Chapter 24:

Xiao Yi only needs to write two songs. One of them is Lu Zhou's character song. When the quality is decided, if the quality is very good, maybe a famous singer will be invited to sing it as a theme song.
Du Mei didn't seem to believe that Xiao Yi could write a good song, in fact, even Xiao Yi didn't believe it. Since his freshman year, he has never created anything decent. The only one, the song that he still remembers after so many years with Duma, the first song he thought of in the snowy days is just Young and frivolous, the inspiration is instantaneous.
But their band sang in Lijiang, sang in Kaili, sang in Houhai, sang in many places, and did not sing this song to red.
Xiao Yi felt that he could no longer write a song, which made him very scared and distressed. He knew that he must be recommended by Lu Zhou towards Du Mei. Lu Zhou was supporting him, caring about him, and was unconditional, using his own unique method.
At the end of the floor, the floor-to-ceiling windows here face the best scenery outside. No one usually uses it. Only Xiao Yi himself is facing the floor-to-ceiling windows. He was full of guilt and gratitude for Lu Zhou, but he was afraid that he could not fulfill his high hopes. Such a heavy burden would almost make Xiao Yi a novice unbearable.
He was silent for a moment, both sad and sweet, and after thinking about it, since Lu Zhou said so, it was regarded as a song written for his idol. Come on, I accept the challenge.
In his mind, he sorted out the forgotten knowledge of music creation for many years, and carefully spent a script. The two songs must conform to the style of the two dramas... In the role of Lu Zhou, he is serious and practical, just like in In the city, I lost my little man like Xiao Yi.
He was confused, poor, and exhausted from death to life. He drifted north for many years, but did not start a family. He expects a love, but the object of love is so unattainable...
The first day passed, Xiao Yi was still reading the script, pondering the role played by Lu Zhou.
He murmured a few words from time to time, walked to the piano and played a few notes, and the piano sound was particularly harsh in the open room.
The next day and the third day, Xiao Yi changed it and changed it. He was exhausted and always felt wrong. He changed the song and started thinking about the character song. Sometimes he went online and had no idea.
Xiao Yi was going crazy. He was afraid of letting Lu Zhou down, but the more he was afraid of him, the more he was and unable to think of anything.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiomph, Xiao Yi's spirit was almost on the verge of collapse. During these three days, he lived and ate in the company. Someone came to clean every day. He couldn't see Lu Zhou, but he was all in his mind. Whenever Xiao Yi swipes his Weibo, he feels very uncomfortable.
"I can't do it..." Xiao Yi said, he felt like he was about to cry.
Xiao Yi was lying on the table like a weak rabbit.
Another day later, Xiao Yi felt that anything was wrong, and he didn't want to write any songs. He just wanted to talk to Lu Zhou. Even if he was scolded by him, his mood would be better.
He thought about it. At 9:30 in the night, he did not know whether Lu Zhou was asleep. The filming must be very tiring. When he went back, he fell asleep. Even Lu Zhou would not care about him at all. Xiao Yi looked at Lu Zhou's name on the mobile phone number and tried to call him, but he could not press it. Lu Zhou was not there, as if he was missing something, and the whole world was different.
He desperately wanted to do something for Lu Zhou, but finally at this time, he found that he couldn't do anything. He was very depressed. Just like in the past, he didn't want to complete this task quickly.
These days, he can't make any effort to do anything. He is lonely all day long, thinking of Lu Zhou and his song when eating and sleeping.
【Sleep? 】Lu Zhou's WeChat came over.
Xiao Yi was ecstatic, and he replied: [No. 】
Lu Zhou seemed to be afraid of disturbing Xiao Yi and did not call.
Lu Zhou: [Done writing? 】
Xiao Yi: [Almost coming, I will not let you down. 】
Lu Zhou: [If you can’t, just come back first. Anyway, I have been shooting for several months. I will write when I am inspired. 】
Xiao Yi is both sad and upset, what to do if he is dying? Xiao Yi just wanted to cry without tears. He relied too much on Lu Zhou because I was a waste?
