Chapter 56: That kind of pain and sorrow

Grandpa Yu had already seen her before in the Cabinet Daku. There were some rumors about the night of the fire in the palace, and he had also heard it, so he knew what was going on with Sinanyan.
He looked at the woman with a sick look on her face, and then said, "Miss Si, is this the residence of the court lady Xia Yunting?"
"Here-yes."
"That's good."
Grandpa Yu nodded, and waved at the two little eunuchs behind him: "Go in and clean up."
As soon as the words fell, the two little eunuchs ran in and started to pack Xia Yunting's things. Nan Yan was shocked, thinking that something had happened to her and offended King Yan, and hurriedly said, "Daddy, why is Yun Ting? Up?"
Yu Gonggong said: "The court lady Xia Yunting served His Royal Highness Yan Wang last night, pardoning her slave status, and moving into the harem to be awarded."
"...!"
Nan Yan immediately stayed in place.
In the room, the two little eunuchs had already taken out Xia Yunting's things and were wrapping her up. The sound of turning boxes and cupboards sounded like thunder in her ears, which shocked her whole body.
After a while, she said softly again: "Father-in-law, is this true?"
Grandpa Yu glanced at her: "His Royal Highness King Yan personally ordered, is this still false?"
After speaking, he held a whisk in both hands, and urged inside: "Hurry up?"
Fortunately, she didn't have a lot of things, and the two little eunuchs were also very quick in their hands and feet, and quickly packed everything up, carrying three or four baggages, walked out, followed Yu Gonggong and left.
Nan Yan stood at the door blankly.
The sun shone on her, fierce, as if flames were all around her.
But she was cold all over.
Xia Yunting, Yun Ting... she served His Royal Highness Yan Wang last night?
She and His Royal Highness Yan Wang last night--
How can this be?
I kept repeating these words in my mind. I didn’t know how long I stood under the hot sun. She had been in a trance after being exposed to the sun. Then she slowly turned around and dragged her feet. Go to the bed, and then sit down with the bedpost.
Yun Ting served King Yan last night.
As soon as she sat down, this fact came out of her mind again, as if Father Yu's voice was still echoing in her ears, reminding her of this fact all the time.
After a while, she suddenly sneered: "Humph."
"Isn't that, not everyone can climb into your bed? The result?"
"Yun Ting only went to night for the first time, not just—"
"But that's it."
"I thought, it's true that not everyone can sleep in your bed."
"Loss me—"
At this point, she suddenly shook, as if something slammed in her heart so hard that she missed a beat in her heartbeat.
What's wrong with me?
What am I thinking?
Nan Yan stretched out his hands in confusion to hold his head-didn't he already rejected him that night? Although it was a misunderstanding, I said those words by myself. I didn't want to be a fluke, and I didn't want to go to his bed just like that.
Those words are what I said and thought. So what are I thinking now?
Moreover, Yun Ting... Yun Ting served him, what happened?
This is obviously good for Yun Ting now. She doesn't need to stay in Ye Ting to suffer, and she is no longer a slave. She should be happy for her.
But why, deep in my heart
What is that painful and sour feeling?