Vol 3 Chapter 998: I still don't love you enough

In November in Beijing, the wind is always strong, and it is not a good idea to stand on the top of a building to chat. Zhuo Yang has a feeling of infernal affairs. He looks at Li Xiaoqing, and he also has a guilty conscience in Andy Lau facing Tony Leung.
He regrets a bit at this time, and shouldn't come to visit Xiaoqing at the EC Science and Technology Building, because this is her site, and she is the emperor in this building. No matter how charming she is, she can't hide the aura of Fang Qiu. .
If Xiaoqing is invited to a coffee shop or bookstore, or even a park on the street, she will definitely have more little girls exposed.
"Xiaoqing, I broke up with... Kou Kou."
"What happened?"
"You don't seem surprised."
"I'm surprised, but I'm used to everything and act calmly."
"You are so awesome... so awesome."
"Come on, what happened to you and your little princess?"
"Yu, she is not my little princess. What happened... I don't want to talk more, sorry."
"and then?"
"What then?"
"Zhuo Yang, you made a special trip today just to tell me that you broke up with your little princess?"
"Maybe I want to hear you comfort me, or want you to scold me, you can pick one."
Xiaoqing held on to the railing at the edge of the garden on the roof and looked at the traffic on the ground without speaking.
Zhuo Yang leaned against the guardrail beside him, looking up at the dark sky at dusk.
After a long silence, Xiaoqing said, "I was thinking, I should be sad or happy. Finally, I found out that I didn't seem to be happy, but there was indeed a trace of sadness."
"Sorry for me?"
"Perhaps." Xiaoqing said: "Can I do something for you? Or I can talk to Kou Kou, or I can interrupt the technical support for George Feng, and I can make him crash."
"It's not necessary." Zhuo Yang looked at Xiaoqing: "Really, it's not necessary. These are all meaningless. I don't want to have anything to do with Habsburg."
"Zhuo Yang, you seem to be a bit unlucky this year."
"Xiaoqing..."
"Ok?"
"If... I mean if, I'm asking you now... Would you like to be my wife, will it appear that you don't show enough respect for you?"
The 31-year-old Internet giant looked at Zhuo Yang with a sweet smile, with a little shyness of a girl in his smile.
"I don't have any confidence in asking this question, Zhuo Yang, it's not like you."
Zhuo Yang scratched his head embarrassedly.
"Zhuo Yang, do you think we were lovers when we were in Hanover 11 years ago?"
"What do you think?"
"I think it should be counted. We seem to have kissed again." It was Xiaoqing's first kiss, although it was only teaching.
"Yes? Why don't I remember?"
Xiaoqing didn't care about Zhuo Yang's forgetfulness. As she said, she had become accustomed to being silent on her expression.
"I often ask myself, if I didn't return to China to start a business ten years ago, but stayed in Hanover as a little girl..." Xiaoqing looked at Zhuo Yang: "If that were the case, would you and I become true lovers? , Will we still be together now?"
"There should be several children." Zhuo Yang said.
Xiaoqing tilted her head and asked him, "What do you think of two sons and two daughters?"
Zhuo Yang said: "The boss is probably in the third grade."
Li Xiaoqing couldn’t imagine what it would be like to be a mother of four children. Zhuo Yang looked at her slender waist and tried to imagine her belly bulging and deflated. In one breath,
Kucha, Kucha
gave birth to four in a row. Sturdy,
The two people laughed at the same time.
"I have asked myself more than once...no, more than a hundred times, I have asked myself a question: If time can go back ten years ago, will I stay in Hanover or return to China to start my own business?"
"Is there an answer?"
"Yes." Xiaoqing nodded: "I will still choose to return to China."
Frankly speaking, Xiaoqing's answer was beyond Zhuo Yang's expectations.
"Zhuo Yang, I have never experienced a decent love, so I don't know what it should look like. But I think that I am...it should be love to you."
Xiaoqing said: "My love."
"Li Xiaoqing in Hannover is a little girl, but I know myself and cannot always be a little girl. Zhuo Yang, in fact, the current Li Xiaoqing is the real me."
"Even if I continued to stay in Hannover ten years ago, I would definitely cease to be a little girl one day after that. Even if I did not use the Internet as my career, I would do other things, trade, finance, real estate, who knows? ."
"Zhuo Yang, I love you, but I still don't love you enough."
"Because I am afraid it will be difficult for me to give up my career for you. I would not give up starting a business ten years ago, nor will I give up EC technology today."
"Xiaoqing, two people love each other not because one person must make a complete sacrifice, nor is it a man who asks his wife to wait for me at home. Your career and you...do not conflict with me."
Xiaoqing said: "I know that career and love do not conflict, and you will definitely support me to carry on my career."
"Yes."
"But, if one day I have to choose between you and my career, I am afraid..., at least I will hesitate."
"Xiaoqing, there will be no such multiple choice questions in life."
"What if?"
"Nothing in case." Zhuo Yang said confidently: "This choice will not happen, and I will not let my wife face this choice."
Xiaoqing didn't continue on this topic, she reached out a hand to pull a pinch from the tip of the grass in the garden, rubbed it in the palm of her hand, and scattered them from the roof.
"This EC Technology Building is my kingdom, and I am the president here."
"But I am not the person who understands network technology best in this building, nor is it the person who understands network strategy best. There are a lot of top elite talents in my EC technology, covering various fields."
"I'm not the most capable person here, I'm just their president at UU Reading www.uukanshu.com."
"In ten years of entrepreneurship, my greatest strength lies in looking at people. I can see at a glance whether a person has real talent. At my current position, the only thing I have to do is to manage people. Zhuo Yang, I am very good at thinking. people."
"Trust me, Zhuo Yang, I see people very accurately."
"So?"
"If one day for you, I must abandon my family, my career, the EC technology I built, and all I have now, I really can't do it."
"I say something without taboos. If you need me to die with you, I can't do it. Zhuo Yang, I don't love you enough."
"These ones……"
Xiaoqing stopped Zhuo Yang's argument.
"But someone in this world can do it, she can give up everything for you, she can die for you. Zhuo Yang, I think people are very accurate, Kou Kou is the only girl who can die for you."