Chapter 2632: You should live for yourself

Nan Yan looked at him with red eyes.
Yan Ye looked into her eyes, sighed again, and said, "I also believe that Nan Yan, who was so well-behaved as a child, will not become a villain."
"..."
This was the first time since they met again, he called her name again.
Nan Yan's tears almost came out again.
But she gritted her teeth and endured it, then smiled and said, "Thank you, Brother Ye."
"..."
"I, I have never forgotten what I did when I was a child over the years. I remember that Brother Ye at that time treated me very well and was a gentle person."
"tender……"
When it comes to these two words, Yan Ye seems to be in a daze.
After being silent for a while, he said lightly: "I'm almost forgetting it."
With tears in her mouth, Nan Yan said softly, "I know, it's because Brother Ye has to hide his true self over the years. That's why. But now, you have left the country, you can slowly find it back. I’m real."
"..."
Yan Ye was silent.
His appearance is as beautiful as that, but the lines on his face are stern. Since the reunion, they have said so many words and turned back so many memories. There is no extra expression on his face.
There was almost no smile in his eyes.
It can be seen that over the years, his control of feelings has become an instinct.
No amount of people and things can arouse too much emotional fluctuations in him.
Even when it is time for freedom and he can release his emotions, he will not.
Nan Yan choked and said, "Brother Ye, you should live for yourself."
Yan Ye was silent for a while, and said, "Maybe."
He bowed his head, looked at Xue Yun in his arms, and said: "In the future, I will slowly find my true self. I will live the rest of my life for myself and the person I love."
After speaking, he hugged Xue and walked away.
Nan Yan stood there, staring blankly at his back.
After a while, a big warm hand touched her shoulder, looking back, it was Zhu Feng.
He said in a deep voice, "Did you finish?"
Nan Yan nodded and said, "It's over."
Zhu Feng said: "Then, let's rest first."
"..."
"It's been three quarters, you must be tired after driving so long before."
Nanyan said: "The emperor doesn't ask, did the concubine tell him something?"
Zhu Feng glanced at her.
Calmly said: "I know what you said."
"..."
"Don't worry for a while, wait until you have a good rest."
Nan Yan's eyes flickered.
It seems that although he did not speak, he must have thought about it in his heart. Yan Ye spent so many years in the court of Lai Kingdom, especially when he went to the deserted city to obstruct Munch's plan to determine blood relationship. He was sure of Princess Tana There is a little understanding.
He did not take the initiative to ask questions.
Obviously, he was already quite prepared for the incident of his amnesia and the impact after that.
Nan Yan whispered: "The emperor..."
Zhu Feng said: "Take a rest first. Wait for tomorrow... Wait for tomorrow, let's talk about it."
"……Ok."
Nan Yan obediently followed him to the other side of the camp and fell asleep.
However, such a night is destined to be a sleepless night for each of them.
Nan Yan tossed over and over again, struggling constantly in the past and memory, as if she was trapped in a bottomless pit full of spider silks. Numerous thoughts entangled her with hundreds of twists and turns, and she was constantly falling in the whirlpool of memory. .
In this way, he slowly fell into a coma.
Probably because he had been ill before, and finally healed. Before he fully recovered his physical strength, he immediately went out in a carriage to chase Xue Yun. After running for a few days in heavy rain, he stayed up all night.
Although she didn't fall ill, she was really tired.
The next day, I stayed asleep until noon. Hearing a lot of noise around him, he barely opened his eyes from the dim dream.
At a glance, Ruoshui was standing by.
Seeing her opening her eyes, she immediately came forward and whispered: "Manny, you finally wake up."
"..."
Nan Yan was stunned for a while, then suddenly woke up, and suddenly sat up: "Where are the people? How about them?"
Ruoshui was so startled by her.
Hurriedly said, "Is the empress asking Mr. Yan Yeyan?"
"..."
"He got up very early. He originally said he was going to leave, but the emperor kept keeping him, saying yes, anyway, let's talk."
"..."
"They are talking there."
Nan Yan hurriedly got up, came out of this simple tent, and saw Yan Ye's and her carriage parked not far ahead, Yan Yezheng and Zhu Feng were standing by the carriage, and the two were talking.
Nan Yan had to go there subconsciously.
Fortunately, Ruoshui stopped her, and said, "Manny, wash it somehow, your hair is messy."
Nan Yan came back to his senses.
In a hurry, she rinsed her mouth with cold water and green salt, wiped her face, and let Ruoshui squeeze her hair slightly. It looked neat, so she put on a clean dress and walked over there.
However, as soon as he approached, he saw that Yan Yejiang gave Zhu Feng an object in his hand.
The expressions of the two people seemed to be talking about business.
Nan Yan hesitated for a moment, and did not go there anymore. Instead, he stopped by the carriage. As soon as he turned his head, he saw that Xue Yun was awake in the carriage in Yan Ye.
She was holding Xiujun's hand, pulling out a few silver needles from her acupuncture points, and asked softly: "Does it hurt?"
Xiujun said: "It's a bit sore, not painful."
Xue Yun said: "The coldness in the body has some influence. But you can rest assured that my medical skills can help you to regulate your body, and it will not leave a serious illness."
Xiu Yun looked up at her.
Whispered softly: "Thank you...mother."
Xue Yun seemed to be taken aback by this name, and then looked at Xiu Yun's pale face, and smiled: "How old are you and me...I'm a little uncomfortable with your name."
Xiu Yun said softly: "But, my lord is indeed my teacher."
"..."
"It's even my savior."
"..."
"If it weren't for him, I would have died long ago, with no bones."
Xue Yun said softly: "He, told me about you. What you have done over the years is enough. You don't need to use such shackles to trap yourself."
"..."
"He saved you so that you can survive, not that you continue to repay you."
Hearing this, Xiu Yun was silent for a while.
Then he raised his head and smiled softly at Xue Yun: "I know."
At this moment, her gaze looked outside the carriage.
"Concubine Si?"
Xue Yun immediately turned around and saw Nan Yan standing outside the carriage. She was taken aback for a moment and hurried over to get off the carriage.
But her hands and feet were a little weak, and she staggered when she got out of the carriage. Nan Yan hurriedly reached out to help her, but she didn't have much strength on her body, and the two of them got wrapped around their arms and almost fell together.