Chapter 101: Ruthless men with mental disorders (12)

Song Xuan was awakened by a knock on the door the next day. +++All Tanmei Novels: EbookFREE.me
He Chenxiang knocked at the door, "Song Xuan, are you there? Are you inside?"
She cried for a long time yesterday, and finally (sleeping Shui) was still, her eyes were heavy, her throat was very special (dry gan), she cleared her throat, "what's the matter?"
"Ji Huai couldn't call you. He is very worried about you, so you can call him back." He Chenxiang said outside the door.
"Okay thank you."
After the other party left, she took the mobile phone, it was dead, got up to find the data cable, and then charged it.
The charged mobile phone hadn't been turned on immediately. She sat on the side of the bed blankly, remembering what happened yesterday, her eyes were moist, she wanted to cry so much, and she couldn't figure it out.
This child abruptly interrupted all her plans.
She is going to graduate school. The plan for this year has been completed, the class has been reported, and the books have been bought. The most troublesome is Jihuai.
The phone was turned on and it kept vibrating. It was all missed calls from Ji Huai. Before she was ready to call back, he called again. He hesitated and answered it.
"Where did you go? Why didn't you answer the phone?" Ji Huai said anxiously, but did not scold her.
"I was too tired to go to work yesterday, and I was (sleeping in Shui) when I came back." She made an excuse for herself and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Ji Huai noticed something wrong in her words, "What's the matter? I don't seem to be happy. Isn't (sleeping Shui) enough?"
"I've had a nightmare." She put her feet on the (bed chuang), chin against her knees, hugging her legs, making an excuse for herself, and she choked up when she said it.
"It's been too hard recently? Would you like to take a few days off? I'll go back this afternoon." Ji Huai comforted her over there, "Don't think too much. If you have something to tell me when I come back, eh?"
Song Xuan was silent, crying silently there, saying, "That dream was so terrible, I was so scared to cry."
If it were in the past, Ji Huai would laugh at her, but he softly coaxed her over there, "It's all a dream, there is no (guanguan) department, I am here, I will arrive at about five in the afternoon, I will pick you up from get off work."
"En." She responded softly and changed the subject, "Then did you buy me a gift? I want a gift."
She is afraid of the realization of the things in her dream (fafa), which will completely destroy the beauty of this time, lack of security, and eagerly want to get a little comfort from him.
"What gift do you want?" Ji Huai asked with a good temper.
Song Xuan couldn't think of what gift she wanted, and buried her head again, and said with a nasal voice, "You never thought of bringing me a gift, you are sure
Never miss me, you don't love me anymore. "
"You have wronged me, I love you very much." Ji Huai said affirmatively, and then said, "The flowers here are very fresh and they bloom very beautifully. May I buy you a bunch of flowers and go back?"
"I don't want any flowers. I'm going to work." She walked to the dressing table, looked at her red and swollen eyes, but suddenly wanted to ask for leave, and her face (color) looked terrible.
"I saw jasmine flowers sold here that day. They were very fragrant when I walked through them. The flowers bloom very well, and the petals are very small and white, just as fragrant as you." He said there again.
"You are so fragrant." Song Xuan retorted him.
Ji Huai smiled, "My wife, I don't have your fragrance."
His tone was overwhelming. Song Xuan used to hear her heart beating. It was sweet and sweet. The corners of her mouth could not help but rise. Now the tears flowed out of her eyes unconsciously. After a while, she lowered her voice, "I really want to go. Go to work and hang up."
Fearing that he would hear the same, he hung up the phone before he could answer.
Song Xuan did not finish the class, but she wanted to go to the hospital for a detailed examination. If she was really pregnant, it would be regarded as an accident and she was pregnant. The chances of winning the lottery were all due to her. Come on.
Thinking wildly all morning, she went to the hospital in the afternoon, what if it was a mistake?
Before the result came out, she still prayed, or not to be pregnant. The baby was coming, not now, neither Ji Huai nor she had this preparation.
