: Heartless man with deep heart (deep 5)

Lin Qing stayed up all night, and her mind was chaotic. She had the urge to take her children away from this city. After all, Ji Huai had suffered too much and disappointed before, but there were reasons to stay. Should she choose to trust him once?
She felt like a small boat constantly rolling under huge waves, but she didn't even know what she should do. +++ The latest Danmei novel ranking: www.sto123.cc
The security of the child's future life is more important than the child's education. She is confused and anxious.
As a new mother, she always wanted to give her child the best, so that he could grow up healthy, but she was always powerless. She was afraid that she would be entangled with Ji Huai again, but it would bring more harm to the child. His childhood left a shadow.
When the alarm clock rang when I got up, Lin Qing went to wash her tired eyes first, then came back and picked up her son, "Baby, get up and go to school."
Xiao Sensen (Shui Shui) was dazed, lying on his mother's shoulders, unable to open his eyes, he was more unrestrained (sexual xing) than before, rubbed his eyes, and thought (Shui Shui) passed.
"Be late." Lin Qing put him on the stool, took the towel and began to wash his face.
"Mom." Xiaomori calmed down a lot of sleepiness and called her.
Lin Qing bowed her head and kissed him, gave him a small toothbrush, and also took him a glass of warm water.
After a while, she took him out again, helped him get dressed, put on socks and shoes, and put on his schoolbag.
"Mom, take the phone." Lin Qing said, hurried into the room, put the phone in her bag, and walked out.
Komori stood in the living room wearing shoes and carrying a small schoolbag, with a small red (color) hat on his head, which made his face white and tender.
Lin Qing walked out and saw that he had been looking at the paper box on the table. It was left by Ji Huai yesterday. Inside was a white (color) remote-controlled car.
Komori stood there, looking at the paper box but didn't move.
She walked over and brought the carton over, "Dad came to Sensen yesterday, and he also brought the car that he promised to buy Sensen. Would Sensen take a look?"
"No." Komori stepped back, shaking his head, with a firm attitude, "No dad, no."
It is said that children forget things quickly, especially children who are a little over two years old. What do they know in the impression of adults? Maybe I will forget it later.
Lin Qing didn't dare to ignore it. She squatted down and opened the paper box while saying, "Why doesn't Sensen want Dad? Dad said, I will pick Sensen from school tonight and take Sensen to the mall."
"I will buy toys for Sensen."
Komori is a child, watching the car taken out by his mother, staring at the car, still trusting what his mother said. After thinking about it, he said in a low voice, "Dad is a bad father, don't be Sensen."
"Sensen don't want dad."
Perhaps he was talking angry, pouting, and while speaking, his little hand was still grabbing the corner of his clothes.
Lin Qing felt more and more that her emotional excitement had brought him a lot of influence last night, and she looked at him with a smile, pretending to deny easily, "Dad is not a bad father, so I won't want Sensen, Sensen is so cute and sensible. Dad won't be willing not to be shy."
"Then Dad is a fool."
She said this, as if what happened yesterday (fa fa) was a misunderstanding, and the joking tone was serious and very convincing.
"Dad is a big idiot." Komori bit his lower lip, then smiled (showing) a few small teeth.
"When my dad came to pick up Sensen in the afternoon, Sensen could ask his father, if my father said he didn't want Sensen, then buying such a beautiful car wouldn't make us happy." Lin Qing said that he turned on the car switch and tried to move it. "Hey, why can't the car that Dad bought drive?"
Komori nodded, squatted down and shook his hands, "Mom, that's not the case. Press this."
His little finger stretched over, clicked the red (color) switch, and then clicked forward again, and the car moved forward.
"Wow." Lin Qing exclaimed.
"Go back, press this, mom, I'll come." His (肉rou) (肉rou)'s little hand stretched over, took the remote control, and the tender voice echoed in the hall, "In this way, it keeps walking. ,such"
Komori was addicted to the car that his father bought, and temporarily believed his mother's words, so his father didn't want him, and his father returned to pick him up from school in the afternoon.
The time was actually too late, but Lin Qing didn't urge him, but waited for him to play for a while, then said, "Baby, we are going to school, can we play again at night?"
"Okay." He reluctantly picked up the car from the underground, turned off the switch, put it on the table, and walked over to hold Lin Qing's hand.
Lin Qing rubbed his head and led him out.