Xiao Yi can't sit down like this anymore, otherwise he will be driven crazy by himself sooner or later.
He pondered for a long time, and finally called Duma's phone and asked, "Are you free? Come with me for a bar, Duma."
Duma said, "Well, where is it? How are you doing recently?"
"It's terrible." Xiao Yi sighed on the chair.
Duma said, "I'll pick you up."
"I'll come to you." Xiao Yi said.
Duma’s home is on the top floor of a building in Sanlitun. It is decorated on the top floor and is very modern. Only he lives alone. He poured Xiao Yi wine in front of the wine cabinet. Xiao Yi sat at the dining table and was messy. The frivolous breath of spring seemed to make his feelings completely uncontrollable.
"Do you love him?" Duma came all over.
Xiao Yi: "..."
"You are good." Xiao Yi said, "Don't play with me."
"Assuming you love him." Duma listened to Xiao Yi's depression and complained, and put the wine in front of him with a smile, said, "Go brewing feelings, and then pour the feelings into your work, this is not what we used to Did the professor say?"
"The concubine can't do it!" Xiao Yi said helplessly, "I'm not gay, although I love him, but that is the fan's love for idols, not that... that love."
Duma leisurely said: "You pretend that you are gay, aren't you in a lot of film and television circles? Why are you so repelled, like old antiques."
Xiao Yi took a sip of wine and thought of Lu Zhou. He sighed a long time, his forehead covered his forehead, and thumb massaged his temples. Although he said so, Duma’s words were correct. Ten boys and five guys in the Conservatory of Music were second only. At the film and television school's rehearsal, when I went to college, everyone was not surprised about the same sex, and there were many Lala.
"Do you remember Agou?" Duma said.
"Huh." Xiao Yi replied, remembering that another roommate who lived with him and Duma was encouraged by Xiao Yi and Duma to take the postgraduate examination abroad.
"A dog has always liked you, I guess you don't know." Duma said.
"Ah?!" Xiao Yi almost overturned the wine, making it difficult to channel, "No!"
Duma said: "You only made a girlfriend before he went abroad. You are so kind to us. Ah Gou has a period of time. I suspect you and I have a leg. Are these things unusual? I thought It’s right if you meet the blame."
"For me." Xiao Yi said, "You two are brothers! No relationship can compare to our relationship, even love... well, I admit, my relationship with you is better than love, This is too far...come back."
Duma haha ​​laughed and said, "Some people like men, some people like women. You are very kind to brothers. In the past, girls in the class were still joking, saying that you are a sufferer, showing how much you are. , A little bit of this tendency."
Xiao Yi couldn't help crying and laughing. His fingers flicked around the glass. Duma said: "For example, you like Lu Zhou now. You are surrendering to him wholeheartedly. You are determined to kneel and lick. If he doesn't marry, want to give him a baby, ok? Write a song with this emotion, you can succeed."
Xiao Yi replayed the wine glass on the table, and Duma said, "Does it feel like falling in love? Recall?"
Xiao Yi just ended a love, but did not expect to feel the feeling of falling in love again. It was actually Lu Zhou. Although it was ridiculous and thunderous, he admitted that Duma was right. Love, marijuana and sex, and death are the most artistic Good catalyst.
Duma said: "I understand your feelings, worship, admiration. Lu Zhou has money and status, and is particularly good to you... If you are a girl, you will fall in love with him immediately."
Xiao Yi said: "You don't understand, not because he has money, but..."
"Personality." Duma said: "Character, character. It is also feasible to substitute love. Girls, like boys, don't just worship him, do you want to rely on him wholeheartedly?"
is it? Xiao Yi thought about it and thought it seemed like this.
With a bunch of messy black lines on Xiao Yi's head, Duma snapped his fingers wisely and said, "Love is a good medicine for art. Give it a try, I believe you can do it, Atu."
