Chapter 1767: Less, like him

She hesitated for a while, but still asked: "Where is the emperor?"
The people around who came to see him shut their mouths, you look at me, I look at you, no one speaks.
It was Ying Shao who coughed lightly and said embarrassingly: "In response to the imperial concubine, the emperor, he is busy with Reyue Wan, and he was still working out a plan for combat in the study last night. I am afraid now-I am afraid. I can't come to see the empress."
"Oh……"
Nan Yan frowned as she listened.
She didn't expect that she was just a little bit of pity for Chuxin, but Zhu Feng's dissatisfaction evoked. On February 7th, he was really angry with her because of this.
In the end, it was not that I did the wrong thing.
Thinking of this, she was too lazy to ask, and only said: "In this case, Master Ying will go to the emperor alone for this palace."
After speaking, they turned around and walked to the carriage. Ran Xiaoyu and the others immediately helped her onto the carriage.
The curtain was lowered, and an order was given, and the convoy left the captain's mansion, crushed the frost on the long street, and galloped away.
Ying Shao stood at the door, looking at their backs, and couldn't help sighing lightly.


Nan Yan sat in the carriage and swayed with the carriage for a while. The bumps of this degree were not a big deal, but her chest was so tight that she felt a little uncomfortable after shaking it for a while.
He picked up a soft pillow and placed it under his arm. Ran Xiaoyu sat aside and said softly, "Is the mother's stomach uncomfortable?"
"No."
"Or is it uncomfortable?"
"It's okay in this palace."
Listening to her faint tone, Ran Xiaoyu looked at her for a while and whispered: "Niang, what happened to you and the emperor?"
"..."
"He left in the middle of the night last night, and didn't come to see his wife today?"
"..."
"You guys, did you really fight?"
When she woke up early, she asked if she was "bickering", but seeing the situation right now, it was definitely not as simple as "bickering".
Nan Yan was silent for a while before saying, "Xiaoyu, this palace asks you something, you must answer this palace honestly."
"Manny, you ask."
"The last child in this palace had a miscarriage, you say, who is wrong."
"what?"
Ran Xiaoyu couldn't help but she would suddenly ask about this, and she was stunned.
Nan Yan looked at her and said, "Do you think who is at fault for losing that child in this palace. Is it the emperor or the palace?"
"This--"
"You honestly answered this palace, am I wrong?"
"..."
Ran Xiaoyu's disposition was originally the same as her fist, it was straight forward, one thing was right or wrong, and there were not so many twists and turns. Right was right, and wrong was wrong.
But since these days, when she followed the instructions of the concubine to look at the people and things around her with a calmer and more complicated perspective, many things have come to completely different conclusions from the past.
Faced with the problem of the imperial concubine, she hesitated.
Seeing her hesitating, Nan Yan said, "You think this palace is wrong, right?"
"..."
"Just say what you have, I won't blame you."
Ran Xiaoyu bit her lower lip, and after hesitating for a long time, she said softly: "In this matter, the emperor and the empress should both hit fifty boards."
"..."
"The emperor has big things to do, but under big things, you shouldn't completely ignore the mother, especially if the mother was pregnant at the time. Any accident may take that child away."
"..."
"And the mother-"
"how do I?"
"For the sake of friendship, the mother always gives up her life and forgets her death, even she doesn't care about herself, how can she care for her children?"
"..."
"The child is in the mother's belly. He can only live on her mother. If the mother doesn't protect him, who can protect him?"
After listening to her, Nan Yan's breathing slowly became heavy.
The expression has also become more solemn.
She murmured: "Sure enough, it was my fault."
"..."
"Sure enough, it's mine, it's because I didn't protect my children."
"..."
"it's all my fault."
Seeing her loss, Ran Xiaoyu hurriedly said, "Don't blame yourself too much, your mother is not unwilling to protect your children, but there are too many cruel people in this world."
"..."
"As the saying goes, there is only a thousand years to be a thief, and no thousand years to guard against a thief. Who can see through the minds of people around him at a glance, and who can see at a glance whether a thing is good or bad?
Hearing her words, Nan Yan gave a wry smile.
Said: "You will comfort my palace."
As she said, her eyes were still red unconsciously, and a little hot, turned and leaned against the window, lifted a corner of the curtain, and looked at the snowy wasteland outside.
Looks dazed.
Seeing her like this, Ran Xiaoyu said softly again: "The other one is not good."
"Ok?"
I don't know why she suddenly said it again, Nan Yan turned her head and looked at her: "What?"
Ran Xiaoyu said: "The empress takes the emperor too seriously."
"..."
"A word from the emperor made the empress restless, sleeping and eating."
"..."
"Sometimes, the emperor has only the emperor in her eyes, so she forgets herself and her safety in many cases."
"..."
"For example, this time, obviously pregnant, you still—"
"..."
Hearing her say so, Nan Yan hesitated for a while.
Finally, a wry smile came out.
She said, "Yes."
"..."
"Sometimes I think he is hateful, even I really hate him."
"..."
"But, do you know that if you like a person, you will really like it. As long as he is the way you like, or he becomes better, then no matter what, you will still like him. "
Ran Xiaoyu couldn't help but sighed: "Manny, is it planted in the hands of the emperor?"
Nan Yan smiled faintly.
Said: "But you are right."
"..."
"My palace should also try to be less, less, and like him."
"..."
"Otherwise, I don't know how to go in the future."
Seeing her both contradictory and hesitant, Ran Xiaoyu's brows frowned. She leaned to Nan Yan's side and said softly: "Mother, you told the slave and maidservant in the past that you were between you and the emperor. ..."
Having said that, she buckled the most important words.
Nan Yan's eyes flashed immediately.
At this moment, the horseshoes were swaying, and the carriage swayed and made noises. People outside must not hear their conversation, but this matter was too confidential and even fatal, so Ran Xiaoyu dared not say it.
Even so, Nan Yan's breathing was suffocated.
She turned her head to look at Ran Xiaoyu, only to see Ran Xiaoyu whispered: "Then, what is your plan for the emperor?
"..."
Nan Yan looked at her in silence. After a while, without saying a word, she just turned her head and looked at the vast wasteland outside the window.
Her gaze was like the scenery outside.
Desolation, silence.