The odds are too small, she thinks it's probably not pregnant.
It's a pity that God didn't care for her too much, and things with a very small chance were still born on her.
She was sitting on the bench in the hospital, with the report sheets in her hand, her eyes dull, helpless and scared. He took out his cell phone, but was afraid to call Ji Huai. He sent her a text message when he got on the plane, and she hasn't answered it yet.
How to do it?
He is very determined not to have children, and he will be allowed to undergo surgery when he comes back. Now that something like this happens, it is destined that there must be a compromise between them.
She compromises, the child is destroyed, and they continue to live; he compromises, the child is born, the two go against his wishes, and then live an uncertain future.
Of course, there is a third kind, she insists on having children, the two divorced, and she lives with the children.
Either way, it was a very difficult choice for her. For the first time, Song Xuan felt so helpless and put the things he liked on others. Why was it a "bad thing" when it came to her?
What should she do?
In the evening.
Ji Huai got off the plane, took the luggage and walked out, just about to leave
When leaving the subway station, a female voice came, softly and softly, "Ji Huai."
He turned his head, and Song Xuan's figure appeared in front of him. She was wearing a lotus (color) dress and a pair of white (color) cloth shoes on her feet, gentle and beautiful.
This was a big surprise. He walked over with a quick smile, reached out and hugged her in his arms, and bowed (kissed) her, his voice lingering, "I miss you a lot these days."
After the words fell, looking at her face, the smile gradually disappeared, and she twisted her eyebrows, "My wife, you are a little unwell, are you sick?"
"I haven't (sleeping in Shui) well recently, and I always have nightmares." Song Xuan didn't know how to tell him, so she had to make excuses for herself.
"Then early today (sleep in Shui), I won't have nightmares if I hold you." He handed her the flowers in his hand, "I bought it for you, and it looks as good as you."
"Thank you." She reached out and took it. The pink (colored) rose bloomed very beautifully, with small white flowers blooming in the middle. You can smell the fresh fragrance without getting close. He said Jasmine.
It was the first time Song Xuan saw Jasmine, and she stretched out her hand (touching Mo) (touching Mo). The petals were not as soft as roses, but rather hard.
Ji Huai took the luggage, stopped her waist with one hand, and walked out.
The two did not take the subway. There are a lot of people and luggage at this point, so it’s not convenient, so I took a taxi and went to the supermarket, but she didn’t cook the food she bought last time. They were all in the refrigerator. went.
After returning home, Song Xuan was not in the mood to cook today. She suggested ordering takeout, but Ji Huai was very interested and went to cook by herself.
When he was going to cook, she took out the vase, absent-mindedly cutting the flowers, (inserting cha) in the vase, and looked up at him who was busy in the kitchen from time to time, her eyes were very swollen.
How should she tell him that she is pregnant?
How can he accept it?
"Wife." Ji Huai called out from the kitchen, poking his head out.
Song Xuan stood up and walked over. He took a piece of freshly fried beans, blew it a few times and then handed it to her mouth, "Try it."
She took a bite, tasted it, and said softly, "It's a little bit lighter."
"Then I will put some more salt." He turned around to get the salt again and put it in.
Song Xuan watched him for a long while, Ji Huai didn’t care to observe her when he was cooking the vegetables. When the beans were fried, he turned to go to the refrigerator to fetch the eggs. When they met, he didn’t speak, so she reached out and hugged her. Stopped his waist and buried his head in his arms.
"It seems that you really miss me." He had oil in his hands, so it was not convenient to hold her. He rubbed his chin on the top of her head, and kissed him sideways."
There is so much fumes here, wait for me outside? "
Song Xuan held him and didn't move or speak.
With a "bang", the sound of closing the door, Song Xuan had time to let go of her in the future. Tian Shao, who came back from the outside, had already seen it. Song Xuan's heart was low today, and she did not care about embarrassment. She raised her head and said to Ji Huai. Put green onion omelette, there is still green onion in the refrigerator."