Duma got up to take a shower, and Xiao Yi still sat quietly at the dining table.
At twelve, the phone rang again, or Lu Zhou's call. Xiao Yi's heart was beating fast. He was next to Lu Zhou the day before yesterday. From the beginning, he was full of vomiting for Lu Zhou. Later, as long as he can be with him every day, he is very happy. To their short separation, Xiao Yi never missed Lu Zhou so once. As long as he could hear his voice, he felt that everything was full of hope. Even if he was scolded, Xiao Yi was happy.
Xiao Yi answered the phone.
Lu Zhou said politely: "WeChat does not return, your wings are hardened and you want to fly!"
"Sorry, sorry." Xiao Yi busy.
"What else would you say besides sorry?!" Lu Zhou said angrily, "Where are the people?"
"In..." Xiao Yi did not dare to say that he came to Duma's house and said, "At the company."
Lu Zhou stayed there for a few seconds and said, "Why didn't you return the news?"
Xiao Yi said: "I fell asleep just now, did not hear."
Lu Zhou said angrily: "Forget it, still writing?"
Xiao Yi said: "No, but I just got inspired, ready to write."
"That won't disturb you anymore." Lu Zhou said, "Well, happy birthday."
When Lu Zhou finished speaking, he hung up the phone. Xiao Yi glanced at the calendar and found that today is his birthday. Lu Zhou actually remembered it! He never seemed to say it!
"Go to the bar to play?" Duma changed his clothes and went downstairs, asking, "Find a sister or a handsome guy for you, open a room with you to release the pressure?"
Xiao Yi; d-_-b convex.
Duma said: "Then I'm gone, come back to bring you breakfast."
Xiao Yi: "Can you borrow your piano and study?"
Duma: "Of course."
Xiao Yi entered the study room of Duma. The room is very large. Duma likes to read. There is only one cushion and one bookshelf. In front of it is the floor-to-ceiling windows facing both sides. Outside is the bright night view outside the 36th floor. After the wind, the night sky was clear, and the lights flashed on the ground.
Sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, Xiao Yi gazed at the colorful and colorful night outside the window for a long time. With the passage of time, the world gradually fell asleep, the lights went out, and the room outside the room fell into a distant loneliness.
Like thunder and lightning, the wind is surging, the spark of inspiration burst out and ignited an uncontrollable thought in such a long and silent night, the night seems to appear a gentle galaxy and starry sky, it is in a tranquil, quietly with the city to each other Inclusive.
The Wanjia lights, the familiar street lights, the grassy atmosphere at the time of handover with spring and summer, Lu Zhou, carrying a coat and rolling sleeves, walked in the community.
Like the flash of light reflected in the vast sea of ​​music, the humble love, the complex taste, and the desire for love and family, intertwined into a hazy sense of music, which is the sound of a private car passing by, and it is the return of the city at night Seeing that there is a lamp in the house lit up for his sympathy, it is a prosperous world, a stream of rivers, a never-ending crowd of people, noisy, noisy, chaotic rice oil and salt and the life of a small citizen, a song of reality Is the man who has passed by countless times, waiting at the end of confusion.
All kinds of feelings are like whirlpools, mixed with the taste that no one can tell. The world is so different, and it is almost like this. The countless chaotic and disorderly memories in Xiao Yi's mind gradually became clear and surfaced. In the middle of the night, when the world is sleeping, designers, writers, screenwriters, musicians...the creators of everything are still thinking, they hand over all the inspiration to intuition to filter to judge, because this is the most dream When it is active, it has always been the case when humans appeared, and after tens of millions of years of evolution, it is inscribed in everyone's genes. The stars are shining brightly.
Xiao Yi moved his hand aimlessly, sideways, as if listening to the sound of love pulling the heartstrings, as if with sourness, thinking about that look was blurred, but it turned into a deep sense of security and tenderness in the heart The male masculine lover, with his unique character and charm, always infects Xiao Yi's Lu Zhou, just like the stars in the long night, everywhere.
