Chapter 190: He built a city in his heart

"Then Dr. Lu, what discipline do you study? You also have research on psychology. You are very knowledgeable."
　　 Lin Yuezhu turned the medicine list in his direction and saw that his handwriting had been struck a few times. The following is also the doctor’s unique abbreviated handwriting to modify the medicine list.
　　 Lu Ze raised his hands, he could clearly see the veins of his hands under the sunlight. He just looked at the calluses left by the filming of "Boxing King", so he felt a little regrettable.
　　 "It's a shame that a pair of hands that can't shake with a scalpel is so bad, oh! You asked me what I learned, right?"
Putting his hands down, putting his hands on the table, picking up the tea cup and shaking it gently, Dr. Lu looked down at the rotating tea dregs at the bottom of the cup. The hair fell down when he lowered his head because of the unfixed gel. He lifted it up again and drank. After taking a sip of tea, raising his head, his smile is still so warm.
"I am a clinical medicine undergraduate. When I was a graduate student, I specialized in surgery. My Ph.D. was d. I didn't dare to be erudite. I just dabble in various disciplines of medicine. I had heard of you before, a PhD in psychology at Stanford. Ashamed."
Lin Yuezhu was not surprised that Lu Ze had heard of him. Judging from the secondary personality’s education, the subject must have filled the life experience of a "doctor" and perfected the entire timeline to maintain the stability of the secondary personality. I don't understand what leads to the collapse of the deputy personality.
　　 As for why the subject Lu Ze doesn't know himself, this is also normal. This has to talk about the concept of time forgetting.
The sub-personality of many patients with multiple personalities is a completely stranger to the subject. For example, a master's personality speaks with a strong dialect and cannot be changed at all, but the sub-personality is fluent in Mandarin, and when the subject controls the body When taking the initiative, he didn't even know he could speak Mandarin.
　　 Why is this happening? It is the ghost of forgetfulness, or the fragmentation of information. In terms of psychology, it is equivalent to stuffing redundant and useless information into the trash can, but just such a pile of spam, in some cases Isn't it scary to fight for a certain time or occasion to become a real "person"?
　　 "You can't say that. After all, the environment in foreign countries is different from that in China. I am very curious, Mr. Lu, where did you get up?"
　　 "What can be considered a high school there, it's just the head of the Department of Surgery at the Army General Hospital. Without the ease of your life, there are only endless patients every day, and one operation after another."
　　 Dr. Lu was holding a tea cup and turned to look at a piano behind him. The sun shone on his face, golden and dazzling, but Dr. Lu was very emotional.
Shen Jinghan was already terrified. She sat in a chair blankly and couldn't say a word in fright. You can imagine a very familiar person, you think of him as a nephew, but he suddenly became another person. How scary is it?
Abandoning Shen Jinghan's enthusiasm in the field of brokers, she is actually just an ordinary woman who is well-trained and well-maintained after leaving this honor. Although she is terrible with high emotional intelligence, when she is scared, she still has An ordinary woman makes no difference.
　　 Lin Yuezhu did not see Dr. Lu’s expression. He just bowed his head and remained silent. His brain was running wildly. Finally, he couldn’t help but asked Dr. Lu.
　　 "Mr. Lu himself, the elderly, the doctor, and the interior designer, are already four personalities. I don't understand why you are all called Lu Ze?"
　　 "Who told you that we are different?"
"Mr. Lu is twenty-eight years old this year, can you mix with the director of surgery and his estimated age is also up to 40? Needless to say, there is only one designer left. I don’t know the age, but I don’t know the age. Small, there is a fundamental difference in the timeline, isn’t that right? I’m really curious how Mr. Lu maintains your image without collapsing. After all, even the personality of the elderly can be created, and the mentality and age requirements are very high. "
After drinking the tea, Dr. Lu turned around, put the tea cup back into the tea cup, tugged a few pieces of paper to wipe the water stains on the table, threw the paper ball into the trash can, and shook his finger at Lin Yuezhu a few times .
"No, no, we are the same. We have a common mother, a common father, and a beloved sister. No matter how our thinking changes, the roots are the same. Dr. Lin, I respect your psychology very much. Professional level, but we ourselves want you to be much more complicated than imagined, so don’t bother to guess."
　　 "But you are prescribing medicine for yourself. I still don't understand this. Why do you want to destroy yourself?"
　　 "Destroy yourself? I just want to prove that what you are doing is useless. Don't waste your efforts. Lu Ze has to solve this matter by himself. Others? Can't help him."