"Okay." Seeing that He Chenxiang had also returned, Ji Huai invited him out, "Have you eaten? Do you want to eat together?"
"Okay." He Chenxiang promised readily, but Tian Shao didn't reply.
After entering the room, Tian Shao was irritated by Yin and Yang. He Chenxiang sneered, "If you want to eat, go by yourself. I don't want to eat."
During this period of time, the two quarreled frequently. He Chenxiang worked overtime and became a dog. He finally got off work earlier, and his girlfriend was uncomfortable talking. He didn’t bother to delve into it, "Then I’m going to eat. You can order whatever you want. Right."
Tian Shao was so angry.
She took out her mobile phone and called Yan Jingyi again. When He Chenxiang went out, she scolded, full of energy and disgust in her tone.
Yan Jingyi was also helpless over there, and could only perfuse comfort.
However, as the two chatted, there seemed to be something wrong next door. Song Xuan seemed to be crying, and she quickly said to Yan Jingyi, "Wait, I'll go out and take a look."
When he went out, He Chenxiang also sat at the dining table in embarrassment, and the food on the table had not been moved. Tian Shao pointed to the closed door on the other end and asked, "What happened to them?"
He Chenxiang shook his head. He didn't know. Ji Huai went in and asked Song Xuan to eat. Then something went wrong inside, why did he cry?
Tian Shao went to the door deliberately to listen, but cried and heard nothing.
At this time, in the room.
Song Xuan was sitting on the (bed chuang) crying. Ji Huai took the report in his hand and was looking at it. It was obviously unbelievable. He hadn't thought about it at all.
She didn't intend to say anything. Just after she took out the medical examination report, Ji Huai came in suddenly. She was a little flustered, and when she wanted to hide, he became suspicious, and he finally knew about it.
Ji Huai looked at the report, then looked at her, "Don't cry first, when did you know?"
"Last night." She cried a little bit fiercely, "I took the test at home and went to the hospital today."
Ji Huai took a few sheets of paper and sat on the bedside to wipe her tears. Without saying anything else, he changed the subject, "Shall we go to dinner first? Are you hungry?"
Song Xuan shook her head, she couldn't eat it these days.
"Eat if you are not hungry, I'll bring it in for you." He walked out and came back after a while, carrying a bowl of rice with it on top
Put some dishes on the table, "Eat first."
Song Xuan looked at him with red eyes, but couldn't say anything. She didn't know how to ask. This matter was too complicated. She was reluctant to bear children. It was a life, but she was also reluctant to divorce him.
But when (强qiang) asked to be together, the feelings were finally gone, and in the end it was just a feather.
Ji Huai was unnatural by her, so she could only speak truthfully, "I am in a mess right now, and you can't ask me anything, but I don't know what to do."
Song Xuan didn't want to force him, because she didn't know what to do, she could only eat silently with her head down.
Ji Huai sat next to him for a long time without speaking. He lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. There were various emotions on his face.
When Song Xuan finished eating and went to take a shower, she found Ji Huai was drinking with He Chenxiang in the living room. He had already drunk a few bottles. When she walked in, he followed up and asked her to cover the bed. Good quilt, and then went out again.
She didn't say anything, she didn't get rid of it, and she didn't say divorce.
The voices outside were intermittent, Song Xuan shrank and lay on the bed, Tian Shao was very curious, and opened the door a bit to overhear.
She was very stunned when she overheard a little bit, and quickly called Yan Jingyi, but the other party didn't answer. She called directly, with excitement, "My God, Ji Huai is Ding Ke, but Song Xuan (huai) is pregnant. ."
Yan Jingyi was also quite dumb, and thought for a while, "He seems to have told me before that he really doesn't want to have children. I thought he was joking. What should I do now?"
"Ji Huai is drinking with my boyfriend in the living room. It seems that I don't want it." Tian Shao seemed to have found some balance. "It's no wonder that Ken and Song Xuan's name on the house will definitely reach an agreement and make sacrifices without children. "
"If you don't have children, then what kind of marriage?"
