Chapter 98: Gu Tingchen's explanation

After Cheng said that sentence, I saw Song Yiran's eye sockets instantly moist, as if she had suffered a great grievance and couldn't find comfort. She suddenly pressed her lips tightly and seemed to make a certain determination.
　　 I dare not ask Shi Cheng any more, but he kept muttering: "Shi Sheng, we will pay back what we owe Xiao Wu."
　　 I asked faintly: "Which one owes Song Yiran?"
　　 Shicheng: "..."
　　 Shicheng irritably said: "It's your ass."
　　 seemed to be poking into his heart, he hung up the phone in angrily, I put away the phone and said, "Sorry, I will communicate with him."
Song Yiran's tone suddenly resolutely said: "It's okay, I will deal with it myself, and I will refuse him! Xiaowu has nothing to do with me. I don't need to donate a kidney to a stranger. I'm not so selfless, I even Selfish than imagined."
　　 The latter sentence, I don’t know its authenticity.
　　 But Song Yiran in front of him seemed to have changed.
　　 No more hesitation and cowardice before.
　　 She escorted me to the door of Chu's house. I got out of the car and saw her leaving before going into the villa. As soon as I turned around, I saw a man.
　　 I was not surprised, because I knew he would come. I wanted to avoid it, but it seemed that I had a guilty conscience.
　　 I don’t have to be afraid of him.
　　 I even have to face him calmly.
　　 I didn’t want to pay attention to him, but wanted to bypass him and enter Chu’s house. He took my wrist and said,
Shall we talk?

　　 I squinted at him, "Why?"
　　 Why should I waste time with him?
　　 I was about to scold him to let go. The man directly beat me and hugged me away from the Chu family villa, and then slid into a car.
　　 I was tossing to get out of the car. Gu Tingchen suddenly tore open my skirt, and threatened me in a funny tone: "You went in and got out of clothes and was seen by Chu Xing. Why don't you follow me..."
　　 He paused, and suddenly shouted dejectedly, "Sheng'er, I just want to talk to you. I am very concerned about your physical condition."
The skirt was torn apart by him, exposing the skin on my chest. I stared at him angrily and said, "How is my body related to you? Gu Tingchen, what is our relationship now? Why do you treat me as soon as you show up? Do your hands? You quickly find me a dress and let me go, or I will be at odds with you."
　　 "Now that you and I are at odds, do I still care so much? Shi Sheng, I will take you to a place."
　　 Gu Tingchen was afraid that I would run. He took off the belt around his waist and tied my wrist, then sat in front and drove away from the Chu family.
　　 Gu Tingchen is now totally kidnapped, and forced to take me away. I was taken to the villa by him without any means.
　　 is a villa built by the sea.
　　 Gu Tingchen parked the car on the side of the road. He came over to hug me into the villa, but he looked down and suddenly saw that my skirt was wet.
　　 He condensed his eyebrows and asked: "Why is it wet?"
　　 I turned my head and ignored him. He put me in his arms and walked into the villa, then found a set of his clothes for me to change.
　　 His movements are gentle, as if he is dealing with something precious, the more he does this, the more angry I feel in my heart.
　　 After changing my clothes, he held me tightly in his arms and took a deep breath, obsessedly said: "I haven't felt your breath for a long time! Shi Sheng, I miss you a lot for these two months, and I'm going crazy!"
　　 I gritted my teeth and said: "Let go of me!"
　　 "Sheng'er, listen to my explanation."
　　 The night outside the window was heavy, and there was no light in the villa. I couldn't see Gu Tingchen's expression clearly. I didn't bother to struggle when I was held in his arms. Anyway, I couldn't escape his confinement.
I was very tired inside and asked calmly: "Explain what? Explain that you married Ye Wan just because you made a deal with Xiao Wu and want me to live? But what have I warned you before? I don’t want Xiao Wu to save me! I am dead. I don’t want her to save me! But you scorned my wishes and concealed my wedding with Ye Wan...Gu Tingchen, why do you think I should listen to your explanation now?"
　　 He murmured to me, "Sheng Er..."
　　 Gu Tingchen hugged me tightly. I grabbed his arm and reminded him coldly, "I can't give birth!"
　　 "Shenger!"
　　 Gu Tingchen said fiercely, "I don't allow you to talk about yourself like that... Sorry, I just wanted to drive you away that day."
　　 Drive me away? !
　　 I can’t stand Gu Tingchen asking me to explain his confession every time he did something wrong. I struggled in his arms and got up and said,
Getting me away now, don’t be here to die and find me!

