Chapter 1064: Let go, you can't do it! (2)

She thought she had mastered happiness, but it collapsed into ruins in an instant, and in the end, there was only a mess.
This feeling is tantamount to being slapped slap hard ...
It hurts and hurts.
Ye Yan's chest seemed to be torn by life.
She was begging him to let go ...
I'm begging him ...
"... how long do you need?" He could give her time, but it was just for her. Let him really let go, it is impossible!
Shu Nian didn't speak, how long? She didn't even know how long she would take.
Some scars are not always easy to heal, and some things are not always easy to forget.
She only scratched Ye Yan's hand, originally thinking that Ye Yan would be entangled, but this time, he suddenly let go. Long fingers slipped from her wrists, leaving only a piece of coolness.
The emptiness on the wrist made Su Nian feel a pain in his heart. For a time, he felt that the air around him was much colder ...
in case……
If there is no Ye Yan in her future life, will her world become as pale and dim as before?
Will it turn into a pool of standing water again, can't stir any ripples?

Shu Nian took a bath and changed his clothes and came out, his face was not much better than before. She stepped out of the room and saw Ye Yan sitting on the sofa in the hall. He was very quiet, very quiet. From her perspective, he could only see his profile, with a heavy haze.
It seemed to be aware that she had come out, and then she returned to God and raised her eyes to see her.
Two people, eyes crossed, Shu Nian's nose was pantothenic again. Afraid that she couldn't control her emotions, she turned her face away and walked over, sorting out the books scattered on the sofa.
When it was completely packed, Ye Yan stood up and said, "I'll send you."
Not retention.
It is sent.
There was no discussion in the low tone. Moreover, he said, people have taken the lead to the entrance and changed their shoes.
Looking at the back, Shu Nian's lips trembled, but in the end he didn't say anything, just held the book and quietly followed.
Rain is still falling. On such a night, there are basically not many people in and out of the community, and the surrounding atmosphere seems particularly quiet and quiet.
Ye Yan held an umbrella and Shu Nian walked to his right.
There was a gap between the two men. Obviously it is only a few centimeters away, but it seems like it is difficult to cross across thousands of miles.
It's like a heartache ...
Once cracked, it is always difficult to sew again.
The rain is gradually getting bigger, and the umbrella is not big. Ye Yan was so tall that an umbrella could only accommodate him alone. Moreover, he intentionally left most of the space for Shu Nian, so, without taking a few steps, the shirt on him was drenched with rain. As soon as Shu Nian raised his eyes, he noticed that for a moment, his body moved out intentionally.
Obviously he wanted to make more room for him, but such a small move fell into Ye Yan's eyes, but it was like disgusting avoidance.
He glanced darkly, raised his hand and clasped her shoulder, and pulled her back.
He has great strength.
Shu Nian could even feel that the big palm that fell on her shoulder seemed to buckle into her shoulder blade.
"Don't have to hide so quickly!" Ye Yan's voice was cold, and that was his wounded arm, "... I won't treat you any more,"
After all, he didn't stop and put his hand back. Heavy, fists into a fist, dangled sideways, very tight.
obviously……
He misunderstood.
Shu Nian knew.
His lips moved, trying to explain, but in the end, he stopped talking.
Later, along the way, the two did not say anything again. After a short distance, it quickly finished. At the bottom of the community where Shu Nian lived, Shu Nian still didn't look up at him, "I'll go up first."
Shu Nian walked away and did not dare to stay.
Ye Yan's heavy eyes locked the figure, watching her farther and farther away from her, and watching her become less and less clear in his eyes, he threw the umbrella suddenly and stepped forward.
Shu Nian faintly heard footsteps behind him, and more and more anxious and heavier.
is it him?
Instinctively turning back, Ye Yan's long silhouette suddenly shrouded. The next moment, before he could return, he had wrapped her head in one hand, and hugged her waist in the other, and did not give her any chance to move. The fanatical, depressed, painful kiss was like a storm. Come.
Shu Nian's mind was blank, and his breath was full of the scent of his body, with the saltiness of Yusi.
His lips were swollen and painful when he kissed.
She was struggling with pain, but he didn't seem to feel her resistance at all, as if only a deeper kiss and a stronger request could alleviate the strong feeling of weakness in his heart a little.
"Yan Yan ..." When Shu Nian was about to be kissed and couldn't breathe, he managed to catch an opportunity to break an inch, called him, and his voice broke.
Ye Yan then pulled away from her lips. In his eyes, there was a layer of scarlet, as if restrained, he did not continue.
"There is only one week!" Ye Yan rubbed her thumb gently on her cheek, but the words she spoke were very heavy and too heavy to be refuted. "After one week, no matter if you are calm or not, you must come back. Back to me By your side! "

Shu Nian lay down all night in bed.
The next day, when I woke up, the sky was still bright. She touched her phone and glanced at it, remembering that the phone had long since run out of power. Plugged in, the phone turned on, she leaned against the bed, looking at the window waiting.
After the mobile phone is automatically turned on, there is a constant flow of information.
She took a look and most of them were reminders of missed calls. There is also some Xiong Wanting information. She apparently forced to ask details from Hu Yang, and was worried in every message.
Shu Nian looked at the words of comfort, remembering that he had been lying in a pool of blood so desperately, and pushed into the rescue room so helplessly ...
Finally, I was so helpless and forced to choose to remove the fallopian tube ...
At that time, she was only 18 years old. The ridicule of her classmates and teachers, the tragedy of the family, and the hopelessness of the road ahead, almost drove her to a dead end.
The source of all these tragedies is from Hu Yang.
And Ye Yan ...
Ye Yan was also one of them ...
Shu Nian felt that he might just have a dream, a nightmare. She hoped that when she woke up, everything would return to the same. But reality is cruel after all. Just like that year when she was on the operating table, and also hoped that when everything was a dream, the cold scalpel had made her sober-all of this, not only is not a dream, but ... it will never go back ...