"If I'm sure it won't be settled, what's the use of the house? I'm married (with huai) pregnant and killed, that's really funny."
.....
Tian Shao kept complaining, and He Chenxiang opened the door and walked in. She looked at each other curiously, "Is Song Xuan pregnant? Is Ji Huai doing gan?"
He Chenxiang put the phone on the table to charge, "He was originally not married to Gaddink, and later married Dante, and now it must be troublesome to get pregnant, so he can drink to relieve his troubles."
"Then you won't drink with him?" Tian Shao asked again.
She didn't hang up, and Yan Jingyi could hear her, except He Chenxiang's voice, "What else to drink? Coax wife and children."
"Isn't it Dink?" Tian Shao raised an eyebrow, "Is that going to be knocked out?"
He Chenxiang didn’t agree with what she asked.
He will definitely not fight when he is married, and Ji Huai is just depressed. How can he do it by pulling his wife to kill the child? "
"Sure to be born, it's not a crime to kill it? That's a life."
Hearing this, Tian Shao was a little disappointed, "That is, Ji Huai compromised for Song Xuan and forced a DINK to have a child. I still don't know what to do in the future."
"Can you expect others to be better? Song Xuan was not pregnant with the child alone. Ji Huai himself said he was responsible. Why are you so uncomfortable?" He Chenxiang was a little uncomfortable when she said this, quite uncomfortable.
"I said they were angry with me?" Tian Shao directly hung up the call with Yan Jingyi, and was about to quarrel with He Chenxiang, but the other party was too lazy to quarrel with her, and went out again with (sleeping Shui) clothes (washing xi) ) Take a shower.
Tian Shao's face (color) was dark with anger.
The other end.
Ji Huai walked to the bedside, there was still crying from the quilt, he was helpless, he sat on the bedside, opened the quilt, looked at her crying eyes, and took out a tissue to wipe her tears.
Song Xuan closed her eyes and buried her head in the pillow.
"Too much mood swings will be bad for the baby." Ji Huai looked down at her and said slowly, "Don't cry."
"Have you figured it out clearly?" Song Xuan tried her best to calm her emotions, but she couldn't calm down. Tears kept flowing. She was waiting for Ji Huai to make a choice, and then based on his choice, she made her own. select.
Three paths, depending on which one they choose.
Ji Huai didn't reply immediately, and Song Xuan's heart slowly sank, as if he had expected the result to be bad, he sighed, held her aside hand in his hand, gently kneaded, and suddenly said, "Are you faithful?"
Song Xuan didn't know what he meant or how to answer.
"I didn't believe very much before, but now I believe, there are some things that can't be escaped, and the things owed must be paid back." Ji Huai looked at her and said seriously.
He was still a little drunk, and she couldn't understand what he was talking about, but thought he was drunk.
"Always pay it back, I owe it." He hugged her on the bed, hugged her in his arms, and stroked the back of her head with his big hand, "This matter is not your responsibility, it's me."
"I only paid off my honeymoon overdraft credit card this month. It was really sudden. I didn't have any preparations."
"I'm sorry, but I didn't give you the most basic financial security. I will continue to work hard and keep my children?"
.....
Song Xuan's tears flowed down again, and her voice trembled, "I'm sorry, I didn't force you to compromise, I know you never thought about it.
For children, I..."
Ji Huai touched her head and whispered softly, "I just don't want my child to repeat my dark days before, but life is still a little better, especially after I met you, now life is still worth a visit, everything is always there. Unexpectedly, this is not a compromise, it is more like acceptance. I think even if I don’t like children, I can do it with love."
His sins in this life are not only against Song Xuan, but also the child, so no matter how you guard against it, the child will still appear.
The planted cause must have an effect, and he will bear it.
Song Xuan heard what he said, but it was actually quite uncomfortable. Ji Huai held her face and coaxed softly, "Don't cry, and don't wear a green cap for me, why do you regret it? huai) You are the one who is pregnant, and this is something I cannot bear for you."
