Chapter 2717: If I am gone...

"The people around me don't need repeated scrutiny and repeated tests. Even if that is the case, they may not be able to fully believe it."
Nan Yan looked at him and said, "Then, where is my concubine?"
"..."
"Is the emperor suspicious of concubines like this?"
Zhu Feng was taken aback by her question, but she didn't expect she would ask herself at this time.
Thinking of this, Zhu Feng looked down at her and said solemnly: "Do you know, what was in my mind when I first saw you?"
Nan Yan shook his head.
Speaking of it, the two have been together for so many years, but they have never talked deeply about what they met at the beginning.
Even more presumptuous to know, Zhu Feng's thoughts at the time.
Nan Yan couldn't help but stretched out his hand and grabbed his arm, almost half of his body was attached to his, and there was a little eagerness in his eyes, and asked, "What was the emperor thinking?"
"..."
Zhu Feng's lips curled up slightly.
He lowered his head, reached Nan Yan's ear, and said softly, "I want you."
"...!"
As soon as he said this, Nan Yan only felt a thump in his chest, as if he had been hit hard by something, and his heartbeat was missed.
She looked up at Zhu Feng, but saw that Zhu Feng was bending his eyes and looking at him with a smile.
Nan Yan's cheeks were flushed, even the tips of her ears were red.
She immediately lowered her head, almost hitting Zhu Feng's chest with her head, and said, "What nonsense the emperor is talking about!"
"..."
"It must be a concubine, I don't believe you."
Zhu Feng was hit by her head and almost fell back in the car, and her whole face was flushed, and she wished to be buried in her arms for a lifetime without lifting it up. He smiled and said, "You asked me. , I told you, but you don't believe it."
"Humph!"
Zhu Feng still wanted to tease her, but seeing her like this, he was afraid that she was in a hurry, so he reached out his arms around her, and the two of them cuddled together without saying anything.
It was Nan Yan, leaning in his arms, listening to the solid and powerful heartbeat under his chest.
Her face was already flushed, but she was still hot, and she could even hear her heartbeat in her ears, like beating a drum.
Turns out, is that so?
Is that what Zhu Feng felt when he first saw him?
Over the years, although the two people have never talked about that night, in fact, she will always secretly recall the situation when she first met, especially in the days after Zhu Feng’s amnesia, those memories, to her In short, it is the loneliest memory in the world, but it is also the help that supports her through all the miserable years.
What changed that night was not only his life.
Even his own life was completely changed that night.
But speaking of it, even she herself couldn't believe it. When she was tied to the palace dragon bed and looked at the palace that the tall and handsome figure walked into, a faint thought flashed in her heart.
In other words, a feeling.
She felt that her life might be entangled with this person.
Either sad or happy, they are all entangled.
She never told anyone about this feeling, even Zhu Feng, she never mentioned it, before, because of her humble status, just a small Shangbao female officer next to him, and later became his noble concubine, She just wants to be herself, and she doesn't want to use these memories to invite pets.
But I didn't expect that the flash of thought at the time would come true.
She has been entangled with him so far.
Even the children entangled two.
Thinking of this, Nan Yan couldn't help but chuckle.
Zhu Feng originally held her, feeling the person leaning on her chest trembling slightly, and then looked down at her: "What are you laughing at? Does my words make you so happy?"
Nan Yan's face flushed again.
He clenched his fist and punched his chest: "The emperor is not serious."
Zhu Feng laughed twice and said: "To tell you the truth, you say I am not serious, so I don't need to tell you these things in the future."
"That won't work!"
As soon as Nan Yan heard it, he immediately raised his head and said seriously: "If the emperor has any ideas, he can tell his concubine, or tell him all, even when he is tired?"
"..."
"When a concubine is a concubine, it is more than just a blessing."
"..."
"You have to share the emperor's sorrow."
Hearing this, Zhu Feng's expression sank slightly, as if thinking of something. After a moment of silence, he smiled faintly and said, "It is not easy to worry about me. Those in the middle of the court who are holding the salary Minister, I can't do it well."
Nan Yan asked, "How can I be considered a good job?"
Zhu Feng thought for a while and said, "Poor courtiers, I can't do everything I have explained. Even, secretly conquering, holding the court's laws for selfishness. There are so many people like this, I only hate. You can't finish it."
Feeling a little irritated by him, Nan Yan also knew that it was the corrupt officials he mentioned before that forced the peasants to sell their fields and sell themselves as tenant tenants.
Zhu Feng continued: "Ordinary courtiers are what I confessed. They at least know what to do and whether they are doing well. It's another story."
Nan Yan asked, "Then, where is the good courtier?"
Zhu Feng smiled bitterly, and said: "A good courtier is to know how to plan ahead and make suggestions for me before problems arise."
"..."
"Such a courtier is rare."
Nan Yan listened, thought for a while, and said, "This is indeed too rare."
"..."
"People are not saints. It's really hard to guard against the slightest failure. Let's be a prophet."
Zhu Feng said: "Therefore, I only hope that the courtiers will take their own salaries and do their own affairs well. Even if it is just like this, the court will be well."
Nan Yan leaned against his chest and thought quietly for a while.
Suddenly asked: "Have the emperor thought of anything to plan ahead?"
"..."
When asked about this, Zhu Feng calmed down.
Feeling that this quiet period was a little heavier, and even his heartbeat was a little heavier when he was listening, Nan Yan couldn't help but raise his head and look at him: "The emperor?"
There was a serious expression on Zhu Feng's face.
He lowered his head and glanced at Nan Yan, and said, "I, I have thought about one thing, it is a rainy day."
"What is it?"
"For example-if I were not there, what would you do?"
Nan Yan's face suddenly sank when he heard it.
"emperor!"
I mentioned it once before, and she almost became angry, but Zhu Feng did not expect to mention it again.
Nan Yan suddenly stood up from his arms, frowning and said: "The emperor is endless, right? Can you talk nonsense about this!?"