When I arrived in kindergarten, the other children were already doing morning (fuck cao). Komori let go of Lin Qing's hand, and when he walked in, he walked two steps, turned to look at her, and said, "Mom, dad really Will you come to pick me up?"
"Yeah." Lin Qing nodded heavily and assured him, "Dad will come to pick him up."
Hearing this, he (exposed) a smile again, with anticipation, "Then my mother will tell my father that I have to go to class after school, and with other children, it will be a little later, when the sun goes down, I can go home. "
Lin Qing smiled and nodded, "Okay, Mom will tell Dad."
After listening to his mother's guarantee, Komori nodded and was led by the teacher to walk in, in a very good mood, shaking his little hand, "bye mom."
"Bye."
Lin Qing waited for him to reach the top of the stairs before turning around and walking outside. The first thing was to call Ji Huai.
After the connection, she said solemnly, "You are coming to pick him up this afternoon. Don't be late. Don't let him down again."
"Xiaoqing, I know." Ji Huai said helplessly, but also earnestly said, "I will pick him up in the afternoon and I will not be late."
Lin Qingshen (lust) slowed down, "It doesn't need to be too early, just arrive at about six o'clock."
"I wrote it down. I have nothing to do today. I will be there in time."
"Yes." Lin Qing didn't say much to him either, and was about to hang up. Ji Huai's voice came from over there, "I went back and thought about it yesterday."
"What?" Lin Qing walked to the bus stop. She was destined to be late today, and she didn't rush.
"Like what I said yesterday, I will try my best to take care of him and give you the energy to prepare for the exam. I will give you three thousand and five for the alimony a month. I know it is not enough, but I can’t get it out. I estimated the price of the car, and it was too bad to sell it. You have to pay off the loan before you can sell it. It's better to rent it."
"But the car dealership is not available every day. It is also in the off-season, and it is estimated that there is not much money. In the second half of the year, if I can rent it better, I will try to give you more."
He was talking on the other end, with some sincere words, and Lin Qing would naturally not embarrass him, "Look at it, the money is not for me, for your son, I will not hide it privately."
To be honest, Ji Huai's ability to do this is indeed beyond her expectation, but as he said, if her job is not good, her life is not good, and her son will suffer from him, she will also move. The thought sent back by the son.
Maybe Ji Huai doesn't want to be involved?
No matter what the purpose is, as long as he agrees, then her path will be better.
"You go to work, I'll pick him up in the afternoon." Ji Huai didn't bother her, saying so.
Lin Qing responded and hung up.
When she came to the company, she was twenty minutes late and had already finished the morning meeting.
When she went to the front desk to check in, Luo Yantong looked at her with a bad face (color), "Come early next time."
Lin Qing didn't say anything, and walked in with the bag.
Her current work is all trivial things. The company hasn't figured out what kind of work it will arrange for her. Luo Yantong can't see her idle, and sometimes comes to look for things.
Since she decided to resign, Lin Qing would naturally not follow her.
Luo Yantong asked her to go to the school today, and then to promote the grade test, but she rejected it directly, "Aren't you supposed to contact these? Where can I find the school?"
"It's you who is in charge of the exam now." Luo Yantong reminded her.
"Then you have to send two people to me, too? Am I going to do the promotion alone? I'm the only one in the entire department. Who will cooperate with me?" Lin Qing asked back.
"Find a part-time job by yourself, this is something you have to learn to handle." Luo Yantong lowered his face.
"I know, then I will ask." Lin Qing was perfunctory.
Propaganda or something, not to mention Chengdu, what is she going to do?
Luo Yantong was very angry, but didn't say anything, turned and left.
Lin Qing didn't worry about her words at all. It is estimated that even Luo Yantong didn't know how to promote it, but she couldn't see her relaxed and uncomfortable, so she had to find something for her.
After Luo Yantong left, Xu Rui came back and comforted her, "Don't worry about what she said, she is just as sick, how can we promote it now?"
"I didn't worry about it." Lin Qing replied politely. She still knew Luo Yantong. The other party was like that. She had nothing to look for, especially when she felt uncomfortable. It used to not make new people comfortable. Now it is estimated that she wants to make the whole company uncomfortable.
Xu Rui: "The company hasn't arranged work for the test administration now, so don't worry, just wait and see, anyway, it's not busy recently."
Lin Qing nodded.
The other party meant to let her spend her time. She had the same idea, anyway, one day at work and one day's money, now she is very idle and exhausted.
