Chapter 47:

This is the fifth brother Cheng Mingyi didn't know. Tan Feiyang listened with wide eyes, for fear of missing a word.
From an early age, Ning Zhezhe did not know who his father was. He just heard his mother say that his father died before he was born. Although he was bullied because of no father when he was a child, Jian Ningzhe has a good grade. In the education system of early China, students with high grades would be loved and protected by the teacher up to the class director and the classmates. Face to face, he is a child without a father, and Jian Ningzhe doesn't need to shoot himself.
As long as he talks with his younger classmates, and at the same time tells him seriously, he trusts the other party to tell him the heart, and asks the other party not to tell others. As long as Jian Ningzhe said so, the young classmate who likes to make small reports will definitely run to tell the teacher, and the teacher will call the swearing classmate to the office to reprimand him, and over time, no one will dare to talk about Jenninger. .
Of course, if you really encounter that kind of confusion, the teacher will rebellious as soon as he is reprimanded. On the contrary, the bad student who speaks better, Jian Ningzhe does not mind letting the other party know how powerful his fists are. He has been with his neighbors since he was a child. The children in the family fight, don't look at the good results, in fact, fighting people is more fierce than those who often fight.
Even without her father's protection, Jen Ningzhe could live well. It seems that he is inherently using the people around him to achieve his purpose, and he is also naturally courting "upper class people" such as teachers. He can see the true colors of everyone, and divide the people around him into three types: "available", "irrelevant" and "must-learn".
At the age of ten, another category of people was added to his cognition, "unforgivable."
Lin Zhengping is one of the best in Beijing. He was a finance graduate from Jinghua University and married a rich daughter. If this is the case, then he is a door-in-law, and his status in the Yue family will not be too high. But the main point is that Lin Zhengping's own ability is better than his father-in-law. At first he only did things with his father-in-law. Later, his excellent ability made the Yue family start to rely on him. If the wealth of the Yue family was only 1, then After ten years of hard work, Lin Zhengping turned his assets into 100, and the original Zhao family gradually became Lin family.
This is the story of a successful person, but when it comes to Jane Ningzhe, it is the story of a despicable person.
Jane's mother is also a senior student at Jinghua University. She fell in love with Lin Zhengping. After graduating from college, Lin Zhengping married a wealthy daughter, and Jian mother gave birth to Jian Ningzhe only when Lin Zhengping died. Jian Ningzhe was her own son.
Jian Ningzhe is too similar to Lin Zhengping. Regardless of his appearance or character, the only difference from Lin Zhengping is that he is exactly the same as Jian mother.
Why did Lin Zhengping come to see Jane's mother? Because Zhao's success has now become Lin's, he no longer needs to look at the Yue family's face to live, he will miss the white moonlight cinnabar mole in his heart when he became famous, and came to find Jane Mother, saying Jane Mother can continue to follow him In the future, Lin's will be Jian Ningzhe. As for Zhao's current woman, he will find a way to divorce him sooner or later.
He was only Jane's mother or the simple college student of that year, and he would come back and follow him anonymously, so that he could make up for his uneasy conscience.
It's a pity that Mother Jane had long been a dead person, not to mention Lin's thing, she only needed Jane Ningzhe. And this person's face really makes Jane sick and divorce? How could a divorce. Even now that Zhao's family becomes Lin's, that is also the property of the husband and wife. Unless Lin Zhengping's wife is dead now, no matter what the divorce or whatever, the family property must be divided in half. Lin Zhengping cannot afford to divorce at all.
He just lived so comfortable that he wanted to enjoy the happiness of others.
Jane mother simply drove Lin Zhengping away. Jian Ningzhe, the wolf cub, picked up a kitchen knife and chased Lin Zhengping. Lin Zhengping had never been so embarrassed in his life. Bai Yueguang's cinnabar mole turned into a thorn in his eyes, and his son even more. From a biological son to a white-eyed wolf.
He was not big-minded and began to retaliate against Jane. After all, it was a low-handed person. Jane's mother had a hard time in Beijing. She took her son back to her hometown and left the chaotic circle of Beijing.
Jane's mother had severed her relationship with her parents because she was unmarried, and even when she returned to her hometown, she did not go to her parents to settle with Jane Ningzhe. Jian Ningzhe quickly gained a place in the new environment. After that, he became smoother. He understood the meaning of status to ordinary people. This time, he was elected as the monitor in the class. In the eyes of a teacher, Good and capable student.
Jian Ningzhe never felt pitiful, but deep down, he still had a little inferiority. Until he encountered Cheng Mingyi, a parent who died more than himself was more pitiful and would not protect himself at all. His inferiority in his heart also disappeared. .
