Chapter 1769: Heartbroken

"So, I beg you. I always say that our masters and servants have been in friendship for many years. Now I have no way to ask for help. I can only ask you. You help me once, only once. I just want to see him."
If I refuse, I can't say it.
No matter what Baili Lingyan has done, for Lao Yan, there is indeed a master-servant relationship.
He sighed, "Okay, the master is asleep. You go in and have a look, but you must promise me not to wake him up."
Baili Lingyan nodded, "Okay, I promise."
Old Yan helped her up and walked in with her.
In the ward, Mo Qianshan was asleep.
It seems quiet and gentle.
Baili Lingyan walked in without making a sound.
Lao Yan backed out and closed the door.
Baili Lingyan stopped five steps away from Mo Qianshan. She looked at him, the man she had lived with for decades, tears streaming down his face uncontrollably.
He is no longer what he used to be. He didn't know when, suddenly he was ten years old.
His hair is gray and his face is haggard.
It's no longer the brilliant, tall and mighty outstanding man.
"Qianshan! I came to see you!" She said softly, but did not approach him.
Mo Qianshan opened his eyes and looked at her, but did not speak for a long while.
He didn't seem to be fully awake, still looking at Baili Lingyan with the same eyes in his sleep.
For a long time, none of them spoke.
"Why, don't you recognize me?"
Baili Lingyan cried and laughed.
Hearing the movement, Lao Yan appeared at the door.
Mo Qianshan spoke slowly, "Old words, go out and guard." He said weakly.
"Yes." Old Yan went out and closed the door.
Mo Qianshan sat up on the bed, "Since it's here, just sit down." He said calmly.
Baili Lingyan shook his head. "No, it's fine to stand for a while."
"It's up to you." Mo Qianshan said.
Baili Lingyan said, "Qianshan, now, can you tell me what you think in your heart? If you don't divorce me, and don't allow me to come near, what do you want?"
Mo Qianshan's eyebrows tightened slightly, he looked at Baili Lingyan, "Well, since you want to know, I'll tell you."
Baili Lingyan nodded, "Well, I'm listening."
The one-sided eyebrow picked up, and Mo Qianshan said in a light tone, "If everything can be done again, nothing I want to do has happened. I have never met you, nor have I been in foreign countries for decades. It’s better to be my little policeman in peace, even if you are framed and die for the country than it is now."
His tone was extremely indifferent, but his words were like a knife in Baili Lingyan's ears.
Her tears flashed across her face and poured into her mouth, "With me, do you regret it?"
"Yes. I regret it." Mo Qianshan answered without hesitation.
"So, you want to get rid of me from the bottom of your heart, and even leave no traces like divorce?"
Baili Lingyan said with a trembling voice.
Mo Qianshan looked up at her, "Yes."
"You are really so cruel? So what are those days of love in the past? For 30 years, I have spent 30 years of happiness and happiness with you. Is it really that unimportant to you?"
Baili Lingyan burst into tears, heartache unbearably.
There was a smile in Mo Qianshan's eyes, cold and self-deprecating, "You ask me why? Then you answer me one question first."
"You said." Baili Lingyan said.