However, she doesn’t want to do this now. In the afternoon, she will go to interviews with the companies she has set. If she can do the interview, she will resign immediately. She wanted to endure this month. Anyway, she was leisurely and could make some money. waste time.
Xu Rui is still happy that she hasn't left. "I don't think there should be much work. It won't be very hard. I can continue to promote laziness."
"Who knows if you don't come back?"
Lin Qing looked at him trying hard to find a topic, and smiled at her. She is not a pure lover (female nu), and she can faintly feel that little meaning, half-jokingly echoed, "Yes."
After that, he did not stir up the topic again.
In fact, after divorcing Ji Huai, she lost her emotional thoughts. The divorce brought another child, so she really didn't have the time to think about it.
Xu Rui didn't say anything when she saw that she was working, so she found an excuse and went out again.
Chen Na walked in and complained to her again, "Now I always add some messy work to me."
"In this case, I won't (gan) anymore!"
"Okay, calm down." Lin Qing said with a smile.
Chen Na belongs to the kind of person who can work hard, and she only dared to complain a few words every time she was bullied. Since she came in this year, she has often said that she is leaving, but she knows that she will not leave.
The other person should be someone who has no pressure in life and has a good temper, and I am afraid that he will stick to it to the end.
in the afternoon.
Lin Qing found an excuse to ask for leave, secretly went to interview those companies, not far away, and it was very convenient.
However, it is difficult to find a job.
After she went there, she found that many things were very inconsistent with the recruitment. The salary was simply false and cheated.
Some have a basic salary of two thousand, and the one she valued the most will have to become regular in a year. The conditions are too harsh and the room for development is not high.
Even if her academic qualifications are displayed, these companies are now very shrewd. I hope she will talk about salary again when she (shows) her ability, and promises to increase her.
Anyway, I keep drawing the cake.
When I was lonely, the phone rang.
Lin Qing took it out and glanced at it. It was Ji Huai who called. She pressed the answer and put it in her ear, and said on the other end, "I've received it."
"That's good." She replied.
"Talk to mom." Ji Huai's voice came from over there, followed by Xiao Sensen's soft voice, "Mom, Dad said to eat something delicious."
When Lin Qing heard his voice, the depression in her heart was reduced a lot, "What is delicious to eat?"
This question stopped Komori, he turned to look at his father, "Dad, what is good to eat?"
"Eat whatever you want." Ji Huai hugged him, carrying his small schoolbag on his shoulder.
"Mom, you can eat whatever you want." Komori relayed his father's words, and asked again, "Mom, when are you coming?"
Lin Qing felt that she was embarrassed now and didn't want to go, so she whispered, "Baby, it's okay for you to go and eat with your father. Mom has something to do and can't come over."
Komori was a little disappointed, his voice was much lower, "But, I want my mother to come over."
"Give the phone to Dad, Dad told Mom." Ji Huai reached out his hand, and Xiao Sensen gave him the phone, obediently in his father's arms.
Ji Huai walked out holding him with one hand, and said to the phone again, "Let's go to Heyang Square, which is also close to you. Will you come over for dinner?"
"I don't want to go." She wasn't as patient with him when she treated the children.
"The interview situation was not so good today?" He knew her a little bit, so he started tentatively.
Not to mention it's okay, as soon as Lin Qing said, "You know everything, you are dead."
Why not go to heaven so powerful?
Ji Huai was not annoyed, watching his son carefully observing his son, the corners of his mouth raised, "If it doesn't go well, you have to eat? You can't find a job with tens of thousands of wages. Are you afraid that you can't find a few thousand jobs? One serving."
Seeing his father's smile, Komori relaxed his face (color) again, stretched out his hand (hook gou) to his father's neck, and enjoyed the time very much.
Being held so tall by my father, other children become so short and short.
Lin Qing feels right. What kind of work can't make three thousand yuan? It's nothing more than professional mismatch, and there is not much room for improvement.
"We got in the car, you go to the square to call me, let's eat hot pot." Ji Huai made the decision for her, and added, "I'll treat you."
Lin Qing said, "Aren't you too poor to die?"
The outside is glamorous and beautiful. In fact, there is no money, the son’s alimony cannot be paid out, and those who have to use credit cards for divorce break-up fees, are they embarrassed?
"This is not related to my treat." Ji Huai replied.
Lin Qing is in a good mood and can save one meal.
After half an hour.
When she reached the square, she took out her mobile phone and was about to make a call to Ji Huai, when a voice suddenly rang, "Mom!"
