Chapter 1569: I have no regrets

"Do you know what I am going to do?"
Ran Xiaoyu looked at her drooping eyes and said softly: "Auntie said that the test is a matter of knowing the result from the beginning, in fact, the mother knows it."
"..."
"The mother just wants to pass this test, knowing the result from the beginning, to make herself a little bit cruel."
"..."
Nan Yan's breathing paused.
Ran Xiaoyu whispered: "Manny, you still feel cruel, don't you?"
"..."
Nan Yan still did not speak.
After a while, she raised her head to look at Xiang Ran Xiaoyu, as if a wry smile flashed across her face.
"I seem to be really useless."
"..."
"The man said that women are so greedy for gentleness, and they don't want to abandon the glory and wealth in front of them. When the man said that, I was still angry, but it turns out that I am really like this."
"..."
"He treats me better, and I don't have any pain anymore."
"..."
"He was gentle with me, and I was about to forget the torment he gave me."
"..."
"Xiaoyu, you say, am I too useless?"
"..."
Seeing her gradually red eyes, Ran Xiaoyu felt like a needle was piercing her heart. She slowly walked to Nan Yan's side, squatted down, stretched out her hands and gently covered her on her knees. Slightly shaking hands.
"Niang Niang, no."
"..."
"You are not what you said, you are not greedy for gentleness, nor are you unwilling to abandon the glory and wealth in front of you, you are just—"
Nan Yan looked at her blankly.
Ran Xiaoyu whispered softly: "You just have too deep feelings for the emperor."
"..."
"You have experienced so much together, that kind of memory, how can you say no, just don't?"
"..."
"not to mention--"
Having said this, she hesitated for a while, as if she felt that she shouldn’t go on, but seeing Nan Yan’s painful look, she gritted her teeth, and then said:
What’s more, the emperor is changing now. He is sincere to the empress. Ok."
"Will you treat me?"
Nan Yan gave a wry smile.
She raised her head and looked at the almost endless ice surface in front of her, as if she had been facing all these years.
I thought I was finally ashore, I thought that spring was finally blooming.
But it took a while to realize that there are still greater difficulties and difficulties waiting for me.
She slowly said: "From the time I fell in love with him, from the time he became the emperor, I knew that there were some things that I couldn't force."
"However, I still love him."
"So, when he treats me like that, when he rushes into the Vietnam National University to rescue me single-handedly; when he rejects all opinions and insists on enrolling me as a noble concubine; when he...I just think, even if there is more suffering in life, As long as he treats me wholeheartedly, that's enough."
"It's just that I knew it as soon as Qin Ruolan showed up. I can't ask for it wholeheartedly."
"So, I can only seek to spend this life peacefully."
"However, Feng Shu's appearance let me know that stability is also undesirable."
"I can only ask—I have no regrets."
"But, Feng Qianyan, when Feng Qianyan appeared, when I went through this period of time--" At this point, Nan Yan's voice choked, she trembled, and slowly said: "Xiaoyu, I don't even know now, I No regrets after the end."
"Manny..."
"Have I regretted that I chose this way."