Chapter 213: Wish you forget me

The taxi drove for 20 minutes on the way home, but it only took 10 minutes to return. Lu Ze dropped a handful of banknotes. Lu Ze got out of the car. The green belt was wet and slippery. Lu Ze was tripped. , Fell two meters away.
　　 got up, didn't see if there was a wound on his body, but felt that his leg hurts, and he couldn't use any strength, he limped and ran downstairs to her house, where a group of people had already gathered.
　　 This group of people are holding long guns and short cannons, constantly shooting something, the flashes are constantly flashing, a cordon has been pulled up around, and there are many onlookers.
　　 "Get up! Let me pass!"
　　 "Hey! Do you have any qualities?"
　　 I was anxious for a while, and Lu Ze couldn't talk about quality anymore. He almost gave the aunt who was watching from the outer circle a troll, which also made many people feel uncomfortable, and there was no door on his lips.
　　 "Hey! What are you doing? No people are allowed in here now."
　　 Lu Ze was about to lift the cordon to enter when he was stopped outside by a policeman wearing a raincoat.
　　 "She is my friend! Let me in, she is my friend!"
　　 Lu Ze took off his hat and turned on the cordon to enter. The policeman seemed to recognize Lu Ze, so he didn't stop him, and took a step sideways to let Lu Ze in.
　　 Suddenly, Lu Ze lost his energy, and his head began to feel dizzy, like hypoxia, or carbon dioxide poisoning. He sat on the ground and looked at the person covered with white cloth.
　　 There is no heart-breaking, no heart-breaking, but the head is dizzy, the picture in the eyes keeps spinning, and breathing becomes difficult.
　　 It is difficult for him to accept the fact that the person who was alive 30 minutes ago is lying motionless now? Are you kidding me? Lu Ze was lying on the ground, and the rain hit his face without feeling.
　　 "Mr. Lu? Are you okay, Mr. Lu? I'll help you up, how are you? Nurse! Come and see!"
The police grabbed Lu Ze and found that they couldn't move him, so they called the nurse in the ambulance and wanted to perform a detailed examination on Lu Ze. After all, he is a public figure, and it is not a problem to lie down here. Besides, there are still so many reporters filming.
　　 "I'm okay. I get up, Wen Shu takes a look at me? I'm Lu Ze. You look at me, move?"
　　 Lu Ze didn't dare to call her loudly, and he couldn't call her so loudly. He yelled cautiously. The police hugged Lu Ze's waist behind and didn't want him to come close.
He can only accept reality. This is the reality of the dog. The sound of the beating heart seems to be in his ears. Lu Ze stood in the rain, his whole body stiffened. The rain wet his hair and left along his cheeks. Lu Ze turned around. Looking at the reporters who are still taking pictures, they are still taking pictures of themselves.
　　 looked at them with a numb expression, and this group of people didn't mean to constrict, as if Lu Ze was just a doll photographed by them, and so was the one lying on the ground.
"Ha ha"
　　 He was suddenly tired and didn't want to scold these stupid reporters. He reached out his hand and wiped his face, took off his jacket and walked over.
　　 "Mr. Lu, please stay away a bit and cooperate with our work to protect the scene, otherwise I can only ask you to go out, Lu"
　　 Lu Ze turned a deaf ear, walked over to her, put his coat over her, but muttered something in his mouth.
　　 "Block her from the rain. I was afraid of freezing in the Imperial Capital before. She is afraid of cold. She loves beauty so much and doesn't want others to look at her."
　　 The policeman was choked and had nothing to say, and his heart suddenly became blocked, and he turned his head and stopped looking at Lu Ze. Lu Ze's numb look really made people feel uncomfortable.
　　 sat next to her, the pain in his legs made Lu Zechang a sigh of relief. He touched his trouser pocket and found that the cigarette was still in his coat. He looked up at the policeman and asked.
　　 "Are there any cigarettes? Can you give me one?"
　　 "Oh yes."
　　 Lit a cigarette, inhaled it into his chest, and then slowly exhaled it. Lu Ze realized that he had no tears at all. Was it uncomfortable? Yes, but all the tears seemed to be stuck in my heart, not a single drop came out.
　　 The corridor door was pushed open, and an older policeman pushed the door and walked out. He took a look at Lu Ze who was sitting on the ground, hesitated, and walked over.
　　 "Mr. Lu, you came to Miss Jiang's house from nine o'clock in the evening, and then left at 11:05, right?"
"Ok."
　　 "Take care of the deceased here, and the onlookers leave! All leave! Could you please come back to the bureau with me, Mr. Lu, to cooperate with our work and record the transcript."