After hearing the reputation, Komori was sitting on the merry-go-round, calling her excitedly, Ji Huai leaning against the pillar, waiting for him.
Lin Qing walked over. Not long after he walked, the carousel stopped, and Ji Huai went in to hug his son.
To be precise, it is not a hug. Komori is going to ride on his shoulders and grab his hair. With a happy face, he stretches out his hand to put his hand on top of Lin Qing's head, squinting, "Mom is short, I am tall."
He is tall now.
"How tall are you?" Lin Qing was amused by him, and took the small schoolbag in Ji Huai's hand. He was not easy to hold.
"So tall, taller than Dad." Komori put his head on his father's head again, "Daddy said, he is not a big fool."
"Dad is a big idiot, Sensen is a little idiot, and my mother is also a big idiot. I am not a little idiot."
A big fool will give birth to a little fool, and Dad didn't want him.
Lin Qing looked at Ji Huai, the other party stretched out her hand to support her son, smiled and said, "Then what are you?"
"It's Ultraman." He looked serious.
Ji Huai laughed out, "Is it Little Ultraman?"
"It's Ultraman Tiga." He corrected his father, gestured, and said to himself, "It's still small, it will grow bigger, so tall."
"When we go to eat, we will get taller when we eat. Let's go. Ultraman Tiga." Ji Huai glanced at her and motioned her to go inside.
Lin Qing looked at the figure of the father and son and let out a sigh of relief. In the afternoon, she deliberately sent a message to tell Ji Huai about this, in order to allow the other party to communicate with her son and not to let the child leave a shadow.
The child doesn't think so much seriously, she has already explained it, as long as Ji Huai tells him well, the other party will believe it.
When Lin Qing followed them, she could still hear Xiao Sensen's voice, "Dad, can you pick me up every day?"
"Dad has to go to work and go on business." After Ji Huai said, when the other party did not say anything, he added, "Dad wants to make money to support you, but he can pick you up when he is not at work, and you will have to be with him often in the future. "
"Why? What about mom?" Komori was still a little sensitive, "I want to be with mom."
If father and mother can only choose one, he has to choose mother.
"Mom." Ji Huai looked at Lin Qing and said softly, "Mom is going to study recently. We can't disturb my mother's study. Mom wants an exam."
"Why are you taking an exam?" Komori asked, puzzled in his small eyes.
"You can go to work after the exam, and you will have more time to accompany you in the future." Ji Huai replied for Lin Qing, "So you have to stay with your father obediently so that your mother has time to study."
Komori seemed to understand, "I won't disturb my mother's studies, I will be good."
"Then you are great." Ji Huai praised him, and when he went to the restaurant, he lowered him from his shoulder, "After dinner, we can go and buy the little train from last time and take it back to fight. "
Komori's eyes lit up, "I want a little train!"
The boy's interest in this kind of toy is not so big. Komori eats faster than usual, very well-behaved.
Lin Qing and Xiao Mengsen sat on the side, Ji Huai sat across from them. He was a dereliction of duty, but when he was with them, he would still do what he should do.
For example, now, if the beef (meat rou) slices are served, they will be put in a bowl for two people after they are cooked, and when there is no more vegetables, they will be added to the bowl.
Lin Qing temporarily relieved the depression in her heart and took care of Xiao Mori while eating.
After dinner, Komori pestered Ji Huai to buy a small train. After buying the small train, he bought a Lego car.
These genuine copies are really expensive, so a small box costs a few hundred, and two boxes cost thousands.
How can children have any idea about money? Komori held her liking tightly, and Lin Qing just squatted down to persuade her son to buy only one, because Ji Huai is also very poor, but the other party stopped her, "If he likes it, buy it."
After speaking, he went to checkout, and the credit card was used at the checkout.
She didn't know what to say, and she vomited, "You are not afraid to develop his bad habits like this."
Ji Huai didn't care, "He doesn't understand anything now, he rarely likes it."
"Unfortunately you still know what he likes, and I haven't seen you caring about him much before." Lin Qing couldn't help but stab him.
Ji Huai's face (color) was slightly stiff, and he put his hand to his mouth, beckoning her not to talk about this, and looked at the son in front nervously, for fear that the other party would hear it.
Lin Qing was more careful than him, Xiao Sensen walked in front, she lowered the volume, and did not hear.
