Chapter 710: I can't say it!

"He said that although he was sent to me by the prince, he did not disclose a word of my news to the prince or Jinling."
"why?"
"I also asked him why."
"..."
"He said, because when I first arrived in Beiping, I rescued a child from the army, and that child is his long-lost brother."
Nan Yan's eyes widened suddenly.
"he--"
"When I first arrived in Peking, the army was very chaotic and unregulated. At that time, prostitutes, those commanders were not allowed in the army, but they actually bought some young boys from fangs, planning to pretend to be recruits to join in. In the army, but in fact, it is a show boy for them to play with."
"..."
"Fortunately, when I inspected the military affairs, I discovered this incident. I immediately rescued the children, punished the commander in the army, and released the children."
"..."
"One of them is very young. He told me that he is a vagrancy and homeless. Even if he is put back, he is just wandering on the street. Maybe he will die of freezing and starvation in two days. He asked me Take him in, stay in the army to fight, or be loyal to the country."
"..."
"At least, to give him a way to survive."
"..."
"I, I left him and kept it by my side."
Nan Yan's voice trembled slightly: "He is--"
"He is Ye Yu."
"Then, Ye Quan is his—"
"Yes. Ye Quan told me that not long after he arrived in Beiping, he discovered that Ye Yu is his long-lost brother."
Nan Yan's throat suffocated, and then whispered, "Then, did he recognize Ye Yao?"
"No."
"why?"
"Later, I took an opportunity to ask Ye Wei. He had no memory of his childhood; he only vaguely remembered that he seemed to have an older brother, but once, when his older brother took him out to play, he was given to him. lost."
"..."
"So, before being bought into the army by Ren Yazi, he had been wandering on the street and suffered for many years."
Nan Yan understood.
Ye Quan is always guilty.
Especially when he came to Beiping and saw that his younger brother had almost become a Xiutong and was thrown into the army, one can imagine the guilt in his heart.
Naturally, I didn't have the courage to recognize my brother.
Therefore, as the benefactor of his younger brother, he also regarded Zhu Feng as his benefactor. Even though he was a meticulous work sent to King Yan, he never leaked a word from beginning to end.
Nan Yan looked up at the sky above her head, the originally clear, bright starry sky, at this time, her vision became blurred.
Feeling the warmth flowing from the corner of her eyes, she realized that she was in tears.
She whispered: "Then Ye Yu, do you know about this?"
"..."
Zhu Feng was silent for a long time, and shook his head gently in her arms.
"he does not know."
"..."
"I can't say it!"
After saying this, a warm and moist feeling dipped into Nan Yan's body through his clothes.
She knew how painful this man covering her body was.
He couldn't say it.
It was his own recklessness that caused Ye Quan to die in the Great Wall trench, and this place became his life's nightmare.
Nan Yan said softly, "It's okay if you don't tell him. It's okay..."
Looking at the current Ye Wei, he laughed and joked every day, able to smile at all difficulties, and also to do what he wanted to do by Zhu Feng's side. Wouldn't it be great to have such a life?
No wonder that Zhu Feng was so tolerant to him.
Many times, what Ye Xun said to him, and even his attitude towards him, has exceeded the scope of a subordinate and a confidant's responsibility, but Zhu Feng only scared him a word or two, never really angered him.
It was also because there was Ye Quan between the two.
However, there is another person in Nan Yan's heart, a person who is almost hazy--
Ning Fei Qin Ruolan.
What role does she play in this?
Before his death, Ye Quan said that he did not go to Jinling to pass any news about King Yan to the prince, but Zhu Feng's every move at that time was indeed monitored.
Then, who was it that reported Zhu Feng's every move at the time to the people in Jinling?
Nan Yan has not forgotten that Qin Ruolan's father is Qin Zhengqi.
It's the Prince Young Master!
This is a delicate but dangerous line.
Nan Yan wanted to ask, but when she felt Zhu Feng's whole person trembling slightly, she couldn't ask.
Speaking of this incident was already a big blow to him.
No wonder, he never mentions the Great Wall trenches, no wonder, that nightmare has been haunting him, for a person like him, that defeat—in fact, it was not a defeat at all, but a complete fledgling. The failure is the biggest stain in life.
Ordinary people, after such a blow, I'm afraid they will be devastated.
What's more, Zhu Feng is such a hard man.
It was very difficult for him to stand up.
Now, even more so in front of Nan Yan, telling him about his embarrassing past. For him, wouldn't it be another torment?
Nan Yan asked not to export.
I could only hold him and said softly: "The emperor, everything is over."
"..."
"Even if it's a nightmare, it's just a dream, it's fake."
"..."
"I am real."
"..."
"I am here, I am by your side."
After saying this, I immediately felt that the hands holding her were a little harder. She heard Zhu Feng's choking, and took a deep breath. After a long time, she gave a deep "um".
Nan Yan stretched out his hand, stroked his slightly undulating back, and stopped talking.


One night, the chaos passed.
The next morning, when I opened my eyes, the sun was shining brightly.
Nan Yan stretched out her hand in confusion, blocking her eyes, but the dazzling sunlight still pierced her into tears the moment she opened her eyes.
Xiaoyu's voice came from nearby: "Manny, you are awake."
"...?"
Nan Yan snorted in his heart, and subconsciously looked around, Zhu Feng was no longer around.
She hurriedly got up from the felt, but because she got up too vigorously, her head became dizzy and almost fell back. Fortunately, Ran Xiaoyu, who was sitting on her knees, hurriedly reached out to support her.
"Manny, are you okay?"
"I, I'm fine."
Nan Yan stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, frowning slightly.
what happened?
Recently, either the body is weak or the hair is dizzy.
I'm obviously so strong, so why have I become a little sick these two days?
However, in the morning on the grassland, the air was fresh, with dew on the tip of the grass, and a moist breeze blowing in, still made people feel very comfortable. Nan Yan took a few deep breaths, and the whole person was much more awake.
She was supported by Ran Xiaoyu, stood up slowly, and looked around: "Where is the emperor?"