He captured Lu Zhou's memories and his breath, slowly stood up, walked to the piano, pressed his finger on a certain key, wrong... It was another note, at that moment, Xiao Yi caught a certain vertical Immortal clip-Lu Zhou held his hand and looked at his eyes intently and affectionately.
He decisively pressed the key next door and made a loud noise, which went straight to the depth of his heart, making the whole world tremble. Then, Xiao Yi popped a series of sounds, either gentle or cramped, partly Like the thousands of lanterns in the prosperous night, they lit up countless warm homes, and after the beginning of the lantern, everything fell silent, and the music accompanied them on the streets of Beijing.
Xiao Yi swept down the score, threw it aside, and then closed his eyes. The Lu Zhou in military uniform and Xu Fengyan overlapped together. This is his second chapter. At the end of the first song, the first note of the second song flashes suddenly, and the melody of the flowing clouds rises.
The next day, the sun rose and the sky outside the window was gray. Duma was so sleepy that she pushed the door in and Xiao Yi was awakened.
"Let me see?" Duma said with a smile.
A row of piano keys were printed on Xiao Yi's face, and he rose up tiredly. Duma hummed the score and was a little surprised, saying, "Please ask someone to fill in the words?"
Xiao Yi brushed his teeth, sat at the table, ate Duma’s breakfast, and said,
I’ll come by myself.

"Not bad," Duma said, "very good."
Duma sent Xiao Yi back to the company and went back to bed. On Sunday morning, Xiao Yi pushed the door back to the studio and froze.
In front of the desktop computer, there is a birthday cake.
I didn’t have it before leaving last night. It’s only 8 o’clock now. There is no one at work in the company. There is only one person who will bring cakes.
Xiao Yi was filled with emotion, and sat down and ate a bite of cake, ready to continue working.
Another day passed, Xiao Yi was half asleep and half awake, and his spirit was extremely unstable. He hummed those two songs back and forth. The cake ate for half a year. His hunger throughout the day was satisfied from the birthday cake. As if it were his dual food of spirit and material.
However, in his self-talk, he did not know how to face Lu Zhou, and the same was true for the words he wrote for him, but he could not speak a thousand words, and finally he whispered: "I guess you don’t see understand."
Xiao Yi wrote the first word, just like a love poem given to his idol by a fan. It was written more and more restrained, and he went around. He began to understand that he was composer and lyricist, and he was very tired and tired-just like he was full of heart. Opening to the temple to Lin Xi, you are hidden in the heart of Zhang Yadong, that is the release of true feelings, and the melancholy experienced in life, what atmosphere, what sense of music, but all are exaggerated skills .
While pointing directly at the feelings of the human heart, writing a song and filling in a word is enough to turn the heart out and let the author taste it.
Xiao Yi breathed a sigh of relief, looked at his work, then smiled and sang.
It’s not enough, you need to change it again.
The sultry weather made him very uncomfortable. He hadn't bathed for several days. Xiao Yi missed Lu Zhou very much, wanted to tell him that he had finished writing, wanted to give him a call, and thought he would wait until the finished product came out. As well.
This night, a sudden thunderstorm came across Beijing. During the next day, Xiao Yi sat in a dark room without turning on the lights. After careful consideration, he changed it all day, deleting it and changing it, holding an electronic dictionary. . In the evening, the rain was getting heavier and the people in the building were off work early. Xiao Yi went downstairs, and Lin Yao was still there. Du Mei had an appointment for dinner. When Lin Yao saw Xiao Yi, he smiled and said, "Done writing?"
"No." Xiao Yi said, "but soon, I will go to Juhua tomorrow and find them to contact the band."
Lin Yao said, "Can I go home today?"
Xiao Yi thought about it and said, "Stay there for another day. Has Brother Zhou been here?"
"All on the set." Lin Yao said.