"He asked me today if I don't want him anymore." Ji Huai slowed down while looking at his son, looked at her, his expression slowed down, "He told me, my mother told him that my father didn't want his father. It's just a fool."
Asking this question is not so serious, but a bit coquettish and accusatory, and the atmosphere will not be tense.
"Then what?" Lin Qing asked.
"I told him that Dad is not a big idiot, Dad is a big idiot, he is a little idiot, and a big idiot won't want a little idiot." After Ji Huai finished speaking, he concluded, "He was fainted."
"Then I told him for sure that I would never want him. He is the favorite baby of mom and dad."
When he said this, Lin Qing's heartbeat accelerated for an instant, looking at her with pitch-black eyes.
Damn it.
She drew her gaze back in a panic, and walked forward quickly, "Baby, go slowly, don't fall."
Ji Huai looked at the big and small backs, and the corners of his mouth smiled more.
At nine o'clock in the evening, the three returned to the apartment rented by Lin Qing.
After she opened the door, Ji Huai walked in naturally. Komori couldn't wait to take out the car and fight with his father. He sat on one side of the ground, with his little hand patted on the other side, "Dad, you sit here."
"Dad sitting?" Ji Huai repeated his words and walked to the other side.
"Well, sit here." He fiddled with his little head and handed the paper box to Ji Huai, "Dad, open it."
Ji Huai reached out and took it, then opened the carton, took out the contents, and put the drawing on the ground.
Lin Qing looked at the father and son and went to the kitchen to wash the fruits.
Now I’m going to prepare a portion for two people, pour it with sour (milk Nai), walk out a small plate, and put it in front of them, "Baby, eat some fruit."
Although Komori responded, he was obsessed with fighting cars and did not do anything.
Lin Qing looked at Ji Huai, "If you let him eat, I will take a (xi) bath first."
"Yeah." Ji Huai nodded.
"Dad, this, this." Komori picked up the front of the car and patted it on the rear of the assembled car. He couldn't push it down, he was very anxious.
Ji Huai taught him hand in hand.
Lin Qing watched for a while, then walked to the bathroom, took a shower and washed her hair, and came out with a blow (dry gan) hair. Someone looked at it as good. In the past, she could only wait for Xiao Sensen (sleeping Shui). Taking a xi) bath, I really don't worry about him alone.
When she came out, Xiao Sen was already sleeping, and Ji Huai was packing up the drawings and putting them in the paper box.
Lin Qing was blindfolded, sleeping in Shui)?"
"After eating the fruit, I won't play (sleep Shui) twice before finishing the spell. I changed his clothes (sleep Shui)." He stood up and said, "It's not early. You should rest early. I will go back. ."
"Okay." Lin Qing's face (color) was better than before, and this time he was taken to the door.
When Ji Huai went out, he said again, "Find a job slowly, don't worry, don't put too much pressure on you."
Lin Qinggang wanted to refute him. It's not him who has no money. He doesn't have a backache while standing. He didn't say anything yet. He said, "It's really not good. I can also give you the support (sexual xing) once, just like you said."
"Where are you going to get the money?" she couldn't help asking.
Three thousand and five a month, more than three hundred thousand.
"My parents' house can be mortgaged or sold. They will come to live with me after retirement." He didn't seem to think it was wrong. "It's easier for me to take out this money than you, and I won't watch Sensen suffer, either. I won’t watch you suffer."
Lin Qing also felt that she didn't need to worry about him. The school district in his downtown was worth nearly three million, but she had nothing.
"If you really want to go back to your hometown, you can use the money to buy a smaller house, and your parents can help you look after Sensen." Ji Huai said again.
Hearing what he said, Lin Qing's pressure on the bottom of her heart has been reduced a lot. This is because her mother has already handled the retreat in advance due to physical reasons, so she can help her.
"Don't think too much, let the flow go." Ji Huai interrupted her thinking when she saw that she was really thinking.
Things can't come true, why waste brain cells?
Lin Qing gave him another two points and said, "Be careful on the road."
It’s so late and I have to take the bus or subway to go back. The cars are rented out. It’s not too bad.
"Well, go back and send you a message." He nodded and continued to walk outside.
"Goodbye."
When he entered the elevator, Lin Qing closed the door mercilessly. When he walked back, he saw the toys on the table and the son who was sleeping (Shui). She had to admit that it was too hard to take the child by herself.
Some suffering can be avoided.
If Ji Huai treats the child nicely, she will not show his face (color), let alone face him (gan gan), after all, the child also needs a father.