Chapter 1539: How should I choose?

Subconsciously, closed his eyes.
Zhu Feng's lips were still on her eyelids, and then he whispered: "Go to sleep."
After saying this, he still sat on the edge of the couch, quietly guarding Nan Yan. After a while, I felt the little woman in her arms breathe more and more steadily, and knew she was asleep, so she stretched out her hand and tucked the blanket again.
Then he got up and went out and closed the door gently.
Father Yu, who was already outside preparing to take a break, saw him come out and immediately greeted him with a smile: "Why didn't the emperor take a break?"
"Humph!"
Zhu Feng only gave him a blank glance.
Then, he left Yikun Palace with both hands on his back, and the surrounding Aunt Tongyun covered their mouths and smiled, sending the emperor up to the gate of the palace.
Zhu Feng returned to the Imperial Study Room all the way.
He didn't start dealing with government affairs immediately, but sat in a chair and took out the two sachets that he had just obtained from Nanyan.
The smell of one has been very weak.
And the other one has a strong aroma.
He smelled the very aggressive scent that was different from the fragrance of the Central Plains. Unconsciously, his thoughts drifted away.
It seems that in front of me, there has appeared a vast desert and an endless wasteland.
"emperor……?"
Duke Yu’s voice sounded in his ears. As soon as he looked up, he saw Duke Yu walking up with hot tea and gently offering it in front of him: "The emperor seems to be in a trance in these two days."
Zhu Feng was silent for a while before saying: "I'm thinking about things."
"Is it the matter of Master Ye?"
"..."
"Yesterday, didn't Master Ye already have an eight hundred li expedited sent back?"
Zhu Feng said: "His eight hundred li rush has been sent out a few days ago. I want to know what he is doing now."
"..."
"Furthermore, this is the first time he didn't give me a copy and pass the news during the New Year."
"Uh--"
Father Yu also frowned.
Ye Xu was brought out by Zhu Fengshou. On the surface, it was a relationship between monarch and minister, but in fact, there was a more intimate friendship than blood brothers.
Every year in the past, no matter whether he was around or not, no matter where he went to do anything important, Ye Qi would definitely get news back and ask him his Ann.
This is the first time, no.
Grandpa Yu also hesitated for a moment, and immediately said with a smile: "This time is different. Master Ye is deep in Kansai, and he has the responsibility of guarding Shazhouwei. In order to live up to the holy grace, he is only afraid to work hard and also It is inevitable that there will be some concerns."
"..."
"This, the slave and maid let someone send a letter to tell him."
"No,"
Zhu Feng raised his hand and waved.
Although his brows were stretched out, a few hanging stitch patterns were still deeply engraved on the center of his brows. He silently looked at the two sachets in his hands. After a long time, he slowly said: "Wait for him Let's talk about one result."
"..."
"I, also need a little time to prepare."
"Uh--"
Duke Yu looked at the sachet in Zhu Feng's hand and faintly felt that the emperor seemed to have something important to do, but this kind of thing was naturally not something he could ask as a servant.
So, just stood quietly.
After a while, Zhu Feng held the sachet tightly in his hand, bowed his head and began to read the paperwork on the table.
On the other side, Nan Yan slowly opened his eyes long after Zhu Feng left, and there was a slight daze in those eyes, but they weren't entirely fuzzy.
People don't know whether she just fell asleep or was sleeping.
However, she has been lying on the couch without moving.
After a while, he reached out to his arms and drew out a small thing from the close-fitting purse
Sachet.
It was also a sachet, almost exactly the same as the old sachet that Zhu Feng took away.
She found this from the locked box in the old grandmother's room when she returned to Si's house in Jinling.
In fact, it was originally intended to give these to Zhu Feng after the opening ceremony of the Chong En Pagoda, and I also told him to understand that many things between them seemed to be inextricably entangled.
But now--
She couldn't tell him completely.
It's like, she can't do the same as before, completely handing over to him.
As the emperor, his joys and angers are just emotional ups and downs for himself, but for himself, it is a test of life and death.
How many times can she stand Nanyan?
At this moment, the door was pushed aside.
It turned out that Ran Xiaoyu was standing at the door, probably worried about Nan Yan's mood, so when he took a look, he saw Nan Yan holding the sachet, lying on the couch in a daze.
She walked in gently, kneeling on the edge of the couch.
"Manny..."
"..."
"Manny, you gave the sachet of benzoin to the emperor?"
Nan Yan was silent for a while, then nodded gently.
Ran Xiaoyu wanted to speak but stopped.
Of course she also knew that it wouldn't work if she didn't take it out at this time. After all, Smulan's stupid pig had already said everything, so how could the emperor ignore such important clues.
but--
"The mother, did you tell the emperor that you are going to Yumen Pass?"
"..."
This time, Nan Yan was silent for a little longer.
There was no response.
Ran Xiaoyu understood: "Is the empress still hesitating?"
"..."
Nan Yan's throat choked slightly, then looked up at her and said softly, "Xiaoyu, am I... useless?"
"Manny?"
"Not even such a decision can be made."
"..."
"Even if I don't think about my father, is there any deep hatred between him, he treated me like that, why am I still so cruel to deal with him?"
"..."
"I'm really useless, right?"
"..."
Ran Xiaoyu looked at her haggard expression, and also knew that these days, although she was calm on the surface and was cared for by the emperor in every possible way, she was suffering in her heart.
Ran Xiaoyu whispered: "Don't say that, Niang Niang."
"..."
"Niangniang loved the emperor and couldn't let it go because that relationship was true; Niangniang had been wronged and felt wronged in her heart, so she naturally has to pay for it.
"..."
"This is not a question of whether it is useful at all, but it depends on how the individual chooses."
Hearing these words, Nan Yan was slightly startled and turned to look at her.
She didn't expect that Ran Xiaoyu would actually say something like this, which seemed to be different from her reckless, reckless temperament in the past.
She murmured: "Xiaoyu..."
"No matter what the empress chooses, it's all right."
"..."
"The slaves and maids will also be by your side."
"..."
Nan Yan looked at her, after a long time, slowly said: "Then, do you think, how should I choose?"