　　 I stared at him closely, my heart was full of anger, Gu Tingchen's eyes flashed and he turned his head and said, "I'm worried about you."
　　 I asked him sarcastically, "What are you worried about me? I tell you, except for being unable to have children, I am very healthy now!"
　　 "Don't take this against me."
　　He paused: "Sheng'er, I feel uncomfortable."
　　 Gu Tingchen got up and grabbed the palm of my hand. I threw him away fiercely, and said, "Don't show me your weakness!"
　　 I can't help but laugh and cry: "Didn't I feel uncomfortable in my heart two months ago? You thought I would receive Xiaowu's treatment?"
　　 "I know you won't, I have a way to let you do it." Gu Tingchen's clothes were rather messy, he closed his eyes and said, "As long as you can live, even if you stun you, I will let you take medicine!"
　　 I raised my leg and kicked him angrily, "Go away."
　　 I have a bad temper. As long as I think about the scene that happened in front of the church two months ago, I can't forgive Gu Tingchen.
　　 Why did he hurt me again and again and then came to explain to me, why should I let go of my grudge and forgive him?
no, I can not!
　　 I will never forgive him in my life.
　　 Even if I still love him in my heart.
Gu Tingchen did not hide. I kicked him and slipped and sat on the ground. He squatted down and hugged me, and muttered in my ear: "Sheng'er, we love each other... if not, you Why did you reject Gu Lanzhi and choose me?"
It's obviously summer, but I feel so cold. I turned my eyes to Gu Tingchen and asked, "It's true that I love you. I even forgive you again and again, but do you think I can forgive you forever? Gu Tingchen, I have been with you for three years. What kind of sweetness have you given me in three years? Never before!"
　　 He hurt me again and again.
　　 He gave me my cancer!
　　 I can’t have children because of him!
　　 This scar on my face...
　　 is even left by him and Wen Ruyan.
　　 I suppressed the discomfort in my heart, and said clearly: "You said I can't have children, but who caused it to me?"
　　 Gu Tingchen was very uncomfortable. He held me tightly, as if some moisture rolled into my neck, which was scorching hot.
　　 Is he crying?
　　 It seems that this is the first time I have seen Gu Tingchen cry.
　　 Even if Ji Nuan described his broken heart crying in front of my tombstone, I still can't imagine this man crying.
He seemed to be soothing my emotions, his palms patted my back without a moment, and I sat on the ground in a daze and heard his low voice say: "Sheng'er, you vomited blood in those two days, and your physical condition is terribly poor. , I get home at night and you have been sleeping in a daze! I know in my heart that you are going to be unable to stand it anymore, I am terribly scared, I would rather you live than you hate me! I thought I could bear you But when Xi Zhan appeared from the heavy rain and took you away without saying a word..."
　　 Gu Tingchen let go, he stared at me with tears on his face, his voice suddenly hoarse: "He is so strong, he is so good, I am afraid...I panic, I am afraid of you and him..."
"Sheng'er, I took Xiaowu to chase Tongcheng that day, but you were lying in the operating room, the man leaning on the wall and staying on one side silently, looking at me indifferently, as if I had intruded How can I have such an idea in the site of the country? How can I be considered an invasion? Obviously you belong to me, he is an outsider!"
　　 Gu Tingchen's expression was very decadent, as if he had received a major blow and said, "He doesn't allow Xiao Wu to save you. He said it was your wish. I asked him if you can't save you if you die?"
　　 I can probably imagine that Xi Zhan looked back on Ting Chen with a cold face, and he was such a person with a weak personality.
I thought it was a word, but Gu Tingchen suddenly said, "He said you won't die, and I don't know the confidence from him! But in fact, you are fine. You lived without using Xiaowu medicine. Well, he did what I didn't realize to you. This is good, at least you can live!"
　　 "At least you can live..."
　　 Gu Tingchen kept murmuring this, although I blame him, hate him, and blame him, but when he is like this, I don't feel uncomfortable in my heart. After all, this man in front of me is a man I have loved so much.
　　 I gave up the obsession that I changed nine years ago.
　　 I was very sad, but I clearly understood that I could not forgive Gu Tingchen. I quickly got up to leave this suffocating place. He suddenly grabbed my ankle and tripped me to the ground.
　　 There was a thick blanket on the ground. I didn't feel any pain from falling. Gu Tingchen suddenly pressed on my body, his lips biting my neck.
　　 is very light, itchy like a cat's claw.
　　 He kissed my lips along my neck, I lay motionless on the ground, and he suddenly let go of me feeling bored.
　　 may be more helpless.
　　 Gu Tingchen got up and rubbed my head, his voice deliberately softened, "Sheng'er, don't you hate me anymore, okay?"
　　 I can't say that good word.
　　 I stood up in silence, and Gu Tingchen subconsciously took hold of my wrist. I said indifferently: "It's better to let me go!"
　　 I am not afraid that he will deal with me or hurt me, I am afraid that he will show weakness to me, I am soft-hearted, and Song Yiran are soft-hearted women.
　　 Gu Tingchen let go of me, but suddenly hugged me upstairs. I didn’t have the strength to struggle with him.
　　 I threatened desperately: "If you don't let me go, I will definitely let you taste the taste of life is better than death!"
　　 Gu Tingchen turned a deaf ear. He hugged me back to the room upstairs. The moment he put me down, I ran to the window and jumped down without hesitation. I only heard his roar behind him, "Sheng'er!"