"I want to divorce you or kill the child." Song Xuan cried again as she said, very sad, and felt like a knife when she said it.
"I never thought about divorcing you, nor thought about aborting the child. I didn't think about the thoughts that came up in my mind. I was pregnant when I was pregnant. I must be born. I was just thinking about how to adapt to a new role. "He said naturally, not against his will at all.
Song Xuan buried her head in his arms. She felt more treacherous these days. She stretched out her hand to embrace him and said, "I'm afraid of breaking your plan. This is not your original intention."
"The plan can't keep up with the changes. That's my own sin." Ji Huai didn't react much either. He hugged her and put his hands on her back. There was no comfort for a moment, "You think so much for me. Don’t tell me yet, a person avoids suspicion and cries secretly in the middle of the night."
Song Xuan was said in a low voice, "I had a nightmare, and dreamed that you didn't want us, so that I would either kill the child or break up, and ask me to get out. It was very fierce to me, particularly fierce."
"What's so fierce?" He didn't discuss this topic seriously with her, instead he said half jokingly, and then went to (kiss wen) her lips again, thinking that he had been drinking, changed direction and went (kiss) wen) Her eyes, "Hmm? Baby, how fierce is it? How fierce can I be to you?"
If in the dream her legs were frightened and helpless, Ji Huai’s heart collapsed a bit, limp, her slender hands were lazy on his neck, and she was lying on his body, towards him. Hiding in his arms. During this period of time, he was spoiled a little, and he unconsciously dragged the long tail sound, "It's very fierce and wants to hit someone."
Ji Huai smiled helplessly, "I have no temper with you now."
This is Song
Xuan believes now, and I don't know if it is a woman's sixth sense. Although she has been crying very hard these days, she always feels faintly that this child will stay in the end.
She herself didn't know why.
However, she soon learned that Ji Huai's (thin bao) lips moved to her ears, nibbling her ears, in an affectionate tone, "In fact, what are you worried about? I love you so much, no matter what, I will Not willing to let you make such a difficult decision."
"If there is a compromise, the person who compromised must be me."
Thinking about it now, the sense of security in my heart is his unreserved love for her.
Song Xuan was originally afraid of what Ji Huai would say against her will, but she was not willing to kill her child or their marriage. After that night, he was no different from before.
If you really want to study the difference, you can also tell a little bit. In the past, he used to cook, and the two would go out to eat some. Now he thinks the food outside is a bit dirty and the food is not good, so he cooks for her at home. .
She seemed to have become a fragile porcelain doll. Ji Huai took care of her more seriously than before, but it was a pity that she couldn't take the postgraduate entrance examination. She wanted to sell the books and classes at half price, which also cost a lot of money.
"Keep it, not this year and next year." Ji Huai said.
"How can I take the test if I have a child?" Song Xuan (touching Mo), "Forget it."
It would be nice to have time to take care of the children.
Ji Huai: "Why can't you take the exam? The child is not depriving you of the right to choose. You can go to early education in a few months and then go to the care class. You don't have to take the exam full-time, but you can go to class on weekends. Just want to have more questions. problem."
Song Xuan thought about it, too, and silently took back the textbook again, next year for the exam, she had another year to review, let's review it first, and talk about whether it's time for the exam.
Because she (huai) was pregnant, she was going to move to the new house this month. Ji Huai delayed the plan and continued to rent for six months, because it was not long after the renovation and everything was new, so she didn’t dare to let her live in. , I'm afraid it will be bad for the child.
It is indeed inconvenient to rent together, but Song Xuan does not care so much now. Taking care of the children is the most important thing. As for other things, she now feels that her husband can solve it.
The author has something to say: Mi'er is late. For the sake of my Wangeng today, don’t hit me. There will be a chapter tomorrow. Let me explain the ending of Ji’s father and Tian Shao. The most important thing is Ji Huaihe. The story of their child is something special, right?
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