Xiao Yi glanced at Lu Zhou’s schedule. There are still night scenes today. Maybe he wouldn’t film it. He returned to the company to write a song. Lin Yao temporarily transferred two assistants to Lu Zhou. Xiao Yi went downstairs to eat After dinner, after a day of heavy rain, thunder and lightning thundered, Xiao Yi was in a good mood.
He had eaten in a simmering soup restaurant downstairs. After thinking about it, he dared not call Lu Zhou directly. He was afraid that he was eating, so he called Lin Yao’s assistant. The assistant replied that it was an interior scene at night, and still had to film the scene. The rain had accumulated deep. Xiao Yi had dinner. When it was seen at 8:30, it was still thundering outside. He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window for a while and suddenly wanted to visit Lu boat.
I can finally go to work now! Xiao Yi took advantage of the simmering soup restaurant has not closed, so he made a package of chicken soup, filled with the company's thermos, went out to take a taxi to the studio.
The inside scene of another community that the crew of the team was looking for has not yet opened for sale. Only their crew is there. When the rainy day is gone, Xiao Yi has nowhere to go. Xiao Yi got off the road and was only a few steps away. The engine of the crew thundered loudly.
After finishing a filming session, Lu Zhou happened to take a break. When he saw Xiao Yi, he was taken aback.
"What are you doing?" Lu Zhou said, "It's raining so much outside."
"Hey, I came to visit the class and feed you by the way." Xiao Yi said, "Have you eaten supper? Have you eaten yet?"
Lu Zhou wore a pair of flip flops, his trousers were pulled up like a laborer, and his sleeves were still wet. He motioned to Xiao Yi to sit down and took the thermos.
"Did you not eat dinner?" Xiao Yi said, "Why didn't anyone buy it? Damn it! Assistant? How can you make you hungry for filming!"
"It's too rainy." Lu Zhou said, "There's a traffic jam on the road, and the logistics won't come. Everyone will wait for the filming at nine o'clock before eating supper."
The streets are closed, and there are night snacks. When the wind in the corridor blows, Xiao Yi was half cold to death. Lu Zhou ate a large pot of chicken soup and meat, and he was full of energy. I told Xiao Yi before: "Wait here, go home later, don't go to the company."
Xiao Yi watched Lu Zhou play a dragging scene, quietly, for fear of waking up the heroine. The heroine was obviously tired after crying, lying on the sofa under the floor lamp with tears on her face.
Lu Zhou wore a vest and jeans flip-flops, like an uncle, wanted to go to the protagonist, but did not dare, so cautious, and afraid of waking her up, it was both funny and touching, not at all insignificant. .
Then, Lu Zhou kneeled on the ground and carefully looked at the heroine's sleep. The heroine suddenly opened her eyes and joined her.
Lu Zhou didn't let her get in touch, the heroine just made a move, didn't dare to really take advantage of Lu Zhou, the director shouted, good, then came the drama of the heroine and girlfriends, Lu Zhou sat back, Xiao Yi smiled and said: "I thought she really kissed."
Lu Zhou's tongue spit out, and his teeth bite the bone of a chicken wing.
Xiao Yi: "..."
Lu Zhou smiled cunningly, and Xiao Yi was about to be laughed at by Lu Zhou. When the heroine was just about to kiss, Lu Zhou spit out the chicken bones and signaled that you dare to come? The heroine has a black thread.
Lu Zhou also tried to find soup in the thermos. The heroine finished another play. Lu Zhou went up and dimmed the light. The two watched TV and were in a daze. The heroine leaned on Lu Zhou's shoulder and Lu Zhou put her Hold it horizontally and hug it to sleep. The last scene is over.
The rain was getting bigger and bigger, Xiao Yi came to Beijing for so many years, this is the second such torrential rainstorm, the last time even the overpass was flooded, this time is simply the end of the world, thunder and lightning through the city, night At 9:30, the assistants were sent away. After the crew finished work, Xiao Yi drove. The two were stuck on the road. The overpass was full of water, but it had not reached the point of flooding the roof.
