Chapter 33: He crawled out

　　 "Learn how to be a master."
　　 Lu Ze still can't realize the taste of this sentence, but when Lu Ze looked back, he realized that this sentence really accompanied him throughout his life.
　　Perhaps, Guo Mingde was the first real nobleman in his life, not because he gave Lu Ze such an important role, but... he was the first person to teach Lu Ze how to behave.
　　 He forgot how he got out of the company that day. He only knew that he was crying a lot, crying as he walked.
　　 entered the elevator, others watched him cry, walked down the street, others watched him cry.
　　 did not care about the eyes of others, nor did he share his joy with others like crazy, only tears shed all the way and applauded for himself.
He was originally a person who could not see the future, just like Yang Dan, like all the group performances in Hengdian, there is no hope, no future, struggling in the quagmire, and may one day sink to the bottom and die here. In the swamp where countless people have been suffocated.
　　 Although he has a system, the system is not capable of pulling him out of the quagmire. It can only make him stronger and have the strength to climb out by himself.
　　Everything depends on yourself, this sentence only people who really rely on themselves will understand how tired it is...
　　 He did it today. He struggled. He ate full of mud and drank full of sewage. Then he crawled out, with mud all over his body, and saw the light.
　　 On the subway, he was still crying, wiping his tears with his arms, and he was still sobbing, making the people in the same carriage look at him with various complex emotions.
　　 When he arrived at the train station, he stopped crying, but his eyes were swollen. He walked to the ticket window, took out his ID card from his bag, and handed it to the staff.
　　 sniffed: "I want to buy a train ticket to Yiwu."
　　 "Forty-six yuan and fifty cents."
After receiving the ID card, he took out his shoulder bag, grabbed a handful of scattered banknotes, counted them, and turned out a handful of steel pewter in the small bag in front of the shoulder bag. After paying the money, he replaced it with a light blue one Train ticket.
The train tonight has no hard seats. He got on the train and stood at the junction of two carriages. The doors of the carriages were open. After opening at a 90 degree angle, he seemed to be locked in a small space. .
　　...
　　 I went from Modu to Yiwu, and then took the bus back to Hengdian from duty. It was already past 11 o'clock when I got home.
　　 I burned a pot of hot water and bubbled my feet. This hot pot was still left by Yang Dan. It was pink, and it looked lovely.
　　 This reminded him of Yang Dan. He turned out the old phone with cracked screen, and flipped through her Weibo. It seemed that she had been very happy recently. Yesterday, she posted a picture of the sun outside the window with her desk.
　　 After soaking the feet, wipe them dry.
After all the joy and happiness are calmed down, he still has to move on with time. If he patronizes for two months before telling himself to sign the contract, he will not have any good results when he is filming. .
　　 "You still have to learn...As long as you don't die, you will learn from the dead!"
　　 "The host is detected to enter a rest, ready to enter teaching mode."
　　 His eyes lit up, and Lu Ze opened his eyes. He was used to the void in the system space. Anyway, after entering the course, other colors would fill it in.
The good news is that he has completed the basic actor course, which took less than three months in total. There are more than 80 projects. This is just the foundation of an actor. Oh no, the actor required by the system has the foundation. As for the reality, you haven't even acted in a scene for a day.
　　 Lu Ze didn't know, when did the word actor actually become so cheap.
　　 Stop talking nonsense, start doing it!
　　 Now the remaining courses are all simulation training, probably... there are four to five hundred, and it is estimated that it will take more than a year to complete the study.
The systematic simulation course is not a specific identity simulation, and it will not be too clear to divide what you do. For example, there is only a white-collar course simulation in the course, and it will not specifically ask what kind of white-collar worker you are, such as a construction company employee Ah, financial industry employees, none of this will be possible.
　　 It is an open and inclusive course. It will not even prevent you from hopping, nor will it prevent you from appreciating your salary and becoming a gold collar, but you must be lashed if you fail to pass.
　　 In addition, Lu Ze found that only courses that include the past, that is, courses younger than his actual age, will block memory, while courses older than his actual age will not, but you need to adapt yourself.
　　 "Let me see what I learned today..."
　　 The system is still very considerate. A search bar was prepared. The new play Lu Ze received was a disabled man with one leg disabled, so he was going to attack the disabled simulation course.
　　 "Huh~ Did your bring a virtual keyboard? How LOW is your fucking?"
　　 After staring at the search bar, suddenly a virtual keyboard popped up on the interface, and there was a small
flashing in the search bar, no different from playing on a computer.
　　 This is the first time he has used the search bar, and he weakly complained about the system of the weak interface, then looked at the keys on the keyboard and typed the word "disabled" in pinyin.
All other courses below 　　 are missing, leaving only one "imitation by people with disabilities in various parts of the body".
　　 Take a long breath and choose to enter.
　　 "Loading is complete, ready to enter the "Imitation of People with Disabilities in Various Parts of the Body" course, 3...2...1...The course starts."
　　 "The first group, imitation course for people with leg disabilities, the first stage is 15 days, please prepare, 3......2......1."
　　 After the beating of the numbers ended, the space dimmed, Lu Ze closed his eyes and instantly the light was generous!
　　...
　　 "My name is Lu Ze, I am 18 years old this year, and I come from the rural area of ​​Lu Hua. I have congenital muscle atrophy of the distal upper and lower limbs. This disease...abolished my right leg."
A common fire kang in the northeastern countryside. Lu Ze sitting on the kang silently picked up the corn and knead it into grains. After kneading the rod, he took the pipe by the table and knocked the tobacco pot at the corner of the table, knocking the ashes inside. After cleaning, put in some tobacco, take a lighter and light it.
　　 The gate of the yard was pushed open, and Lu Ze glanced at it. His sister came back from school.
　　 "Xiao Nan is back? I'm going to burn you more."
　　 Lu Ze showed a nearly flattering smile, got up to the ground, limped out the door, and threw a bag of coal into the stove.
　　He just shrank his calf. The family gave him a pair of shin guards. So he didn't need crutches. He just walked up and down and became a lame man.
　　 He burns coal when he is at home. It doesn't matter if it gets colder, but when his sister comes back, he will burn as much as possible. The hotter the house, the better.
　　 rubbed his cold hands, he went on to say, "Are you hungry? I'll get you some food, what do you want to eat."
"No need to."
　　 Lu Nan's answer is as cold as ever, without the warm taste of family.
　　 She hates her brother because her brother is lame.
　　 From the age of four, she knew that her birth was only because her parents were worried that her brother would not be able to live on her own in the future, and she needed a brother or sister to take care of her.
　　 This made her feel that the role of her own birth was just to take care of her brother, other? It's useless.
　　 At the time, her parents thought she was not sensible, but she still remembers this sentence.
　　 In the subsequent childhood, his elder brother was laughed at by other children as a lame, and even made up a jingle that was not easy.
　　 After she got older, she was looked down upon by other classmates because her family was in poor conditions, just to treat Lu Ze's bad leg, which was incurable.
　　 That's why she hates her brother, and she hates it from the bottom of her heart. This is why Lu Ze never claimed to be her brother.
　　 "What did my mom do?"
　　 "The sweet potatoes in the ground can be eaten. Mom went to pick a few from the ground and will be back in a while."
　　 "Then why don't you go?"
　　 Lu Nan's question made Lu Ze very embarrassed, and he didn't know how to answer, so he could only play with his fingers.
　　 "Oh, waste."
　　 She gave Lu Ze a blank look, picked up her schoolbag, and returned to her room.
　　"..."