Chapter 664: Can't let go and forget (4)

"Perhaps I say this, you will feel very abrupt. But the fact is that before you did not appear, Ye Ye and I were very good. Miss Bai, you are the third party between me and Ye Ye, this is an indisputable fact .Maybe you want to say that you were together ten years ago, but you were over ten years ago, why do you come to entangle him after ten years? "
Nalan was really painful, and talking, there was a thin layer of wetness in her eyes.
Cried.
Crying pitifully, I see pity.
Bai Suye's red lips flapped, but there was only a cool sentence: "You misunderstood, I did not entangle him."
Nalan seemed to have never heard her, but said to herself: "I love him, I really love him. So I know that you two went to bed, and I didn't ask a question, but just endured it in silence. I can't see, I still insist on continuing to love him. I can love him to humble, love to give up my temper, my self-esteem, all I have ... but you? Miss Bai, you dare not. You There are too many things to put on! "
Bai Suye quietly listened to her complaint, her confession, and looked at the sadness of the young girl, suddenly wondering if she should be happy that he had such a sincere treat around him at night, not to deceive him, not to use him ... ...
She had hoped that he could find his own happiness, but when suddenly found that this happiness had nothing to do with her, her chest still hurt ...
It hurts ...
Naland is still very different from his former self.
No matter how much she loves a man, she still has her own pride. Moreover, she can't express her feelings as unabashedly as Nalan ...
The love she wants bears too much burden ...
And, as Naran said, she couldn't let go, there were many, many.
And the most unbearable thing is, night owl ...
The more you ca n’t let it go, the more you have to put it; even if it ’s cramped and peeled ...
because……
"The most unbearable thing for Ye Di is that he is not betrayed, but that he betrays others. I believe you, Miss Bai, you know better than me."
Nalan's words suddenly struck the point where Bai Suye was most reluctant to touch and not to touch.
She held up the glass and took a sip of water, but her fingers were still trembling. The feeling of tightness in the chest did not go down. He could only hear Nalan continue: "If Ye Di really falls in love with you again, this will be his biggest calamity. A person who is kind to him and betrays others will be more unbearable than betrayed, Make him embarrassed. Miss Bai, ten years ago, you were sorry for the night owl, ten years later, I beg you ... let him go alive ... "
The last few words, Nalan was almost begging.
Bai Suye's breathing increased, and she knew the consequences, much more so than Nalan.
It was ten years ago.
If ten years later, they are still walking together, isn't it just a mess?
He will be dead ...
She didn't want him to die.
Bai Suye was silent for a long time, trying to suppress the emotion of chest writhing, holding the cup's hand, tightening, stretched to the fingertips and faintly white. After a long time, she seemed finally calm, and she glanced up at Nalan in front of her. "These words, I don't need to tell you, I understand very well. Since you want the night owl so much, you should strive hard, you don't have to be in front of me Crying, expressing determination or telling your grievances, your feelings have nothing to do with me, and I don't care at all. As for the night owl ... I have my own plans. "
She tried to keep her final calm. Every word is sharp and sane.
Nalan was told by her, her face flushed with embarrassment, and she felt a little helpless.
Bai Suye silently. Put down the money and get up. "I still have something to do and I can't talk to you any more. Take a step first."
Leave a word, just get up, don't want to stay any longer.
Nalanda stood up and looked at her.
"Have you ever loved him?" Naland asked suddenly.
Bai Suye stunned and stopped. Holding the bag ’s hand, hold it tight until the injured finger hurts a little, then said: "This is my personal matter, Miss Nalan is not good to explore. I am not interested in understanding the feelings of others, and I am not Interested in sharing feelings with others. "
"You're so sane, it's hard to imagine that you really love to stay overnight. I'm just worthless for him."
reason?
Probably she would never know that the more sane a person, the more scars in her heart.
Bai Suye leaned on the window of the taxi, his eyes stared out of the window hollowly. All the neon lights were nothing but gray in her eyes.
She and Ye Yan are already standing in a dead-end alley ...
Moving forward, they are just scarred from each other. Take a step back, but the sky is wide. This, she believed, he understood as well.
…………………………
When Bai Suye took the key and opened the door, the light turned on in the house. Ye Di sits on the sofa, is watching TV, looks gloomy.
My feet were bare so late that I didn't wear slippers. Bai Suye tried to find the slippers from the entrance, but he didn't find it for a long time. Turning his head again, he saw that the slippers were twisted into a ball and thrown into the trash can.
"Why did you throw your shoes?"
Ye Yan's gaze moved away from the TV, and cast her, "Did the other man's worn shoes remain for me?"
"..." This is how harsh it sounds.
Bai Suye took a deep breath. "For the last ten days, I don't want to fight with you. You don't have to wear it, but this shoe is mine, you can't throw it away."
She pulled the shoes out of the trash can and laid them out carefully again.
The night-filled fire had been lingering all afternoon and one night, and now seeing her so calm, he broke out without holding back. Throwing the remote control heavily on the coffee table, "bang-" sounded, which sounded particularly shocking at night.
Take a few strides to the entrance, and kick off the slippers she just laid.
Holding her hand, she tightened her fingers for a long time, still squatting there without talking. However, the next moment, Ye Di had already lifted her from the ground.
"Yeah, if you're questioning me and Yunji, I think you're jealous."
The night trembled.
He never expected that he hadn't said anything, but he was preempted by Bai Suye, and took the lead!
Jealous?
"Do you know what you're talking about ?!" His eyes were cold.
Jealous? It's a joke!
"What about you, do you know what you are doing now?" Bai Suye looked at him quietly. "Yun Yun and I have never kissed, nor done anything further, but you care about him so much, jealous of him, and get angry when you see him again. Even the shoes he wears, you So ignorant. Yeah, you ask yourself, are you jealous, aren't you ... Actually, you still like me? "