Vol 3 Chapter 5: I'm lying to you

　　Don’t say right or wrong in front of people, even if she has passed away, she can’t see or hear it, but she can’t tell her desolation in front of her tombstone.
　　 Zhuoyang and Mertesacker left Cheryl's tomb, left the cemetery, and sat down on the hillside not far away. Zhuo Yang held a long dog-tail grass in his mouth, listening to Grandma Mo telling Xie Lier's long story.
　　These things were all learned from her family after Sheryl died. The content and experience are not exhaustive, but by inference, you can still have a complete outline.
　　Ten years ago, after Cheryl and Grandma Moe broke up, the Lithuanian middle-aged man who lost her love also disappeared. In fact, since then, Cheryl's life has been ruined, unless she can have the wisdom like Grandma Mo, she can free herself from the oppression of the soul. But she is clearly not.
　　 A few months later, Cheryl went to Berlin, where she had an uncle. In Berlin, she returned to her high school class, and she fell out of school a few years ago because she was in love with Mertesacker. But this time, she still failed to finish high school and dropped out again after one semester.
　　 had no other livelihood skills, Cheryl became a waitress in a bar in Berlin, but only worked for half a year. In the summer of 2005, she went to Manchester, England, where she started as a barmaid. This time, she did it for four years.
　　 That bar is a Manchester United Red Devils fan bar, and Mertesacker is a Manchester United player.
　　In August 2009, Mertesacker transferred to Dortmund and left for Uncle Slag. Sheryl also returned to Dortmund from Manchester and continued to be a waitress in the bar until last year.
　　 Sheryl has never appeared in front of Mertesacker in these years, not once, and the two did not make any contact. But in Cheryl's relics, there are four seasons of Manchester United and Dortmund's home season ticket coupons, each of which is used, and the stubs of eight seasons.
　　She also left that epitaph.
　　 Last July, Mertesacker held a wedding in Marinburg and Ulrich in his hometown. A week later, Cheryl quit her job at the Dortmund bar and returned to Pattenson’s house. She has been here for eight years.
　　Five days later, on August 1, 2013, Cheryl took a lot of sleeping pills in her bedroom, saying goodbye to the once tender but malicious world.
　　 Sheryl's suicide caused a ripple in the small Pattenson. Father Mo thought again and again, or called Dortmund to tell her son the news. So, Mertesack, who rushed back alone, saw Cheryl again in the cemetery after nine years of breaking up.
　　 "Cheryl did this after learning that I was married." Grandpa Mo said.
　　 "But this has nothing to do with you, grandpa, you can't bear anything for this matter. You have Ulrich, and Karl, you are responsible for them."
　　 "I know." Grandpa Mo said: "So when her mother wanted to hand over her relics to me, I didn't ask for it. It was the ticket stub and some posters, my game poster."
　　 "In our China, these things should be burned, and after being burned, she was taken to another world, which still belongs to her."
If you look at this matter from a bystander’s or third-level perspective, Sheryl’s actions, her epitaphs, and relics are all selfish, and will make Mertesacker carry something that he is completely unaware of and completely What shouldn't be responsible, the hijacking of conscience.
　　 But after all, she was dead, people died like a lamp, everything fell to the dust, so no matter whether Zhuo Yang or Mertesacker would say anything.
　　 "The day when she died was August 1. Thirteen years ago, August 1 was the day when I fell in love with her. I kissed her on that day, and that was my first kiss."
　　 Zhuo Yang didn't interrupt Grandma Mo's words, but listened to him quietly with the dog's tail in his mouth.
"At that time, Cheryl and I were both under the age of 17 and a few months away from my birthday. At that time I was in the Maddie Youth Team, the piglet was also there, and Scar, De Tu, and the second brother had just arrived. , You haven't come yet."
　　 "Three months later, Cheryl had just finished her 17th birthday. She told me that she did not want to go to school, but her mother disagreed, and I moved her into my apartment."
"Later, Cheryl's father came to find her home, and I drove him away. Her ex-boyfriend, the little boy named Felix, also came to him and was beaten to death by scars and Clark. "" Clark Edmund, nicknamed "Superman", will be called "Peninsula Three Heroes" in the future with the mad dog Rand and Ackerman.
　　 Grandma Mo is the first love, but Xie Lier is not. She just broke up with her classmates at that time. Mertesacker took advantage of her while comforting her.
　　 "Since then, no one cares about me and Cheryl again. In those days we spent three years together until what happened later."
　　 "Zhuo Yang, what do you think is Cheryl's love?"
　　 Zhuo Yang was silent for a long time, and he could not answer this question.
"I don't know what love is to Cheryl. In fact, I don't know her at all." Zhuo Yang said: "But she is stupid, a very stupid person. I am not saying that she betrayed you, but she chose to commit suicide. "
　　 "No matter for whom, even because of your grandfather, it is not worth her life. She is so stupid. She regretted it, and why she didn't go to you for so many years. If she doesn't, why would she not think about it?"
"Pell, in my heart, I can't understand people like Cheryl. Either be brave enough to admit mistakes and try to recover the lost things~EbookFREE.me~ or just don't look back and live your life again But what she has done over the years has no meaning at all, is it just to satisfy her inner desolation?"
　　 Zhuo Yang shook his head while talking.
　　 "So what is love, this question is very complicated." Grandpa Mo said: "I can't answer you, and you can't answer Cheryl's question."
　　 "Xie Lier lost herself in regret, I don't want to say that her is not, but now think about it, Xie Lier's character is indeed flawed, it is too easy to get in incorrect places."
　　 "In this world, each of us is easy to get lost, and it is important to find ourselves. Zhuo Yang, I think if you can find yourself in love with Coco, you can also find the answer to the question."
　　 Zhuo Yang spit out the grass in his mouth. "Grandpa, although I still don't understand, I believe you are not pretending to be me."
　　 "Of course not!" Grandpa Mo smiled: "Zhuo Yang, there is one more thing, I have been lying to you."
"I actually did not enter the bottleneck in the Champions League final in May last year, or under the pressure of the piggy. Last August, when I learned of Cheryl's death, I hurried back to Hanover, right in front of her tombstone. , After seeing the epitaph left by her, it is."
　　 "Zhuo Yang, I entered the bottleneck from that day."
　　 Zhuo Yang was dumbfounded again.
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