Chapter 1773: struggle

Subei came out of the office, feeling very complicated.
Hua Jinan held her shoulders, "Wife!"
She raised her head to look at Hua Jinan, "He was injured and shot in the head. He died for nine years and lost his memory for five years. He never said it."
She said softly, not seeing any emotions, but the voice was soft, too soft, and it was a little ethereal.
"I think there is a reason why he didn't say it!" Hua Jinan said comfortingly.
"What's the reason? Why didn't you tell me?" Subei looked at Hua Jinan with a puzzled look, as if a child who was ignorant and ignorant, feeling wronged and helpless.
Hua Jinan stopped and looked at her distressedly, "Xiaobei! Don't be like this! If you really want to know, just ask in person."
"I don't ask!" Subei tilted her head up and looked down on the flowing clouds above her. She shook her head and let the tears pour down. "What is he doing now? Does he want me to regret it?"
He stretched out his hand and wiped the tears on his face fiercely, "I tell you, I won't regret it! Even if he is injured, he has amnesia. It can be a reason not to contact us, but in the end, he is carrying Baili Lingyan, Baili Lingyan. Liqing and Bailiyan left together. He betrayed his mother after all!"
Hua Jinan stretched out his hand and hugged Subei tightly, "You are right, you are not doing anything wrong. Wife, you are already very good, if someone else would ignore him, anyway, his property has been given to you. But you No, that's what you are already great. Don't cry, my husband is here, don't cry."
Subei nodded, "I don't cry, I have no reason to cry. Why should I cry?"
However, she couldn't stop her tears.
Hua Jin An simply held her and stood there, letting her cry all the grievances in her heart.
He understands this kind of heartache.
After a long time, Subei's mood finally calmed down.
He said slowly, "I thought that as long as I didn't make you sad, I wouldn't see you crying in the future. However, it still doesn't work now. Wife, you think it's fine now. He is still alive. At least he knows confession, he was wrong, he dare to admit it. Unlike me, since I was a child, I watched my mother stay alone and watched my father stay with another woman."
He took a deep breath, "Those who know how to confess, at least their conscience is not dead. Regardless of whether they can be forgiven or not, this courage is still worthy of respect."
Subei took a deep breath and got up from Hua Jinan's arms, "I'm sorry, it reminds you of the sad past."
Hua Jinan squeezed her nose, "Fool, apology. It doesn't matter to me for a long time, I am not sad at all."
Subei kissed him on the cheek, and couldn't say a word of comfort.
She has always told others the same way.
However, only she knew how painful it was.
That's Dad, how could it not be sad.
She knew that Hua Jinan was not sad, but didn't want to be sad.
If you don't think about it, you won't be sad.
Today is to comfort her, otherwise he would not take the initiative to mention it.
"The doctor said that surgery must be done now. However, the risk is high. What do you think?"
Hua Jinan walked out of the hospital holding her hand.
North Jiangsu breathed a sigh of relief, "If you don't have an operation, you are waiting for death. There is at least a chance of surviving from the operation."
Hua Jinan tightened her hand, "Without surgery, there is no problem with medication for three to five years or even longer, but he will slowly forget everyone."