzhi asked about the simplest and purest ideas.
　　 But I can’t go back.
　　 He and I will never go back.
After a pause, he said in a warm voice: "I've watched that video...I love you from the bottom of my heart. I wonder how can my little girl be bullied so unprincipled? "
　　 Being bullied unprincipled...
　　 I pursed my lips, and refused with difficulty from the bottom of my heart: "Sorry, I don't know why I am what I am now, and I don't know why I dare not walk towards you, but thank you for the warmth you once gave me."
　　 I finally rejected Gu Lanzhi. His expression did not show sorrow or joy, but I could feel his heavy heart.
　　 He asked me, "Are you willing to give up on me?"
　　 I looked wrong, I never thought that Gu Lanzhi would ask such a humble question.
　　 I thought about it and answered seriously: "You once said that there are too many people in this world who can't ask for it. Whether I'm willing or not, I'm willing to be willing after all."
　　 Gu Lanzhi, he should have his own happiness.
　　 He shouldn't be with me, a woman who has no fertility!
　　 He should have a happy family, even a son and a half.
　　 I admit, Gu Tingchen's saying that I couldn't give birth to a child really hit me severely, and it became a wound in my heart that could no longer heal.
　　 "Will you listen to me playing the street where the wind lives?"
The street where 　　feng lived was the beginning of my fate with Gu Lan, and I always thought it would end here.
　　 But I said goodbye to him many times, but we never left completely.
　　 Like old friends, I always find a time to get together and say some things from the past.
　　 I lifted my lips, smiled sweetly and said, "I can't ask for it."
　　 Gu Lanzhi turned around and went to the classroom. I sat outside the wall and listened like I was young. Tears rained down. I think the love I had when I was young will never go back!
　　 The four-minute tune was fleeting. I got up and left before I finished playing. The summer wind blew my dress and blew away my years and the nine years of hard-hearted love.
　　......
It was very late when I drove home. I lay on my bed tired and sent me a message before seeing my assistant, "Shi Zong, the company has fallen by 5% due to fallacy in the past two months. There is nothing else. Problem, the business is in good condition, and I look forward to your return."
　　The influence of fallacy...
　　 should be the video of me begging Gu Tingchen in the rain.
　　 I am the face of Shi's family. I have done this kind of thing and it will definitely affect the company.
　　 I didn't reply to the assistant's message. I put down my phone and lay down on the bed and fell asleep dazedly, very restless.
It was noon the next day when 　　 woke up, there were a lot of missed calls on the phone that was turned on silent.
　　 Chuxing, Ji Nuan, Yuan Yu and so on, including assistants.
　　 Seeing these spirits early in the morning was slightly tired.
　　 I clicked on WeChat and saw the message sent to me by the assistant.
　　 "Shizong, look at the hot search."
　　 This tone is like something terrible has happened.
　　 I click to open Weibo
　　 The first hot search is Shi Sheng.
　　 The second most searched is the pianist Gu Lanzhi.
　　 The third hot search is the streets where wind lives.
　　The fourth most searched is Shi Sheng's men.
　　 Men, these words are speechless.
　　 I frowned and clicked in and saw a video.
　　 A video of me and Gu Lanzhi.
　　 He is standing upstairs, I am standing downstairs.
　　He looked at me affectionately, and I looked at him with tears. Under the stars and the moon, we are like a pair of people in a movie and TV series.
This video recorded what we said last night without missing a word, even the picture was very high-definition, when I heard the sentence again, "I looked for you, I looked for you without hesitation, just like you followed me for nine years. , I kept you in my heart for nine years.
When I forced myself to close the video.
　　 I read the comments down, and they all scolded me for shame.
　　 Speaking of which I have been on three hot searches, and each time I talked to a different man, and they were all within two months.
　　 It's hard not to be misunderstood like this. I instantly became the target of everyone's attack.
　　 I quit Weibo and sent a message to my assistant, saying: "I will handle it at the company later."
　　 This matter has to be dealt with after all, otherwise Shijia Stock can not support me to toss like this.
　　 I really feel unlucky in my heart. Every time I get a video recorded, who is this? !
　　Who followed me to the school building?
　　 I checked my enemies and found that anyone who had disputes with the Shi family’s interests was suspected. The scope was too large. I simply stopped thinking about it. I sat in bed for a while and went to the bathroom to wash.
　　 I changed my dress and drove to the company.
　　I was surprised when I saw someone downstairs in the company. I murmured, "Brother, why are you here?"