Initially, he was good to Cheng Mingyi because this person can satisfy the vain self-esteem of adolescents. This person is pitiful. This person is not only worse than himself. He has no means to protect himself. With this person, he is not The poorest.
Suddenly found that he was not at the bottom of the society, and Jian Ningzhe, who had been crooked since he was a child, was a happy person. He tried his best to Cheng Mingyi, and there was another kind of person in the interpersonal relationship-"so poor".
But when Cheng Mingyi's only grandmother died at the age of 14, Jian Ningzhe saw Cheng Mingyi who had not eaten or drank for several days in that dark and terrible room, and in his heart, "so pitiful" changed Become "protected."
This person is more pitiful than himself. This person is so pitiful that he can become even more pitiful. The only loved one died, his family was surrounded, and the small local welfare institution was not perfect at all. Except for the empty house, Cheng Mingyi seemed to have lost his next meal. So Jen Ningzhe brought him back to his home, no longer for self-esteem, no longer to find someone who is more pitiful than himself, but just to make this person better.
However, when Cheng Mingyi said he went home to pick up some luggage and never returned, Jian Ningzhe finally understood that the person was "unprotectable" by himself.
Jian Ningzhe was able to protect himself from being harmed by the satire of his classmates, and was able to lead a good life with his mother. He didn't feel how sad his life was. It was not until he met Cheng Mingyi that he realized that he was "weak" and "naive", that he was so powerless that he could not change any current situation of this poor man. He can only give a beggar a dollar or two for alms, so that Cheng Mingyi can eat two meals in his own house.
However, this "so pitiful" person went to work in the south alone, and when he returned from the New Year, he bought a lot of gifts and made money with his own ability.
At this time, in the mind of Jian Ningzhe, Cheng Mingyi and Jian Mian drew an equal sign. They are both "strong". They are stronger than themselves. They do not use some conspiracy to satisfy their little self-esteem, but anyway, Can live upright in this world.
Cheng Mingyi made him "admired".
But in later correspondence, from the lines of Cheng Mingyi's words, Jian Ningzhe saw a person's suffering in the field, a minor child, and a difficult life in a group of adults. At that time, Jian Ningzhe understood what it called "distressing."
He desperately wants to be strong, he studies desperately, wants to go to a good university, find a good job, because he wants to protect the two people who are most important to him.
However, he is still "weak".
Jane's mother is overworked and seriously ill, and needs a lot of money for surgery. It is not enough to save Jane's mother's money for Jane Ningzhe's college education.
Jian Ningzhe really has no way. In countless sleepless nights, and in the pain of Jane's mother, he abandoned his self-esteem and learned what it means to be able to bend and stretch. He himself took the train to Beijing and ran to find Lin Zhengping. He needed money. He wanted to borrow money and let him be a cow and a horse.
However, Lin Zhengping didn't give him money, Lin Zhengping's two sons Lin Qihang and Lin Yuanhang also knew their existence. He returned to his hometown in the humiliation of this family, and watched as his mother was unable to get good treatment, and dissipated the last ray of life in the pain, leaving the world like a low dust.
Jian Ningzhe understood what is called "hatred", and he vowed that one day he would let Lin Zhengping kneel on the ground and beg him!
At this time, Cheng Mingyi returned. The grown-up child embraced the weaker one. Once this man was so poor, once this man had nothing. Like a poor toad, Jian Ningzhe sympathized with ants weaker than himself, and now he is the same as Cheng Mingyi.
The same nothing, the same loneliness, the same penniless.
Jian Ningzhe embraced Cheng Mingyi and told him that he "hated", but didn't tell the truth. He didn't want Cheng Mingyi to worry about himself, so they would be fine in the future.
With the help of Cheng Mingyi, Jian Ningzhe walked out of meaningless grief, sold the house in a boat, and went to Beijing with Cheng Mingyi. The reason why he chose this city was because Jian Ningzhe had to face his own weakness, he had to live strong and strong, so strong that he could compete with Lin Zhengping.
At that time they were only eighteen years old, abandoned everything and came to the central city of this country, with a wounded and painful past. However, Jian Ningzhe didn't feel too uncomfortable, because Cheng Mingyi also quit his job in the south and came to Beijing with him.
"I work hard and I can't find a job anywhere. I haven't been alone in these years. It's nice to have someone I know around me." Cheng Mingyi said casually.
But Jian Ningzhe knew that Cheng Mingyi was scared to a new and strange city.
Putting his hands on Cheng Mingyi's shoulders, this person has a new status in Jian Ningzhe's heart-"cannot be lost".
In the end, though, he lost his uniqueness. 2k novel reading network