　　 The police dismissed the onlookers and left. The medical staff came over and opened the black body bag. Lu Ze put out the cigarette butts and glanced up at the about forty-year-old policeman.
　　 "Where is she going?"
　　 The police officer hesitated, maybe because he couldn't bear to see Lu Ze like this, he licked his lips and spoke slowly.
　　 "Funeral parlour."
　　 "Then can I go with her? I will accompany her."
　　 "I'm afraid this won't work. According to the rules and regulations, the transcript must have a camera record. You should come back to the bureau with us."
　　 "Is it true?"
　　 "It really doesn't work."
Lu Ze nodded. This is a rule that cannot be broken because you are alone. He followed the police and got into the police car. The reporter was still taking pictures. After the car started, he turned his head and kept looking, watching the police car moving towards. Ambulance leaving in the opposite direction
　　 "What were you talking about with Miss Jiang in detail?"
　　 "She said she was leaving, I said where to go, she said she didn't know"
　　 The transcript was finished soon, and Lu Ze was not suspicious at all. After all, the accident happened ten minutes after Lu Ze left. Some witnesses saw Jiang Wenshu walking to the balcony and saw that the person was still a reporter.
　　 Lu Ze put out the cigarette, rubbed his face vigorously with his hands, with a deep fatigue, he was very tired, really tired.
　　 "This is a letter left by Miss Jiang. It is pressed under this frame and is now handed over to you."
　　 The police handed the camera over, and the shot was a desk with a photo frame on it. In the photo frame, there was a photo of Lu Ze and her. They were not far away, and both smiled brightly.
　　 Under the frame, there is a letter pressed, which is the heart that is now being forwarded to Lu Ze by the police. The envelope is pink kraft paper, like her style.
　　 Carefully opened the letter. The content of the letter is neither long nor short. It is gently spread out. The handwriting on it is beautiful and a bit small, but the letter is clean and does not affect reading.
"Brother Ze, I'm sorry for making such a decision. When you read this letter, I should be gone. You should be sad, right? I'm really sorry, I hope you can forgive me, but made this I actually don’t regret the decision."
"I used to think that I would not regret what I did, because the road is my own way. I gave my body in exchange for an opportunity. This deal is not a loss for me. At least it allows me to see what I am doing. Hope, instead of never seeing the sun, I lost my shame and self-esteem, but I really didn't care at the time."
"Until I met you, I frankly said that I liked you. On the rooftop that night, I knew that we could not be possible, but I was still thinking about feelings. But you still didn’t surprise me and refused. But from that moment on, I realized that I regretted it. I found that I was still ashamed. I also thought that if I didn't do something like that, you wouldn't refuse me, right?"
"But I want to. If I didn't do it, then I wouldn't be able to meet you. Maybe I have gone home to marry and have children now. There has never been a perfect story in life. Perhaps the wrong thing is that I shouldn't like you? Hehe."
"So I started to hate myself. I became entangled in this matter every night, and I couldn't sleep all night and all night, worried that things would be revealed one day. Until now, I still haven't been mentally prepared, I'm afraid When others look at me with contempt, they are even more afraid that you will alienate me because of the exposure of the matter, and even become disgusted with me."
"I can only work hard, and then I can sleep soundly when I am tired, and go to work every day to relieve my fear of the future. It really doesn't feel good to be pinched by someone. Really. But soon, I was tired of the disgusting daily imaginary and frustration, the kind of pure interest-based social interaction, and every day I racked my brains for fear that others would dig holes for me. This kind of fearful life also made me at a loss."
"So I became accustomed to being alone, learning self-control in dazes and fantasies, thinking of you on the road, thinking of you at work, thinking of you during rest, and even hurrying to miss you when taking a shower. From then on, my There is one more non-existent person in my life. Every day I get along with me day and night, I am cold and warm every day, and I sleep with me every day, that person is you."
"From then on, my dreams are half sweet, half smelly, sweet about you, and smelly about you. Sometimes I wake up with a smile when I sleep, sometimes I cry in the middle of the night, I know you are not that perfect, but you It is so perfect in my heart, there is no way, who can prevent me from having you truly and discovering your bad habits in life?"
"Until the incident was exposed, the last thing I wanted to see still happened. I was worried that you would hate me. Fortunately, you gave me a call that night to let me relax. I think that as long as you don’t It’s fine to hate me, but I was wrong again. I found that I still care about other people’s eyes, for fear that other people’s contemptuous eyes will overwhelm the self-esteem that I finally established for you. I began to suffer and suffered in the past few days. I’ve always heard chicken soup saying that people live for themselves, not for others, but in fact people live for others to see.