"I can't pass it." Xiao Yi said, "The water is too deep!"
A row of cars was parked in the water, and the water level spread over the wheels. Lu Zhou said, "The road ahead is blocked!"
With a thunder, Xiao Yi said, "What should I do?"
"Cold mix!" Lu Zhoudao, "Damn, the car next door is still shaking!"
Xiao Yi: "..."
There was no car quake next door, but the two men took advantage of the traffic jam to hug and kiss. Xiao Yi blew his horn a few times and couldn't see it. Lu Zhou said: "Park the car outside the mall and walk back, not far away."
More than three kilometers away from their home, Xiao Yi parked his car outside a large shopping mall and locked it. He wanted to give Lu Zhou an umbrella, but Lu Zhou held the umbrella first. He was taller than Xiao Yi and blocked when he was playing. In Xiao Yi, the two of them got soaked in a moment after getting out of the car, and walked across the road to the opposite side.
"Why didn't you bring an umbrella!" Xiao Yi shouted.
"It's all given to those children!" Lu Zhou shouted towards Xiao Yi. "Get out of the car when you go out! Who knows it's raining and raining so big!"
It is very easy to walk for two or three kilometers at ordinary times, but it is impossible to get there in rainy days. Lu Zhou and Xiao Yi bumped into each other. Lu Zhou simply held his shoulder with one hand, and the two walked against the wall.
Xiao Yi's heart was beating wildly, and Lu Zhou kept dripping water on his body, apparently already embarrassed, and his shirt was all soaked, showing the outline of muscles.
"Brother Zhou!" Xiao Yi shouted.
"What?!" Lu Zhou glanced at Xiao Yi.
"Did you miss me." Xiao Yi's voice was a little lower.
The storm was overwhelming, and the clattering voice overshadowed their conversation. Xiao Yi realized that he was a little embarrassed when he spoke. This sentence was smaller, and a gleam of electro-optical flashing completely cut off the sentence he asked for the exit.
Lu Zhou said something again, and Xiao Yi yelled, Lu Zhou roared and said: "...I mean--"
Xiao Yi: "???
Lu Zhou dragged him in front of him, his lips almost touching Xiao Yi's ears, and said, "One point!"
Xiao Yi laughed, and suddenly a lightning struck a tall building not far away. The thunder and lightning suddenly appeared at the same time. The scene was extremely magnificent. The lightning rod at the top of the building sucked the thunder. Within half a second, the surrounding light shone like the day. The cracked light reached the night sky.
The sudden thunder and thunder drowned all their consciousness, as if the sky was falling apart, and the end came.
Xiao Yi shouted, Lu Zhou hugged him and shoved him to the subway station exit, the two held tightly. Lu Zhou's subconscious reaction took less than a second, and Xiao Yi also hugged Lu Zhou reflexively. The mad thunder just scared both of them. Lu Zhou was full of water, watching Xiao Yi gasping and turning back Look at the building in the distance.
"Damn..." Lu Zhou said, "I'll be scared out of heart disease."
Xiao Yi said: "I thought...that building is going to fall..."
Xiao Yi leaned on the subway station entrance without breathing, Lu Zhou said: "Take the subway, old life was scared by half."
Lu Zhou took his umbrella and got his hair. They stood at the subway station and waited for the bus. There were people everywhere. Lu Zhou was wearing slippers and his trousers rolled up to his knees. The girl dripped downwards. A girl found Lu Zhou and moved her own. Companion, gesture quickly.
"Excuse me..."
Xiao Yi did not wait for her to speak, and said: "Do you think Lu Zhou will wear ten-dollar slippers to squeeze the subway."
All around laughed, Xiao Yi patted Lu Zhou's shoulder, and the two went into the car. Lu Zhou's hair blocked his forehead and faced the door of the car. His white shirt was soaked almost to be seen, but he didn't care. Leaning on the railing, and Xiao Yi looked at each other, and they both laughed.