Chapter 2909: We are even

"Ruolan..."
Just when Qin Ruolan's roar was still echoing in her ears, and when the squally thunder and lightning outside the house intertwined into a prehistoric state, Zhu Feng's low and hoarse voice sounded in the dark room.
Qin Ruolan's breath suddenly choked.
She couldn't believe her ears, but, in the sound of her violent breathing, in her thunderous heartbeat, and in the rumbling thunder outside, she clearly heard his voice.
He called her "Ruolan".
In my memory, it was many years ago, as if it was a past life, Zhu Feng was still just a willful and stubborn boy who would show off in front of the girl he likes, and blush when he gets closer.
That boy would call her that.
However, since that night, since her true purpose became clear to the world.
There was no more innocent and rash smile on his face, and his eyes were no longer as clear and clean as they were before. He became sullen and cold, and even with his own flesh and blood, there was no extra warmth.
It was her who ruined the boy back then.
She is not qualified to let him come back, nor is she qualified to beg for his tenderness.
But now, the sound of "Ruolan" seemed to make her go back to the beginning for an instant, when they were getting better together, even when the years were still peaceful.
Qin Ruolan staggered and sat down on the ground.
The lightning and thunder outside the house made this moment pale and embarrassing.
In the dark, Zhu Feng’s tall figure still sat there, as if it had been integrated with the night, only his eyes seemed to be shining with a little light, which was also contrary to the same, even she thought that she would never be in him again forever Seen in his eyes, gentle eyes.
Qin Ruolan's voice sounded a little bit of crying in the night.
"The emperor, are you calling me?"
"..."
"It's calling me, right?"
"..."
"You remember me, you remember us back then, don't you?"
Zhu Feng was silent, and said slowly: "Yes."
"..."
"I remember everything, remember everything between you and me, when I thought about it, and how you lied to me."
At the last sentence, Qin Ruolan trembled violently again.
But Zhu Feng, from the figure to the voice, there is no change.
He was so quiet, as if talking about past lives.
"But, I remembered, remember, so what?"
"..."
"I even remembered the battle at the Great Wall. I remember the injuries on my body at that time, but I don't have the pain long ago."
"...!"
Qin Ruolan's heartbeat almost stopped.
She opened her eyes wide and looked at Zhu Feng.
Zhu Feng said: "I remember everything between me and you, but that has passed."
"..."
"In contrast, it is clearer that I have been cold to you over the years."
"..."
"And Cheng Xuan, he was born desperately by you. When you gave birth to him, I deliberately didn't go to see you. After he was born, I was asked to take him away."
"..."
"After so many years, my own son can't recognize each other, and I have to watch him as his aunt and concubine."
Qin Ruolan couldn't cry.
Zhu Feng looked down at her and looked at her pierced appearance. There was a bit of tenderness in her eyes. For Qin Ruolan, it was almost extinct, the tenderness that could not be seen in this life.
He said: "Looking back and thinking about that year...you may not be all deceiving me."
"..."
"Even if I can't see the evil intentions hidden by others, I can still feel a person's true feelings and falsehoods."
"..."
"It's just that at that time, I was hurt so deeply by you that later, even if I faced you, only anger and hatred remained. I couldn't listen to your explanation. Now I want to come, you, can What are the options?"
"..."
"Ruolan, you are also very painful."
"emperor……"
Qin Ruolan burst into tears when she heard this.
Just as Zhu Feng said, I had no choice at all for me back then, even if I fell in love with the proud and stubborn teenager, but many things were doomed from the beginning.
The result of her and him is the only one in front of him.
It was as if the sky had also sensed this moment. After a burst of lightning and thunder, the dark and low-pressure sky began to rain heavily.
The sound of rain and thunder covered everything around it. The rain curtain was heavy and blocked everything around. This dilapidated house in Lenggong seemed to have become isolated from the world for a moment.
And in the whole world, only two of them are left.
Between them, that careless tiredness.
When Zhu Feng spoke, in his voice, with the fatigue of so many years of torment and torment, he said Shen Shen, "So I thought, we are even."
"..."
"Ruolan, you don't owe me, and I don't want to owe you."
"..."
"We don't owe each other. I only want to think about the people I care about, and you... also think about your only relative."
Qin Ruolan was already crying and completely speechless.
This house is too dilapidated, although it will not leak rain, but the thin walls and roof, when the rain hits it, it makes a crackling sound, as if every drop hit her body, beating this thin body. Fragmented.
Lightning flashed.
The cold white light illuminated her embarrassed tears, and also illuminated Zhu Feng's tired face.
Qin Ruolan looked at him, looking at him idiotically.
"Is it just like this?"
"..."
"We really don't owe each other anymore?"
"..."
"If you don't owe each other, where will I find you in the next life?"
Zhu Feng looked down at her and said in a deep voice, "Qin Ruolan, have you thought about it. Without me, you should have a good life in your life."
"..."
"And without you, I might be good in this life."
"..."
"Since I know it was a mistake, why continue? The torture of the past ten years, can't you let it go?"
Qin Ruolan looked at him and asked, "You put it down?"
Zhu Feng did not answer her right away, but slowly stood up, looked down at her for a long time, then turned around and walked to the door.
As soon as the door was opened, the wind and rain outside immediately surged in.
Zhu Feng's clothes were drenched in an instant.
His tall body, at this moment, actually appeared a little thin, and it trembled slightly in the wind, as if it could not be supported. The strength and fortitude of the past seemed to be the same as his love and hatred for her. , Under the tempering of the years, there is not much left, only a heavy fatigue.
Even the voice when he opened his mouth was heavy and tired.
He said: "I said that I don't owe each other, but I don't want to see each other again in my next life."