"After the accident, I also thought about fleeing, but I was desperate to find that this world has no place for me. As for foreign countries, I feel fear in foreign countries. I dare not go, but at home, I can run into the mountains. Lao Lin? So, instead of hiding and living in Tibet, it’s better to die. At least I won’t suffer any more and suffer in this matter, so I made this decision, actually because I have no money. I lost a lot of money and worked hard for four years. As a result, there was only more than 200 yuan left in the card. Even if I ran, it was only enough to buy a ticket. It was a green leather car."
"If this letter reaches you, then I will be dead. Don't feel sorry for me, let alone cry for me. After all, only the serious Lu Ze is the most gentleman! That is the Lu Ze I like! "
"Death is a relief for me. Although I can't let go of you, please forgive me for being selfish. I won't be able to examine my girlfriend for you in the future. Although I will be very jealous from observation, after all, the biggest one in my life The dream has changed from being a star to being your wife, washing and cooking for you, and husband and child for you. Isn’t that pretty hopeless? But my dream will not change. To put it more vulgarly, I want you to sleep with me every day, keep sleeping with me, and shake the bed with you every night, that is my dream. Unfortunately, I haven't done it from beginning to end."
"I'm leaving. I hope you miss me, and I hope you miss me. I was sad when I wrote this letter. I was even more sad when I saw your picture on the table. If you were sad for me, I would be even more sad. I'm sad, so bless me, and vote for a good person in my next life. If I can meet you again, it will be even better."
　　 "I wish you a good wife, I wish you happiness and well-being, I wish you a full house of children and grandchildren, I wish you great prosperity and wealth in your life, I wish you advancement, I wish you forget me."
　　 "From Jiang Wenshu, who loves you for 1517 days and loves to stop his heartbeat, February 25, 2020."
Putting the letter lightly on the table, Lu Ze stretched out his hand and rubbed a few hands on his face, exhaling, picked up the letter and folded it, put it back in the envelope, held it in his hand, lit the cigarette, and raised his head deeply. Take a deep breath.
　　 "Can I go now?"
　　 "Yes."
　　 Lu Ze got up, his leg hurts, and he limped open the door. Shen Jinghan was standing outside. After seeing Lu Ze, he hurried over and put on his new clothes.
　　 "Aze"
　　 Shen Jinghan was particularly nervous, not because of anything else, or because he was afraid that Lu Ze’s already very serious condition would get worse.
　　 "Ah, let's go."
　　 "Where to go?"
　　 "Funeral parlor, I will accompany her."
　　 Shen Jinghan was taken aback, but didn't refute, and walked out with him silently. In this situation, let alone go to the funeral home, even if Lu Ze wants to go to Afghanistan as a mercenary, she must agree.
But when he got out of the police station, Lu Ze saw a group of reporters, like sharks smelling blood, rushing towards Lu Ze. Lu Ze didn’t want to talk to them, and limped in his clothes to leave. .
　　 "Lu Ze, what do you and Jiang Wenshu talk about in the room? Did she choose to commit suicide with you?"
"Snapped!"
A big mouth smacked directly over~EbookFREE.me~ Lu Ze didn’t even think about it, and knocked this idiot with a microphone on the ground. This was the first time he hit someone in so many years, even if he hit a reporter. Do not regret it.
"She made a mistake, I admit, she didn't deny it, but she's going to lose her life! Go and see! Open your eyes and go to the fuck! She's dead! Dead! What are you talking about? Is it a relationship? Let me talk about your mother! She lied to the fans and disappointed the fans. The fans scolded her. She should be scolded, but what about you? Have a relationship with you? Have you earned a penny? You rely on She keeps her hot spots, and you still want to make a fortune on her even after her death?
　　 "How do you beat people!"
"Remember! I! Lu Ze hit you! Take a clear shot! How many do you like and where to sue! This is the Public Security Bureau, you go in! I am waiting for you! Finally, I will give you a word, you give I'll listen more clearly, and I'll care about your mother.
"Excuse me, now Lu Ze is not accepting the interview, please let it go. In addition, this is the Public Security Bureau. Let's go in now. If you are private, you can do an injury appraisal. Then come to Sega to find me. I am Lu Ze’s agent. People, my name is Shen Jinghan, now I give you time to choose, three, two, one, then it is private, tomorrow I will be waiting for you at Shijia."
　　 Shen Jinghan was talking on her mouth, but she kept looking at the reporter's badge on the reporter's chest and the media label on the microphone, remembering the media, and the reporter who was beaten stopped speaking, so she took Lu Ze to leave.
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