Chapter 53: Lu Ze City Diary (2)

　　 In fact, it is very easy for a man to fall in love with a woman to feel low self-esteem. Women may not be very clear about it, but in fact, men are similar to underage girls at this time and are full of fantasy.
　　 Just like now, Lu Ze is standing in front of the window outside the Givenchy store, looking at a small red bag and thinking about how beautiful his girlfriend can be with this bag.
He often fantasizes this way and has achieved simple small goals. He gave her a Gucci bag on her birthday last year. It was not too expensive. He spent a few months saving and buying, only 8,000. Many, until now, she has not been willing to recite the bag, instead she ate ashes at home.
　　 "What are you looking at?"
　　 She came over with two cups of matcha-flavored milkshakes and gave Lu Ze a shot when she came up.
　　 "Huh? I look at this bag, maybe I can look pretty on my back."
　　 Lu Ze raised Lanhua's finger and nodded on her forehead, pretending to be very coquettish, making her laugh silly with the milkshake, giggling endlessly, like an old hen who just finished laying.
　　 "Okay, I think you look really good when you carry it on your back. I work hard for this bag. Let me see how much money. Then I will save some money and give you a bag."
She also looked inside through the window, and at this time Lu Ze looked back in embarrassment. His inferiority complex began to haunt him again. A boy from the countryside would inevitably be a little machismo, but now his thoughts are in harmony with the three. Guan is being rubbed on the ground by the high consumption of the city and sparked out of Mars.
　　 This kind of male doctrine who wants to buy some luxury goods for her girlfriend to make her happy will have a psychological gap when it cannot be realized, which will further lead to his loss.
"daughter in law."
"Ok?"
　　 "It's okay..."
　　 I wanted to promise that I would buy her a luxury item after waiting for a while after signing a big order and getting a commission, but after thinking about it, I didn't dare to promise it lightly. After all, the order is now uncertain, not necessarily stable.
　　 took her hand, and the two of them strolled on the pedestrian street. Their legs were a little swollen last night, and now they are limping a little while walking, and the trousers are still a little painful when rubbed against the fabric.
　　 The two went to see a movie, and it was not as good as expected. The domestic fantasy movies are still a bit watery, and the plot, acting and special effects are quite blunt and embarrassing.
After 　　 went to eat teppanyaki, it was one of the few luxury opportunities. Although it was not expensive, it was indeed the best meal they had eaten recently.
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On Monday morning, Lu Ze turned off the phone alarm and got up to wash and eat. She was still sleeping in bed and refused to get up. Lu Ze had to pull her out of bed because the place to work was farther than her and there was not much time left. I quickly changed a shirt.
　　 "I'm leaving, I'll make the meal, don't forget to eat it."
　　 "Then you hug me once, just once! You hug me, okay? Okay, get out."
　　 asked for a kiss, she barely woke up, squinted her eyes and gave Lu Ze a kick, pushed him back several steps, and then fell back on the bed and still refused to get up.
　　 got on the bus with a shoulder bag. The road was very congested. After changing to three buses, he sat for nearly two hours. When he arrived at the company, it was almost time to go to work.
Say hello to a familiar old employee, put the bag on his seat, turn on the computer, pull out a bag of instant coffee from the drawer and put it in a glass to make it, sitting on the seat and enjoying the only seven minutes away from work Of leisure.
　　 "Lu Ze, come with me."
　　 Manager Liu beckoned, and Lu Ze got up and walked out of the office with him. Seeing his seriousness, his heart also lifted up, and they started a conversation in the corridor.
　　 "What's wrong with Brother Liu?"
"Hey... Mr. Tang’s list is yellow. He signed with another company last night. Mr. Zhang is now losing his temper and telling us to go over. He will definitely be approved for a while. The cost is so high. The customer ran away...Forget it, let's go, there is no way to hide."
Lu Ze chuckled in his heart, his face turned ugly, nodded, and followed him to the general manager's office. Sure enough, Zhang Zhong was furious and gave them a slur. They both spent a lot of money for this client. Do public relations, the result? Ran!
After coming out of the general manager’s office, the faces of both of them were not pretty. This month’s bonus was reimbursed. I thought I could sign a big order this time, but I didn’t expect the grandson surnamed Tang to change to another company after eating and drinking. , Lu Ze really couldn't swallow this breath.
　　 What is even more unexpected is that from this moment on, he will start to have bad luck.
　　 The design draft, however, the client couldn't reach the negotiation, the idea was not adopted, and all the ideas and plans were broken in just a few days.
　　 For a whole month, he didn't get a penny except for his basic salary, and his basic salary was barely enough to pay the rent.
　　 The pressure on him is part of supporting the family, part of his living expenses, and part of the rent. Now, he needs to rely on his girlfriend to support himself.
　　......
　　 "Let’s eat something, you haven’t eaten tonight, somehow you can eat something."
　　 "Stop eating, I have to make a plan. I need to submit the plan tomorrow. You eat first, and then go to bed after eating."
　　 "You haven't eaten for so long, so hurry up and eat! Stop smoking, bring it to me!"
　　 "I said I won't eat anymore! Can you give me some personal space now? I am very busy now, can you please stop bothering me now..."
She came over to the cigarette from Lu Ze’s desk, but Lu Ze forcibly snatched it back. Her mood was relatively low recently. UU reading www.uukānshu.com was stimulated again. Lu Ze didn’t control it and became angry with her. .
　　Although Lu Ze knew that he shouldn't do this at the next moment, but the words had already been said, and now he wanted to collect it and couldn't get it back, the atmosphere froze at this moment.
"I...I shouldn’t lose my temper with you, but I’m working now. I’m going to hand in this plan tomorrow. Time is tight. My plan has been sent back several times. This is the last chance."
　　 Lu Ze wanted to apologize to her. Seeing her eyes were red, he didn't feel happy. He was under a lot of pressure, but he shouldn't be angry with her.
　　 "You can eat it or not, it's up to you."
For the first time, there was a hint of coldness in her voice. Lu Ze heard it, but chose to remain silent. When she left the bedroom and went to the living room, Lu Ze lit a cigarette to calm down, gave up comforting her, and chose to continue working. .
　　 After she finished her meal, she came to the bedroom and picked up the quilt on the bed to go out. Lu Ze was taken aback.
　　 "Why are you going? Just sleep in bed."
　　 "No, you are not working, I don't disturb you, I just sleep on the sofa, I'm not as busy as you, I don't want to be angry with you."
　　 Lu Ze said this sentence is uncomfortable. Sometimes it is easy to intensify conflicts between boy and girl friends because of some trivial matters. In addition, he cares about the other party. Hearing the other party speaks too much, he will feel special.
"then you go."
　　 Lu Ze didn't stop her this time, she was taken aback when she heard the answer, then nodded angrily at Lu Ze, and left the bedroom with the quilt in her arms.
　　 Lu Ze suddenly thought of a sentence called Poor Husband and Wife. It seems that no matter how loving the two are, as long as they are poor, they will be separated. Just like Lu Ze and her, this is a curse that is difficult to break away.