　　 "You still refer to Lu Ze, not "I", so you are still different, but you don't want to admit it? Or what?"
　　 "Laeshan Souchong, Jin Jun has good eyebrows, do you have any more? I want to have another drink."
Lin Yuezhu shrugged his shoulders when he heard Dr. Lu’s words, called the internal landline, and asked the assistant to soak the back end, took the teapot, poured a cup for Lu Ze himself, and sat down again with his palm dragging his chin, full of interest Prepare to listen to Dr. Lu's explanation.
　　 "Ha~ We are common, but we hate him, many people hate him, few people like him."
　　 "You said a lot? Is it convenient to tell me how much?"
"boom!"
　　 Lu Ze suddenly stood up and slapped his hands on the table, making a loud bang, knocking over the tea cups, and the tea flowing across the table.
　　 "Does it have anything to do with you? Do I warn you, don’t let him take care of yourself, or I will chop you off, with your parents, wife, and children. Do you want to know what it's like?"
This is not the actor Lu Ze, nor the doctor Lu Ze. Lin Yuezhu can be sure of this. If the actor Lu Ze’s temperament is very stable and generous, the doctor Lu Ze is gentle and kind, and the Lu Ze in front of him has the same look in his eyes as a snake. Especially insidious and fierce, and most importantly, very irritable.
Both Shen Jinghan and Lin Yuezhu were taken aback. There were only three of them in this room, and he didn't even think about preparing any self-defense weapons in his office. He looked at this one-meter-eight man, two hundred. Lin Yuezhu decisively persuaded the heavy man, raised his hands to be level with his shoulders, and shook his head with a wry smile.
"Okay I'm sorry"
　　 "No, no, it's okay, don't care about what he says, just relax, Doctor Lin, sorry, I scared you."
　　 Lu Ze sat in the seat again, Lin Yuezhu could tell only by his temperament, and Dr. Lu regained the dominant position in the body.
　　 "It doesn't matter, but he is fierce enough."
"The fugitive who killed more than 70 people. This character is normal. I actually hate him. After all, my job is to save the dead and heal the wounded. He is just an inhuman executioner. Of course, he did not kill in reality, you You don’t need to call the police, but it’s okay to tell you. Count me, add an outside fool girl, and Lu Ze himself, 1,268 people."
"How many!!??"
　　 Lin Yuezhu was shocked. He once saw a girl with five personalities. Don't think that there are few five. That girl has been tortured by the other four personalities and committed suicide twice. That kind of pain is not something normal people can bear.
　　 He is ready to break a record today, but more than a thousand people? Lu Zete moved the community to his mind?
　　 "You heard that right, so I said that you can't control this matter. Alas, time is running out. A friend is itching to see your piano hand. I want to play a song, do you mind?"
　　 Lin Yuezhu's brain is very messy, more than a thousand people? Are you kidding me? And just like the murderer who just came out, how could it be beneficial to Lu Ze? What if you run out and stroll around and kill someone for fun?
"I do not mind"
　　 "Let's play, I've been bragging about how good you play the piano before, let me listen."
　　 "No problem, friend."
　　 The elegant man sits on the piano bench~EbookFREE.me~ He looked at his hands with a heartache, and looked at this piano with contempt, and he straightened his waist and played the tune.
　　 Neither Shen Jinghan nor Lin Yuezhu have heard of this song. It is very sad and desolate. It seems that this piano player Lu Ze has unspeakable suffering in his heart.
　　 Until the last note fell, the elegant man got up and walked to the huge French window. The sun was shining on him. He closed his eyes, feeling the warmth, turned his head and looked at the two sitting at the desk.
"Do you know why we hate him? He built a city in his heart, or a cell, without the concepts of time, space, life and death. We just waited and waited for an ending that might never come. Some of the people inside are crazy, some are still waiting for someone they can't see, and they can't even die if they want to die. How could we not hate him? Right?"
　　 He walked to the desk, sat in his seat, and reached out to Lin Yuezhu. Lin Yuezhu was taken aback, and then shook his hand in a hurry.
　　 "Well, maybe we won't see each other in the future. Thank you very much for lending me the piano, thank you."
"you are welcome"
　　 "Get to know you again, my name is Lu Ze, a pianist, I am glad to meet you."
　　 "It's also nice to meet you."
　　 "See you, then?"
　　 "Goodbye"
　　 Lu Ze closed his eyes, there was no sound in the room.
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